I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm of dying I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm of failure, I'm scared of trying I'm scared, I'm of losing my kids all of my emotions, scared I might flip and lose my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm this drinking might take control Becoming so co-dependent, losing my soul, thought that I should let you know that I'm scared, I'm scared of turning out my daddy Don't harbor no hard feelings, he made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me I'm scared, I'm scared my grandma gon' pass Any day could be her last, I tell her stay strong and fuck what the say I'm scared, I'm scared that God don't I'm scared of dark place I used reside when I ain't had shit Nigga I'm scared that me and my mom never get close Success can be so scary especially failure's all that I know I'm scared that my wife gon' end up me I get shut down so easily, now I can see why you don't believe in me Cause I'm
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at monster, yeah this is what you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm scared, but ain't scared of of y'all fuck niggas I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I fuck wit' ya I'm scared of love, I'm scared of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of I'm scared of fucking up my kids psychologically, now to blame? I'm scared I might die alone, some days I cry alone I walk along these empty roads, scared I might not make it back I'm I might lose another friend, I'm scared struggle and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but they there like I'm stuck with them I'm scared to die nuttin, I'm scared to stand up for something I'm scared of what you might think of me, I comfort using this substance At night I'm scared to go to sleep I don't wanna have another nightmare I'm scared if everything apart and I was hurt you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, Lord me overcome fears It's sunshine after tears, I've been afraid for so years And I apologise for anything done and pray hard to family and peers But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of fears Nigga scared?
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own lately Running out of gas, now go and take me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I scream from the top of my Top of my I can barely breathe no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I don't like this feeling, gotta it This fight or flight open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to fire Livin' scared's livin' dead, being pathetic, I remain kinetic Steady move forward trending up, but greater heights mean harder falls Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna fear when you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can break the bank these bouncing heads If you say you can't you already to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, don't see you're How can you count you can't percieve? Fear and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't We deserve the best and I serve the best by giving you what we retrieve This life we live is a fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and weave Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if we fall into traps kill our belief
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own head Running out of gas, now go ahead and me at this monster, yeah this is what you make me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my I can barely breathe no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more