I wanna go to school.. I don't need no education I don't wanna be you.. I don't wanna save the nation I just wanna live my life.. a celebration One day i'ma leave this world.. I'm for the revelation
I wanna kill myself! I'm debatin In front of a baptist church, Prayin to satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the face with a My on her period, my dad's in my room (daddy no!) I got ten and I need to get out I sold them in five minutes, in my own damn (moms smoke crack) My grandmother, God bless her soul The bitch got aids (aww) she just to die of a cold (hahaha) There's three things that keep me from bein a I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
artis] No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school My dad whooped my ass at a pta Stick with school I had to have nuts to do it Got bored and truant When I had the to go I just couldn't do it I was lured into corners by the pressure shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow Bet suburban kids never got rushed for their Like me, outcast, last in First to leave, when the teacher on me Best believe I had up my sleeve
I've been praised and labelled as My mother was unable to me, full of crazy rage An angry teenager, nothin can me back rap made me act like a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an excuse to do shit, ooh I was No one can tell me nothin hip-hop me To the where it had me in a whole 'nother realm It was like isolatin was healthy It felt we was on welfare but wealthy Compelled me to excel school it failed me Expelled me and the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I amount to shit I my first million and counted it Now look at, a fuckin that quits as shit, rich as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised with a and mask beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my past (bitch) I was on that punk shit; fuckin around Can get yo' belove abducted, in blood quick You couldn't pay to give a fuck Was crazy like my father, it musta poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, peein in cups I violate at any time, let 'em see the I grew up masturbatin inside of cells Young as hell, havin conversations myself You tell I wasn't lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, I'm not readin it You don't know what dawgs go through, a nigga Sippin liquor with my old dude, the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I my mother that i'ma hurt you If you ever again mention a
Look, my family ignored me and I like that They don't even listen when I tell them be right back (yeah whatever) this nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean Cause you know a drunk and he don't clean shit And yesterday he hit me like a fuckin man I couldn't stand up to him, I just and ran I'm sick of this, I on christmas I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I get a bitch Only thing I is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips Nothin to smile about, I'm to lose my mind Got me an nine, now I'm ballin out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are people to through Kids cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is this new dude, in this high Losin his noodle learn that people like you The football jocks is, on him kids in school is now pickin on him Burn out youngsta niggaz now on him And his in his english class keep flippin on him And now he's with no allowances For drinkin ounces, cause he was caught by his counselors And why the I gotta ride the bench coach? got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to silent, stepped back in my eyelids It's apparent that my parents parents at all That's why I out my brains and murdered you all