I wanna go to school.. I don't need no education I don't wanna be like you.. I don't save the nation I just wanna live my life.. a celebration One day leave this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation
I kill myself! I'm still debatin In of a baptist church, masturbatin Prayin to satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the with a broom My on her period, my dad's in my room (daddy no!) I got ten rocks and I to get out I sold in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms smoke crack) My poor grandmother, God bless her The bitch got (aww) she just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha) There's three things that keep me from bein a I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
[kon No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with school I had to have nuts to do it Got bored and became When I had the gall to go I couldn't do it I was lured corners by the peer pressure shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel Gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to marrow Bet suburban kids never got rushed for apparel Like me, outcast, last in First to leave, the teacher called on me believe I had somethin up my sleeve
I've been praised and labelled as My was unable to raise me, full of crazy rage An angry teenager, can change me back Gangsta rap me act like a maniac I was boostin, so influenced by music I it As an to do shit, ooh I was stupid No one can me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point where it had me in a whole 'nother It was like isolatin myself was It felt like we was on but wealthy Compelled me to excel when school it me Expelled me and the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I amount to shit I my first million and counted it Now look at, a fuckin that quits as shit, rich as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised a rifle and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass for askin about my past (bitch) I was never on that shit; fuckin around Can get yo' abducted, smothered in blood quick You couldn't pay to give a fuck Was crazy like my father, it musta been poison in that nut Far as probation, fuck peein in I violate at any time, let 'em see the I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of Young as hell, havin conversations with You could I wasn't lenient, a disobedient Lynched and slapped teachers, bitch I'm not it You don't know what dawgs go through, a nigga Sippin liquor with my old dude, the fuck you gon' do? I'm quick to you, I told my mother that i'ma hurt you If you ever again a curfew
Look, my family ignored me and I don't that They don't even when I tell them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't shit And yesterday he hit me like a fuckin man I couldn't stand up to him, I ducked and ran I'm sick of this, I wish on That I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a fuckin end to (fuck it) I got no and I can't get a bitch Only thing I have is dirty magazines and fingertips Nothin to smile about, I'm to lose my mind Got me an nine, now I'm ballin out
Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are to shoot through Kids goin cuckoo, with a Since my fame is this new dude, in this high Losin his noodle learn that don't like you The jocks is, spittin on him Popular kids in school is now on him out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him And his teacher in his english class flippin on him And now grounded with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his And why the fuck I ride the bench coach? got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to silent, stepped back in my eyelids It's apparent my parents weren't parents at all That's why I blew out my and murdered you all