At night when I close my eyes, I'm up another way to escape From the pain that's killing me, got way too on my plate And the of it is you're not here to comfort me I shoulda known it wouldn't last too long, we were both in places And our friends never got along, so we had to face it Now you're and I regret we didn't work it out
All because she found it, the that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the part is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless
I shoulda her that I still had feelings I coulda showed her that our was the real thing I woulda made it alright, but all I got is shoulda woulda's in my life I shoulda never let her Wish I could take it but now it's too late I woulda changed her mind, now all I got is coulda woulda's in my life
Shoulda left it in the past, saved a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda cleaned up the mess I made, instead I'm living with my greatest I destroyed the only woman that I ever I can't blame her for the things she said, I shoulda listened to what mama me all the shit that my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I don't know if I'll ever find love
And it's all because she found it, the message that I to my ex-girlfriend And the worst part is I promised her I'd never do it But I that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless