Silent Memories

I don't know if you're listening,
I don't know if you can hear.
I was just reminiscing,
On the times that we shared.

I remember that one night.
We were chillin in the hot tub.
We were talking 'bout our lives, yeah,
We even talked about love.

I don't know what you were looking for,
But I hope that you found it,
Because while you got a pair of angel's wings I'm here trynna stay grounded.

Part of me is angry,
But most of me is sad.
When I sit here and think of all the good times that you and I had, yeah.

I knew you when you were just a baby,
I remember, God damn, you were crazy.
Always getting into trouble, always runnin from your mother,
Never worried about your own safety.

But uh,
Things change I guess,
Don't know how all that heart fit in that little chest.
Even when your life was one big mess.
You kept your head high and acted like you were the best.

And I miss you.
Yeah, all this happened too quickly,
I wish that I could do more, wish that I could change it,
But I know that this all history.

You were like a little brother to me,
You were strong and you were smart.
And now I can't stop running through these
Memories that I keep in my heart, yeah.

I remember up at grandma's house your brother and I we would tease you,
We would play in the backyard next to the plum tree, and jump in the pool just to rejuice.
You and I were different kids but in spirit we always connected.
And I remember when I heard the news....
It left me breathless.

I want you to know I don't blame you.
I'm just sad that you're gone.
My memories of you are like watching a movie but the sound just won't turn on.
I know that you're with me, in all that I do.
And wherever you are I want you to know that I'm right there with you too.

I don't know if you're listening,
I don't know if you can hear.
I was just reminiscing,
On the times that we shared.

I remember that one night.
We were chillin in the hot tub.
We were talking 'bout our lives, yeah,
we even talked about love.

I don't know what you were looking for,
But I hope that you found it,
Because while you got a pair of angel's wings I'm here trynna stay grounded.

Part of me is angry,
But most of me is sad.
When I sit here and think of all the good times that you and I had.

I want you to know,
That I will never forget you.
You'll be in my heart and mind until the day that I join you.

I hope that you're listening.
I hope that you can hear me.
You may not be here with me.
But I've got my silent memories.