I wanna go to school.. I don't need no education I don't wanna be like you.. I don't save the nation I just wanna my life.. everyday a celebration One day i'ma this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation
I kill myself! I'm still debatin In front of a baptist church, Prayin to satan - think I'm crazy I smoke crack Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the with a broom My moms on her period, my in my room (daddy no!) I got ten rocks and I to get out I sold them in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms crack) My poor grandmother, God bless her The got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha) There's three things that me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
[kon No matter how bad the beatin, I went to cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin with school I had to have nuts just to do it Got bored and became When I had the gall to go I couldn't do it I was into corners by the peer pressure shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel Gettin threatened to get your skin to bone marrow Bet suburban kids never got rushed for their Like me, outcast, in class First to leave, when the called on me Best believe I had somethin up my
I've praised and labelled as crazed My mother was unable to raise me, full of crazy An teenager, nothin can change me back Gangsta rap me act like a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by I used it As an to do shit, ooh I was stupid No one can me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole realm It was isolatin myself was healthy It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel school it failed me me and when the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I wouldn't to shit I made my first million and it Now look at, a drop-out that quits Stupid as shit, as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised with a and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass for askin about my past (bitch) I was on that punk shit; fuckin around Can get yo' belove abducted, smothered in blood You couldn't pay swift to give a Was crazy like my father, it musta been poison in nigga's nut Far as probation, fuck in cups I at any time, let 'em see the blunt I grew up masturbatin inside of cells Young as hell, havin conversations with You could tell I wasn't lenient, a Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not it You don't know what dawgs go through, a little Sippin liquor with my old dude, what the you gon' do? I'm to curse you, I told my mother that i'ma hurt you If you ever again mention a
Look, my family ignored me and I don't like They don't even listen when I tell them I'll be back (yeah whatever) this nice beautiful ma, it don't mean shit Cause you know daddy's a and he don't clean shit And yesterday he hit me like a grown man I couldn't stand up to him, I just and ran I'm sick of this, I on christmas I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I get a bitch Only thing I have is dirty and sticky fingertips Nothin to smile about, I'm about to lose my Got me an nine, now I'm ballin out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot goin cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is new dude, in this high school Losin his noodle learn that people don't you The jocks is, spittin on him Popular kids in is now pickin on him Burn out niggaz now hittin on him And his teacher in his english keep flippin on him And now grounded with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his And why the fuck I gotta ride the coach? Already got for wearin a trenchcoat All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to silent, stepped back in my eyelids apparent that my parents weren't parents at all That's why I blew out my brains and you all