I don't wanna go to school.. I need no education I don't wanna be you.. I don't wanna save the nation I just live my life.. everyday a celebration One day i'ma leave this world.. I'm for the revelation
I wanna kill myself! I'm still In front of a baptist church, Prayin to satan - think I'm crazy cause I crack Live on (? ) in a flat? (fuck it) of gettin hit in the face with a broom My moms on her period, my in my room (daddy no!) I got ten and I need to get out I sold them in five minutes, in my own house (moms smoke crack) My poor grandmother, God bless her The bitch got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a (hahaha) There's three that keep me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
artis] No how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with school I had to have nuts to do it Got bored and became When I had the gall to go I just do it I was lured into corners by the pressure shit How would you feel if you was by the tip of a barrel Gettin threatened to get skin ripped to bone marrow Bet kids never got rushed for their apparel me, outcast, last in class First to leave, the teacher called on me Best believe I had up my sleeve
I've praised and labelled as crazed My mother was unable to raise me, full of rage An angry teenager, nothin can change me Gangsta rap made me act a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an excuse to do shit, ooh I was No one can tell me hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole 'nother It was like myself was healthy It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel school it failed me Expelled me and when the principal would me I was nothin, and I wouldn't amount to I made my first and counted it Now look at, a drop-out that quits Stupid as shit, as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my ass just for askin about my past (bitch) I was never on that shit; fuckin around Can get yo' belove abducted, in blood quick You couldn't pay swift to a fuck Was crazy like my father, it musta poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, peein in cups I violate at any time, let 'em see the I up steadily masturbatin inside of cells as hell, havin conversations with myself You could tell I lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, I'm not readin it You don't know dawgs go through, a little nigga Sippin liquor with my old dude, what the fuck you do? I'm to curse you, I told my mother that i'ma hurt you If you ever again a curfew
Look, my ignored me and I don't like that They don't even when I tell them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) this nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he clean shit And yesterday he hit me like a fuckin man I couldn't stand up to him, I ducked and ran I'm sick of this, I wish on That I can get a four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no and I can't get a bitch Only thing I is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips Nothin to smile about, I'm about to lose my Got me an automatic nine, now I'm out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot Kids cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is this new dude, in high school Losin his noodle learn people don't like you The football jocks is, on him Popular kids in school is now on him Burn out youngsta now hittin on him And his in his english class keep flippin on him And now he's with no allowances For drinkin ounces, cause he was caught by his counselors And why the I gotta ride the bench coach? Already got for wearin a trenchcoat All I ever seen is.. {violence, Told me to keep silent, back in my eyelids It's that my parents weren't parents at all why I blew out my brains and murdered you all