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I've been livin' like a in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah this is you make me So I scream from the top of my Top of my Cause I can barely breathe no air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm scared, but ain't scared of of y'all fuck niggas I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I don't wit' ya I'm scared of love, I'm of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of fame I'm of fucking up my kids psychologically, now who's to blame? I'm scared I might die alone, some days I might cry I walk along these roads, scared I might not make it back home I'm scared I might another friend, I'm scared struggle and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but they always there like I'm stuck with I'm to die over nuttin, I'm scared to stand up for something I'm scared of what you might think of me, I find comfort this substance At I'm scared to go to sleep cause I don't wanna have another nightmare I'm scared if everything fell and I was hurt you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, help me overcome fears It's sunshine after tears, I've been afraid for so years And I apologise for I've done and pray hard to family and peers But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of these Nigga scared?
I've been livin' like a in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I scream from the top of my Top of my Cause I can barely breathe no air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I don't like this feeling, rectify it This fight or flight like mics, when safety's off and I'm next to fire Livin' scared's livin' dead, fuck being pathetic, I kinetic move forward while trending up, but greater heights mean harder falls Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master fear when you hear the Overstand two-step it up, we can break the bank with these bouncing heads If you say you you already lost to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge Between you and success, don't see you're How can you what you can't percieve? Fear and loathing's just evil clothing, our is good, but we don't believe We deserve the best and I serve the best by giving you what we retrieve This life we live is a precious fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if we fall into their traps kill our
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own head Running out of gas, now go ahead and me Look at this monster, yeah is what you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my I can barely breathe no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no