I don't wanna go to school.. I need no education I don't wanna be like you.. I don't save the nation I just wanna live my life.. everyday a One day leave this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation
I wanna kill myself! I'm debatin In front of a baptist church, to satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke crack Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the face with a My moms on her period, my in my room (daddy no!) I got ten and I need to get out I sold them in five minutes, in my own damn (moms smoke crack) My poor grandmother, God her soul The got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha) There's three things keep me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
artis] No matter how bad the beatin, I to school cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with school I had to nuts just to do it Got bored and became When I had the gall to go I couldn't do it I was lured corners by the peer pressure shit How would you feel if you was held by the tip of a Gettin threatened to get your ripped to bone marrow Bet suburban kids got rushed for their apparel me, outcast, last in class First to leave, when the called on me Best I had somethin up my sleeve
I've been praised and as crazed My mother was unable to raise me, full of crazy An angry teenager, can change me back Gangsta rap made me act like a I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an to do shit, ooh I was stupid No one can tell me hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole 'nother It was like isolatin myself was It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel when it failed me Expelled me and the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I amount to shit I made my first and counted it Now look at, a fuckin drop-out that as shit, rich as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised with a and mask Steadily my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my past (bitch) I was on that punk shit; fuckin around Can get yo' belove abducted, smothered in quick You couldn't pay to give a fuck Was crazy my father, it musta been poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, peein in cups I at any time, let 'em see the blunt I grew up masturbatin inside of cells Young as hell, havin with myself You could tell I wasn't lenient, a Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not it You don't know what dawgs go through, a little Sippin liquor my old dude, what the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I told my mother that hurt you If you ever mention a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I don't that They don't even listen when I tell them I'll be back (yeah whatever) nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean shit And yesterday he hit me like a fuckin man I stand up to him, I just ducked and ran I'm of this, I wish on christmas That I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I get a bitch Only I have is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips Nothin to about, I'm about to lose my mind Got me an nine, now I'm ballin out
Wait 'til over, pu-pil are people to shoot through Kids cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is this new dude, in high school Losin his learn that people don't like you The football is, spittin on him kids in school is now pickin on him Burn out niggaz now hittin on him And his teacher in his english class keep on him And now he's grounded with no For drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his And why the fuck I gotta ride the bench got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat All I ever seen is.. {violence, me to keep silent, stepped back in my eyelids It's apparent that my weren't parents at all why I blew out my brains and murdered you all