I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm scared of failure, I'm of trying I'm scared, I'm of losing my kids Suppressing all of my emotions, scared I might flip and my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm scared this drinking might control Becoming so co-dependent, losing my soul, just thought that I let you know that I'm scared, I'm of turning out like my daddy Don't harbor no feelings, he may've made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me I'm scared, I'm scared my gon' pass away Any day could be her last, I tell her strong and fuck what the doctors say I'm scared, I'm that God don't exist I'm scared of that dark place I reside when I ain't had shit Nigga I'm scared that me and my mom never get close Success can be so scary especially failure's all that I know I'm scared that my wife end up leaving me Cause I get shut so easily, now I can see why you don't believe in me Cause I'm
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately Running out of gas, now go and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm scared, but ain't of none of y'all fuck niggas I'm scared of my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I don't fuck wit' ya I'm scared of love, I'm of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of fame I'm scared of up my kids psychologically, now who's to blame? I'm scared I die alone, some days I might cry alone I walk along these empty roads, scared I not make it back home I'm scared I might lose another friend, I'm scared struggle and I'm scared of my insecurities, but they always like I'm stuck with them I'm scared to die nuttin, I'm scared to stand up for something I'm scared of what you might think of me, I find comfort this substance At night I'm scared to go to sleep cause I wanna have another nightmare I'm scared if everything fell apart and I was you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, help me overcome fears It's sunshine tears, I've been afraid for so many years And I apologise for anything done and pray hard to family and peers But I'm a man and I'll be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of these fears Nigga scared?
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own lately Running out of gas, now go ahead and me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I don't like this feeling, rectify it fight or flight like open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to fire Livin' scared's dead, fuck being pathetic, I remain kinetic Steady move forward while trending up, but greater heights mean harder gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master fear when you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can the bank with these bouncing heads If you say you you already lost to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, don't see blessed How can you count what you percieve? Fear and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't We deserve the best and I serve the best by you what we can't retrieve This we live is a precious fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and weave Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if we fall their traps kill our belief
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is you make me So I scream from the top of my Top of my I can barely breathe no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no