I'm scared, I'm of living, I'm scared of dying I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm scared of failure, I'm of trying I'm scared, I'm scared of my kids Suppressing all of my emotions, I might flip and lose my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm scared this might take control Becoming so co-dependent, my soul, just thought that I should let you know that I'm scared, I'm scared of turning out like my Don't no hard feelings, he may've made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me I'm scared, I'm my grandma gon' pass away Any day could be her last, I her stay strong and fuck what the doctors say I'm scared, I'm scared God don't exist I'm scared of that dark place I reside when I ain't had shit Nigga I'm that me and my mom will never get close Success can be so especially when failure's all that I know I'm scared that my gon' end up leaving me Cause I get shut down so easily, now I can see why you believe in me Cause I'm
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately Running out of gas, now go ahead and me Look at this monster, yeah this is what you me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm scared, but scared of none of y'all fuck niggas I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I don't wit' ya I'm scared of love, I'm of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of fame I'm scared of fucking up my kids psychologically, now who's to I'm scared I might die alone, some days I cry alone I walk along these empty roads, scared I not make it back home I'm scared I lose another friend, I'm scared struggle and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but they always like I'm stuck with them I'm to die over nuttin, I'm scared to stand up for something I'm scared of you might think of me, I find comfort using this substance At night I'm scared to go to cause I don't wanna have another nightmare I'm scared if everything fell apart and I was you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, Lord me overcome fears It's sunshine after tears, been afraid for so many years And I apologise for anything I've and pray hard to family and peers But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of fears Nigga scared?
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own lately Running out of gas, now go ahead and me at this monster, yeah this is what you make me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I like this feeling, gotta rectify it This fight or flight like open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to Livin' scared's livin' dead, fuck pathetic, I remain kinetic Steady move forward while trending up, but greater heights harder falls gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master fear when you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can the bank with these bouncing heads If you say you you already lost to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, see you're blessed How can you what you can't percieve? and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't believe We deserve the best and I serve the best by you what we can't retrieve This life we live is a precious fight, take the punches, gotta bob and weave Bodies can bust but the mind snap if we fall into their traps kill our belief
I've livin' like a stranger in my own head lately Running out of gas, now go and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is what you me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely breathe no air I can barely, I can breathe, no more