Shut Up

So she told me
I don't want to lose you to the stars, or push you back into my arms
I'm familiar with the scars
But I'm lonely
Don't want to choose you or the dark, I'm a prison but the bars
Are the bottom of a bottle
That I'm holding
Oh I wish it was your body, wish I wasn't such a sucker
Stuck inside this selfish struggle
For my own means
I've been meaning to survive, past survival when I thrived by you

So just shut up and hold me
'Cause dammit I'm folding
If you swear that you know me
Then it's better we don't speak
Just shut up and hold me
Just give me the moment
I went from loving you so deep
To having you stolen

I need you to hold me
Like maybe for a second, I can finally take a breath and
Catch a vision of the version that
I won't be
While I'm choking on emotions I'm incapable of focusing
On anything, so shut up and hold me
(And don't let go...)