I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of I'm scared of falling, I'm of flying, I'm scared of failure, I'm scared of trying I'm scared, I'm of losing my kids Suppressing all of my emotions, scared I flip and lose my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm scared this drinking take control Becoming so co-dependent, losing my soul, just thought I should let you know that I'm scared, I'm scared of turning out like my Don't harbor no hard feelings, he made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me I'm scared, I'm scared my grandma gon' away Any day could be her last, I tell her stay strong and what the doctors say I'm scared, I'm scared that God don't I'm scared of that place I used reside when I ain't had shit Nigga I'm that me and my mom will never get close Success can be so scary especially when failure's all I know I'm scared that my gon' end up leaving me Cause I get down so easily, now I can see why you don't believe in me Cause I'm
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can breathe no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm scared, but ain't scared of none of fuck niggas I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken, I'm that's why I don't fuck wit' ya I'm scared of love, I'm scared of pain, I'm of music, I'm scared of fame I'm scared of fucking up my kids psychologically, now who's to I'm scared I might die alone, some I might cry alone I walk along these empty roads, scared I not make it back home I'm scared I might another friend, I'm scared struggle and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but they there like I'm stuck with them I'm scared to die nuttin, I'm scared to stand up for something I'm scared of what you might think of me, I comfort using this substance At night I'm to go to sleep cause I don't wanna have another nightmare I'm scared if everything fell apart and I was you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, help me overcome fears It's sunshine after tears, I've been afraid for so years And I apologise for anything I've done and pray hard to family and But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if drown in all of these fears who's scared?
I've been like a stranger in my own head lately Running out of gas, now go and take me at this monster, yeah this is what you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm I don't this feeling, gotta rectify it This fight or flight open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to fire Livin' livin' dead, fuck being pathetic, I remain kinetic Steady move forward while trending up, but greater heights mean falls Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master fear you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can break the bank with these bouncing If you say you can't you already lost to thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, see you're blessed How can you count what you can't and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't believe We deserve the best and I serve the best by giving you what we retrieve This life we live is a precious fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and Bodies can but the mind will snap if we fall into their traps kill our belief
I've been livin' a stranger in my own head lately Running out of gas, now go ahead and me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely breathe no air I can barely, I can breathe, no more