I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm of failure, I'm scared of trying I'm scared, I'm scared of my kids Suppressing all of my emotions, scared I might flip and my bread Nigga I'm scared, I'm scared this might take control so co-dependent, losing my soul, just thought that I should let you know that I'm scared, I'm of turning out like my daddy Don't harbor no hard feelings, he may've made mistakes, but still glad the had me I'm scared, I'm scared my grandma gon' pass Any day could be her last, I tell her stay and fuck what the doctors say I'm scared, I'm that God don't exist I'm scared of that dark place I used when I ain't had shit Nigga I'm scared that me and my mom never get close Success can be so especially when failure's all that I know I'm scared that my gon' end up leaving me Cause I get shut so easily, now I can see why you don't believe in me I'm scared
I've been livin' a stranger in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at monster, yeah this is what you make me So I scream the top of my lungs Top of my I can barely breathe no more air I can barely, I can breathe, no more
I'm scared, but ain't scared of none of fuck niggas I'm scared of my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I don't fuck wit' ya I'm of love, I'm scared of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of fame I'm scared of fucking up my kids psychologically, now to blame? I'm scared I might die alone, days I might cry alone I walk along empty roads, scared I might not make it back home I'm scared I might lose another friend, I'm struggle and sufferin' I'm scared of my insecurities, but always there like I'm stuck with them I'm scared to die over nuttin, I'm to stand up for something I'm scared of what you think of me, I find comfort using this substance At night I'm scared to go to sleep cause I don't wanna have another I'm scared if fell apart and I was hurt you wouldn't be right there And I'm scared, Lord help me fears It's sunshine tears, I've been afraid for so many years And I apologise for I've done and pray hard to family and peers But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if drown in all of these fears Nigga scared?
I've been livin' a stranger in my own head lately out of gas, now go ahead and take me Look at this monster, this is what you make me So I scream from the top of my Top of my Cause I can barely breathe no air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no
I'm I like this feeling, gotta rectify it This fight or flight like open mics, when safety's off and I'm to fire scared's livin' dead, fuck being pathetic, I remain kinetic Steady move forward while trending up, but heights mean harder falls Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master when you hear the call Overstand above two-step it up, we can break the bank these bouncing heads If you say you can't you already to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge you and success, don't see you're blessed How can you count what you can't Fear and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't We deserve the best and I serve the best by you what we can't retrieve This life we live is a fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and weave Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if we fall their traps kill our belief
I've been livin' like a stranger in my own lately Running out of gas, now go and take me at this monster, yeah this is what you make me So I from the top of my lungs Top of my Cause I can barely no more air I can barely, I can barely breathe, no