At night when I close my eyes, I'm dreaming up way to escape From the that's killing me, got way too much on my plate And the worst of it is not here to comfort me I shoulda known it wouldn't last too long, we were in different places And our friends never got along, so we had to face it Now you're gone and I regret we work it out
All because she it, the message that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the part is I promised her I'd never do it again But I broke that promise, I thought it was harmless, I was wrong regardless
I told her that I still had feelings I coulda showed her that our love was the real I woulda made it alright, but all I got is shoulda woulda's in my life I never let her break I could take it back but now it's too late I woulda her mind, now all I got is shoulda coulda woulda's in my life
left it in the past, coulda saved a lot of tears and heartbreak Woulda cleaned up the mess I made, instead I'm living my greatest mistake I destroyed the woman that I ever loved I can't blame her for the things she said, I listened to what mama told me With all the that my father did, he ended up being sad and lonely Now I don't know if I'll ever love again
And it's all because she found it, the that I wrote to my ex-girlfriend And the worst part is I promised her I'd do it again But I broke that promise, though I thought it was harmless, I was wrong