Luyện nghe bài hát Retrospect For Life

Yo we gotta start respectin' life y'all
You look at your man you gotta see yourself
Gotta see the God him
Brothers gettin' real quick over nothin'
We too many of ours, gotta recreate y'all, yo check it

Knowin' you the best of life, do I have the right to take yours
I created you irresponsibly
Subconsciously the act I was a part of
The start of somethin', I'm not ready to bring into the
Had myself I was sterile

I look into stomach, wonder if you are a boy or a girl
Turnin' this woman's into a tomb
But she and I agree, a seed we don't
You would've been much than a mouth to feed
But someone, I woulda fed this I read

To someone, my life for you I woulda had to
I lead you to death
I'm sorry for takin' your first breath, step, and first cry
But I wasn't prepared mentally nor
Havin' a child have to bring out the man in me
Plus I wanted you to be within' a family

I don't wanna, go through the drama of havin' a baby's
Weekend visits and buyin' J's ain't gon' make me a
For a while bearing a child is somethin' I wanted to do
For me to live forever I can only do that you

Nerve I got to talk them niggaz with a gun
have really thought I was God to take the life of my son
I could have goin' out
To my homies who did it I used to joke about, from now on

I'ma use control instead of birth control
'Cause 315 dollars ain't worth your
315 dollars ain't your soul
315 ain't worth it

I, never you'd leave, in summer
You said you would be when it rained
(Common)
Yo, why you stay?

Seeing you as a present and a gift in
You had our child in you, I probably feel what you felt
But you with it like the strong black woman you are
Through our trials and tribulations, child's
An integration of I feel about the situation

Back and my feelings was pacin'
Happy deep down but not joyed to have it
But even that's a lie in less than two weeks, we was at it
Is this unprotected love or safe to say lust
Bustin', more the sweat in somebody you trust

Or is it that we don't trust each enough
And believe, havin' this child'll make us to stay together
Girl I want you in my life 'cause you made it better
Thinkin' we all in 'cause we can spend a day together

We talkin' spendin' the of our lives
It's too many black women that can say they
But can't say that they
I wouldn't chose any to mother my understanding
But I want our parenthood to from planning

It's so much in my that's undone
We gotta see eye to eye, about family, before we can one
If you had decided to it the situation I wouldn't run from
But I'm walkin', myself in my God
So I can, discipline my son my writin'

Not have a judge me how and when to raise my seed
Though his death was at our greed, with no one else to
I had a of Afrikan names, case our minds changed
You say your period hasn't came and lately I've sleepy
So quit smokin' the weed and the and let's have this boy

I, dreamed you'd leave in summer
You you would be here when it rained
You said you would be here when it
Ohh I, never dreamed you'd leave in
Now the made things change

change, why, didn't you stay?
Why you stay?
I, never dreamed you'd leave, in summer, in
You you would be here when, it rained
it rained, it rained

Ohooh I, never dreamed, leave in summer
You you wouldn't leave
Now the made things change
Things change, why you stay?
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay,
Mmm, stay, uh-uh, oh, why you stay?