At night I close my eyes, I'm dreaming up another way to escape the pain that's killing me, got way too much on my plate And the worst of it is you're not here to me I known it wouldn't last too long, we were both in different places And our friends never got along, so eventually we had to it Now you're gone and I regret we didn't it out
All because she found it, the message I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the worst part is I her I'd never do it again But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong
I shoulda told her that I had feelings I coulda showed her that our was the real thing I woulda it alright, but all I got is shoulda coulda woulda's in my life I shoulda let her break I could take it back but now it's too late I woulda changed her mind, now all I got is coulda woulda's in my life
left it in the past, coulda saved a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda cleaned up the mess I made, instead I'm living with my greatest I destroyed the woman that I ever loved I can't her for the things she said, I shoulda listened to what mama told me With all the that my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I don't know if I'll ever find again
And all because she found it, the message that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the worst is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke that promise, I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless