She Cheated On You Twice

Love is just a word that is stepped upon
Complications, too many, less fortunate one
Turn around lies at a young age
Smiling, telling lies, bittersweet rage

Behind closed doors, a whore among whores
Try to be a true man, stagnated moral code
Submission beyond, last temptation
This gift of love transcends into sin

A child or man, cold heart in hand
Grow through it, drastic changes
She wanted to be mine but she lost her mind
This bitter taste of remorse, this love, a lost cause

Sworn to freeze over with cold emotion
Drowning her lips with an untold sort of kiss
A non-temperamental manner to induce this self hate
Too many days pass as you flirt

The stab holes are too many
Not enough to kill, should have made sure
I've seen them slit their wrists in a coward's fashion
Don't attempt, fulfill the after regret
Your hate is weak, weakening your ambition
Take your own life

Feeling like someone pushed you to the end of a line
Not a desire inside of you
Goddamn this feeling, this love is growing more
Got to reject it, can't neglect it
An unforgiving touch that led to years of stress
Cut with the knife of pleasure and pain

One week of peace with your love
One day of silence for your lust
Lost in indulgence within a general frame
Boy kicks girl, setting a lifetime trade

An unearthly weakness to override a quest
She swore she wouldn't tell
These condescending words mean nothing
She said she wouldn't lie

This search for stability through a mental strain
Cost of loss through suffering
Take an overdose of the quitters' game

Hating this feeling, too drunk, another drink
Wash away the trouble, take away the pain
Lack of sleep, chest tight, damn that loss
Punishment of a third degree
Believing she was real, buying her lust

Tying her arms in the most uncompromised manner
She wants more, she begs for more
Taste this love of shameful literature
A burden for the level of second hand stress
A childhood picture coming to life

These long-winded guilt trips
Are such an obsolete breath of life
Got to bleed this contamination out of my soul
A sense of uneasiness with too much kindness
Somewhere in these apologies the devil lurks