At night when I close my eyes, I'm up another way to escape From the pain that's killing me, got way too much on my And the worst of it is you're not to comfort me I shoulda known it last too long, we were both in different places And our friends never got along, so we had to face it Now gone and I regret we didn't work it out
All because she found it, the message that I wrote to my And the worst part is I her I'd never do it again But I that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless
I shoulda told her that I still had I coulda showed her that our was the real thing I woulda made it alright, but all I got is shoulda coulda in my life I never let her break Wish I could take it back but now too late I woulda changed her mind, now all I got is shoulda coulda woulda's in my
Shoulda left it in the past, coulda a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda cleaned up the I made, instead I'm living with my greatest mistake I destroyed the only woman that I ever I can't blame her for the things she said, I listened to what mama told me With all the shit my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I don't know if I'll ever find love
And it's all because she found it, the message that I to my ex-girlfriend And the worst is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was regardless