At night when I my eyes, I'm dreaming up another way to escape From the pain that's killing me, got way too on my plate And the worst of it is not here to comfort me I shoulda it wouldn't last too long, we were both in different places And our friends never got along, so eventually we had to it Now gone and I regret we didn't work it out
All because she it, the message that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the part is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was regardless
I shoulda her that I still had feelings I coulda showed her that our was the real thing I woulda made it alright, but all I got is shoulda coulda in my life I never let her break I could take it back but now it's too late I woulda changed her mind, now all I got is shoulda coulda in my life
Shoulda left it in the past, coulda a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda up the mess I made, instead I'm living with my greatest mistake I the only woman that I ever loved I can't blame her for the things she said, I shoulda listened to what mama me all the shit that my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I know if I'll ever find love again
And it's all she found it, the message that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the part is I promised her I'd never do it again But I that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless