I don't wanna go to school.. I don't need no I don't wanna be like you.. I don't wanna save the I just wanna live my life.. everyday a One day i'ma leave world.. I'm waitin for the revelation
I wanna kill myself! I'm debatin In of a baptist church, masturbatin Prayin to satan - I'm crazy cause I smoke crack on (? ) in a two-family flat? (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the face a broom My on her period, my dad's in my room (daddy no!) I got ten rocks and I to get out I them in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms smoke crack) My poor grandmother, God her soul The bitch got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a (hahaha) three things that keep me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my dad's
[kon No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with I had to have nuts just to do it Got bored and became When I had the gall to go I just do it I was lured into corners by the peer pressure How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow Bet suburban never got rushed for their apparel Like me, outcast, last in First to leave, when the teacher on me Best I had somethin up my sleeve
I've been praised and as crazed My mother was unable to raise me, of crazy rage An angry teenager, can change me back Gangsta rap me act like a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an to do shit, ooh I was stupid No one can tell me hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole realm It was like isolatin myself was It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel when it failed me Expelled me and when the principal tell me I was nothin, and I amount to shit I my first million and counted it Now look at, a fuckin drop-out that Stupid as shit, as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was with a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my ass just for askin about my past (bitch) I was never on that punk shit; around Can get yo' abducted, smothered in blood quick You couldn't pay to give a fuck Was crazy like my father, it been poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, fuck in cups I at any time, let 'em see the blunt I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of Young as hell, havin conversations myself You could tell I lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not it You don't know what go through, a little nigga Sippin liquor with my old dude, the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I told my mother that hurt you If you ever mention a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I don't that They don't even listen I tell them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) this nice house ma, it don't mean shit Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean And yesterday he hit me a grown fuckin man I stand up to him, I just ducked and ran I'm sick of this, I on christmas That I can get a four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I get a bitch Only I have is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips Nothin to about, I'm about to lose my mind Got me an automatic nine, now I'm out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are to shoot through Kids cuckoo, with a two-two Since my is this new dude, in this high school Losin his noodle learn that people don't you The football jocks is, on him kids in school is now pickin on him Burn out youngsta now hittin on him And his teacher in his class keep flippin on him And now grounded with no allowances For forty ounces, cause he was caught by his counselors And why the fuck I gotta ride the coach? Already got expelled for wearin a All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to silent, stepped back in my eyelids It's apparent that my parents parents at all That's why I blew out my and murdered you all