Luyện nghe bài hát Retrospect For Life

Yo we gotta start life more y'all
You look at brother man you gotta see yourself
see the God within him
Brothers gettin' real quick over nothin'
We losin' too many of ours, gotta y'all, yo check it

Knowin' you the part of life, do I have the right to take yours
'Cause I created you
Subconsciously knowin' the act I was a of
The start of somethin', I'm not to bring into the world
Had myself I was sterile

I look into mother's stomach, if you are a boy or a girl
this woman's womb into a tomb
But she and I agree, a we don't need
You would've been much more a mouth to feed
But someone, I fed this information I read

To someone, my life for you I woulda had to
Instead I lead you to
I'm sorry for your first breath, first step, and first cry
But I wasn't prepared nor financially
a child shouldn't have to bring out the man in me
Plus I wanted you to be raised a family

I don't wanna, go through the of havin' a baby's momma
visits and buyin' J's ain't gon' make me a father
For a while a child is somethin' I never wanted to do
For me to live forever I can only do through you

Nerve I got to about them niggaz with a gun
Must have thought I was God to take the life of my son
I could have sacrificed out
To think my who did it I used to joke about, from now on

I'ma use self instead of birth control
'Cause 315 dollars ain't worth your
315 dollars ain't worth your
315 dollars ain't it

I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer
You you would be here when it rained
(Common)
Yo, why you stay?

Seeing you as a present and a gift in
You had our child in you, I never feel what you felt
But you dealt it like the strong black woman you are
Through our and tribulations, child's elimination
An integration of thoughts I feel about the

and forth my feelings was pacin'
Happy down but not joyed enough to have it
But even that's a lie in less than two weeks, we was at it
Is this unprotected love or to say it's lust
Bustin', more than the sweat in somebody you

Or is it we don't trust each other enough
And believe, havin' this child'll make us have to together
Girl I you in my life 'cause you have made it better
Thinkin' we all in 'cause we can spend a day together

We talkin' spendin' the rest of our
It's too many black women can say they mothers
But can't say they wives
I chose any other to mother my understanding
But I want our parenthood to come from

so much in my life that's undone
We see eye to eye, about family, before we can become one
If you had decided to have it the situation I wouldn't run
But I'm walkin', findin' in my God
So I can, discipline my son my writin'

Not have a judge tellin' me how and to raise my seed
Though his death was at our greed, with no one else to
I had a book of Afrikan names, case our minds
You say your hasn't came and lately I've been sleepy
So quit smokin' the weed and the beadies and let's have boy

I, never dreamed leave in summer
You said you would be here it rained
You said you would be here when it
Ohh I, never dreamed leave in summer
Now the situation's made things

Things change, why, didn't you
Why you stay?
I, never dreamed you'd leave, in summer, in
You you would be here when, it rained
it rained, it rained

Ohooh I, never dreamed, you'd in summer
You you wouldn't leave
Now the made things change
Things change, why didn't you
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay,
Mmm, stay, uh-uh, oh, why you stay?