I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm of failure, I'm scared of trying I'm scared, I'm of losing my kids Suppressing all of my emotions, I might flip and lose my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm scared drinking might take control so co-dependent, losing my soul, just thought that I should let you know that I'm scared, I'm scared of turning out like my harbor no hard feelings, he may've made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me I'm scared, I'm scared my grandma pass away Any day could be her last, I her stay strong and fuck what the doctors say I'm scared, I'm scared that God exist I'm scared of that dark place I used reside when I had shit Nigga I'm scared that me and my mom never get close Success can be so scary especially when all that I know I'm scared that my gon' end up leaving me Cause I get shut down so easily, now I can see why you believe in me I'm scared
I've been livin' a stranger in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely breathe no air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm scared, but ain't scared of of y'all fuck niggas I'm scared of my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I don't fuck wit' ya I'm scared of love, I'm scared of pain, I'm of music, I'm scared of fame I'm scared of up my kids psychologically, now who's to blame? I'm scared I might die alone, some days I cry alone I along these empty roads, scared I might not make it back home I'm scared I might lose friend, I'm scared struggle and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but they always there like I'm stuck them I'm scared to die over nuttin, I'm to stand up for something I'm scared of what you might think of me, I find comfort using substance At night I'm scared to go to sleep cause I don't have another nightmare I'm scared if everything apart and I was hurt you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, Lord help me overcome It's sunshine tears, I've been afraid for so many years And I for anything I've done and pray hard to family and peers But I'm a fuckin' man and be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of these fears who's scared?
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own head out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, this is what you make me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I don't this feeling, gotta rectify it This fight or like open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to fire Livin' scared's dead, fuck being pathetic, I remain kinetic move forward while trending up, but greater heights mean harder falls Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, master fear when you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can break the bank these bouncing heads If you say you can't you already to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, see you're blessed How can you what you can't percieve? and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't believe We the best and I serve the best by giving you what we can't retrieve This life we is a precious fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and weave Bodies can bust but the mind snap if we fall into their traps kill our belief
I've been like a stranger in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is what you me So I scream from the top of my Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more