I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm of dying I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm scared of failure, I'm scared of I'm scared, I'm of losing my kids Suppressing all of my emotions, I might flip and lose my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm this drinking might take control Becoming so co-dependent, losing my soul, just thought that I should let you know I'm scared, I'm of turning out like my daddy Don't harbor no hard feelings, he made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me I'm scared, I'm scared my grandma gon' pass Any day be her last, I tell her stay strong and fuck what the doctors say I'm scared, I'm scared God don't exist I'm scared of that dark place I used reside I ain't had shit Nigga I'm scared that me and my mom will never get Success can be so scary when failure's all that I know I'm scared that my gon' end up leaving me I get shut down so easily, now I can see why you don't believe in me Cause I'm
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is what you me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm scared, but scared of none of y'all fuck niggas I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken, I'm that's why I don't fuck wit' ya I'm of love, I'm scared of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of fame I'm of fucking up my kids psychologically, now who's to blame? I'm scared I die alone, some days I might cry alone I walk these empty roads, scared I might not make it back home I'm scared I might lose another friend, I'm scared and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but they always there like I'm stuck them I'm scared to die over nuttin, I'm to stand up for something I'm scared of what you might think of me, I find using this substance At night I'm scared to go to sleep cause I don't wanna have nightmare I'm scared if everything fell and I was hurt you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, Lord help me fears It's after tears, I've been afraid for so many years And I apologise for anything I've done and hard to family and peers But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of these Nigga scared?
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately Running out of gas, now go ahead and me Look at this monster, yeah this is you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can breathe no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I don't like this feeling, rectify it This fight or flight like open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to Livin' livin' dead, fuck being pathetic, I remain kinetic Steady move forward while trending up, but greater heights mean falls Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master when you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can the bank with these bouncing heads If you say you can't you already to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, don't see blessed How can you count what you can't Fear and loathing's evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't believe We deserve the and I serve the best by giving you what we can't retrieve This life we live is a precious fight, don't take the punches, bob and weave Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if we fall into traps kill our belief
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is you make me So I scream from the top of my Top of my Cause I can breathe no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no