At night when I close my eyes, I'm dreaming up way to escape From the pain that's me, got way too much on my plate And the worst of it is you're not to comfort me I shoulda known it wouldn't last too long, we were both in places And our never got along, so eventually we had to face it Now you're gone and I we didn't work it out
All because she it, the message that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the worst is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless
I shoulda told her that I had feelings I coulda showed her our love was the real thing I made it alright, but all I got is shoulda coulda woulda's in my life I shoulda never let her Wish I take it back but now it's too late I woulda changed her mind, now all I got is shoulda coulda in my life
Shoulda left it in the past, coulda a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda cleaned up the mess I made, instead I'm living my greatest mistake I destroyed the only that I ever loved I can't blame her for the things she said, I shoulda listened to what told me all the shit that my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I don't know if I'll ever love again
And it's all because she found it, the message I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the worst part is I promised her I'd never do it But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was regardless