I don't wanna go to school.. I don't no education I don't wanna be like you.. I don't wanna save the I just wanna my life.. everyday a celebration One day i'ma leave this world.. I'm waitin for the
I wanna kill myself! I'm still In of a baptist church, masturbatin Prayin to satan - I'm crazy cause I smoke crack Live on (? ) in a flat? (fuck it) Tired of hit in the face with a broom My moms on her period, my in my room (daddy no!) I got ten rocks and I to get out I sold in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms smoke crack) My poor grandmother, God bless her The bitch got aids (aww) she just to die of a cold (hahaha) three things that keep me from bein a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
artis] No how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with school I had to have just to do it Got bored and truant When I had the gall to go I couldn't do it I was lured into by the peer pressure shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel Gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone Bet suburban kids got rushed for their apparel me, outcast, last in class First to leave, when the called on me Best believe I had somethin up my
I've been praised and as crazed My was unable to raise me, full of crazy rage An angry teenager, nothin can me back Gangsta rap made me act like a I was boostin, so by music I used it As an excuse to do shit, ooh I was No one can tell me hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole realm It was like myself was healthy It like we was on welfare but wealthy Compelled me to excel when it failed me Expelled me and the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I wouldn't amount to I made my first million and it Now look at, a fuckin drop-out quits Stupid as shit, rich as fuck, and of it why
[swifty I was raised a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass for askin about my past (bitch) I was never on that punk shit; fuckin Can get yo' belove abducted, smothered in quick You couldn't pay to give a fuck Was crazy like my father, it musta been poison in nigga's nut Far as probation, peein in cups I violate at any time, let 'em see the I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of Young as hell, havin conversations with You could tell I lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, I'm not readin it You don't know what go through, a little nigga Sippin liquor with my old dude, the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to curse you, I told my mother i'ma hurt you If you again mention a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I don't like They don't even listen when I tell them I'll be back (yeah whatever) this nice house ma, it don't mean shit Cause you daddy's a drunk and he don't clean shit And yesterday he hit me like a fuckin man I stand up to him, I just ducked and ran I'm sick of this, I on christmas That I can get a loaded and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no and I can't get a bitch Only thing I is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips Nothin to about, I'm about to lose my mind Got me an automatic nine, now I'm out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot Kids goin cuckoo, with a my fame is this new dude, in this high school Losin his noodle learn that people like you The football is, spittin on him Popular in school is now pickin on him Burn out youngsta now hittin on him And his teacher in his class keep flippin on him And now grounded with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, he was caught by his counselors And why the fuck I gotta the bench coach? Already got expelled for a trenchcoat All I ever seen is.. {violence, me to keep silent, stepped back in my eyelids It's apparent that my parents weren't at all why I blew out my brains and murdered you all