I don't wanna go to school.. I need no education I don't wanna be like you.. I wanna save the nation I just wanna live my life.. a celebration One day i'ma leave this world.. I'm waitin for the
I kill myself! I'm still debatin In front of a baptist church, Prayin to satan - think I'm cause I smoke crack Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of hit in the face with a broom My moms on her period, my in my room (daddy no!) I got ten and I need to get out I them in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms smoke crack) My poor grandmother, God bless her The bitch got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a (hahaha) There's three that keep me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my dad's
[kon No how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with school I had to nuts just to do it Got and became truant I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it I was lured into by the peer pressure shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow Bet suburban kids got rushed for their apparel Like me, outcast, last in First to leave, when the teacher on me Best believe I had somethin up my
I've been praised and as crazed My mother was unable to raise me, full of rage An teenager, nothin can change me back Gangsta rap me act like a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an excuse to do shit, ooh I was No one can tell me hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole 'nother It was like isolatin was healthy It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel school it failed me Expelled me and when the principal tell me I was nothin, and I wouldn't to shit I made my first and counted it Now at, a fuckin drop-out that quits Stupid as shit, as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for about my past (bitch) I was never on that punk shit; around Can get yo' belove abducted, in blood quick You couldn't pay to give a fuck Was crazy like my father, it musta poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, fuck in cups I violate at any time, let 'em see the I up steadily masturbatin inside of cells Young as hell, havin with myself You could tell I wasn't lenient, a Lynched and teachers, bitch I'm not readin it You don't know what go through, a little nigga Sippin with my old dude, what the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I my mother that i'ma hurt you If you ever again a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I like that don't even listen when I tell them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) this nice beautiful house ma, it don't shit Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean And yesterday he hit me like a fuckin man I couldn't stand up to him, I ducked and ran I'm of this, I wish on christmas That I can get a four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I can't get a Only thing I have is dirty magazines and fingertips Nothin to smile about, I'm to lose my mind Got me an nine, now I'm ballin out
Wait school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot through goin cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is this new dude, in this high Losin his noodle learn that don't like you The football jocks is, on him Popular in school is now pickin on him out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him And his teacher in his english class keep on him And now he's with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, cause he was by his counselors And why the fuck I ride the bench coach? got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat All I ever is.. {violence, violence} Told me to keep silent, back in my eyelids It's that my parents weren't parents at all That's why I blew out my brains and you all