I don't go to school.. I don't need no education I don't wanna be like you.. I don't save the nation I wanna live my life.. everyday a celebration One day leave this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation
I wanna kill myself! I'm debatin In front of a church, masturbatin Prayin to satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke on (? ) in a two-family flat? (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the face a broom My moms on her period, my dad's in my (daddy no!) I got ten rocks and I to get out I them in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms smoke crack) My grandmother, God bless her soul The bitch got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a (hahaha) There's three things keep me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my dad's
artis] No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school My dad whooped my ass at a pta Stick with school I had to nuts just to do it Got bored and became I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it I was lured into corners by the peer shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel Gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone Bet suburban kids never got for their apparel Like me, outcast, last in First to leave, when the called on me Best I had somethin up my sleeve
I've been praised and as crazed My mother was unable to raise me, full of rage An angry teenager, nothin can me back Gangsta rap made me act a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an to do shit, ooh I was stupid No one can me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole 'nother It was isolatin myself was healthy It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to when school it failed me me and when the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I wouldn't to shit I made my million and counted it Now look at, a fuckin that quits as shit, rich as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my (bitch) I was never on that shit; fuckin around Can get yo' abducted, smothered in blood quick You couldn't pay swift to give a Was crazy like my father, it been poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, fuck peein in I at any time, let 'em see the blunt I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of as hell, havin conversations with myself You could tell I lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not it You don't what dawgs go through, a little nigga Sippin liquor with my old dude, what the you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I told my mother that hurt you If you ever again a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I don't that don't even listen when I tell them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) this beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit Cause you daddy's a drunk and he don't clean shit And yesterday he hit me like a grown man I couldn't stand up to him, I just and ran I'm of this, I wish on christmas That I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I get a bitch Only thing I have is magazines and sticky fingertips to smile about, I'm about to lose my mind Got me an automatic nine, now I'm out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are people to through Kids cuckoo, with a two-two Since my fame is new dude, in this high school Losin his learn that people don't like you The jocks is, spittin on him Popular in school is now pickin on him out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him And his in his english class keep flippin on him And now grounded with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, he was caught by his counselors And why the fuck I gotta the bench coach? Already got expelled for wearin a All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to keep silent, stepped in my eyelids apparent that my parents weren't parents at all That's why I out my brains and murdered you all