I don't wanna go to school.. I don't no education I don't wanna be like you.. I wanna save the nation I just wanna live my life.. everyday a One day i'ma leave this world.. I'm waitin for the
I wanna kill myself! I'm debatin In front of a baptist church, to satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke crack Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the face a broom My moms on her period, my dad's in my (daddy no!) I got ten and I need to get out I sold them in five minutes, in my own house (moms smoke crack) My grandmother, God bless her soul The bitch got aids (aww) she waitin to die of a cold (hahaha) There's three things that me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
[kon No matter how bad the beatin, I to school cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with I had to have nuts just to do it Got bored and truant When I had the gall to go I couldn't do it I was lured corners by the peer pressure shit How would you feel if you was by the tip of a barrel Gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone Bet suburban kids never got rushed for their Like me, outcast, last in First to leave, when the called on me Best believe I had up my sleeve
I've praised and labelled as crazed My mother was unable to me, full of crazy rage An teenager, nothin can change me back rap made me act like a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by I used it As an excuse to do shit, ooh I was No one can me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me To the where it had me in a whole 'nother realm It was isolatin myself was healthy It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel when it failed me Expelled me and when the principal tell me I was nothin, and I wouldn't to shit I made my first million and it Now look at, a fuckin that quits Stupid as shit, rich as fuck, and of it why
[swifty I was with a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my (bitch) I was never on that punk shit; around Can get yo' abducted, smothered in blood quick You couldn't pay swift to a fuck Was crazy like my father, it musta been poison in nigga's nut Far as probation, fuck peein in I at any time, let 'em see the blunt I grew up steadily masturbatin of cells Young as hell, havin conversations myself You could I wasn't lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not it You don't know what dawgs go through, a nigga Sippin with my old dude, what the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I told my that i'ma hurt you If you ever again a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I like that They don't even listen when I them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) this beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean And he hit me like a grown fuckin man I stand up to him, I just ducked and ran I'm sick of this, I wish on That I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a fuckin end to (fuck it) I got no friends and I get a bitch Only thing I have is dirty magazines and sticky Nothin to smile about, I'm to lose my mind Got me an automatic nine, now I'm out
Wait school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot through Kids cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is new dude, in this high school Losin his noodle learn that people don't you The jocks is, spittin on him Popular in school is now pickin on him Burn out youngsta niggaz now on him And his teacher in his english keep flippin on him And now he's with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his And why the I gotta ride the bench coach? Already got expelled for a trenchcoat All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to keep silent, back in my eyelids It's apparent my parents weren't parents at all why I blew out my brains and murdered you all