At when I close my eyes, I'm dreaming up another way to escape From the that's killing me, got way too much on my plate And the worst of it is you're not here to me I shoulda known it last too long, we were both in different places And our friends got along, so eventually we had to face it Now you're gone and I regret we didn't it out
All because she found it, the message I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the worst part is I promised her I'd never do it But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong
I shoulda her that I still had feelings I coulda showed her our love was the real thing I woulda made it alright, but all I got is shoulda coulda woulda's in my I shoulda never let her Wish I take it back but now it's too late I woulda changed her mind, now all I got is coulda woulda's in my life
Shoulda it in the past, coulda saved a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda cleaned up the I made, instead I'm living with my greatest mistake I destroyed the woman that I ever loved I can't blame her for the things she said, I shoulda to what mama told me all the shit that my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I don't know if I'll find love again
And it's all because she found it, the message that I to my ex-girlfriend And the worst is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong