Luyện nghe bài hát Retrospect For Life

Yo we gotta respectin' life more y'all
You look at your brother man you gotta see
Gotta see the God him
Brothers gettin' real quick over nothin'
We losin' too many of ours, gotta y'all, yo check it

Knowin' you the best of life, do I have the right to take yours
I created you irresponsibly
Subconsciously the act I was a part of
The start of somethin', I'm not ready to bring the world
Had myself believin' I was

I look into mother's stomach, wonder if you are a boy or a
Turnin' this woman's womb into a
But she and I agree, a seed we need
You would've been much more than a mouth to
But someone, I fed this information I read

To someone, my life for you I woulda had to
I lead you to death
I'm sorry for your first breath, first step, and first cry
But I wasn't prepared nor financially
a child shouldn't have to bring out the man in me
Plus I wanted you to be within' a family

I wanna, go through the drama of havin' a baby's momma
Weekend visits and buyin' J's ain't gon' make me a
For a bearing a child is somethin' I never wanted to do
For me to live forever I can only do that you

I got to talk about them niggaz with a gun
Must have thought I was God to take the life of my son
I could sacrificed goin' out
To my homies who did it I used to joke about, from now on

I'ma use control instead of birth control
'Cause 315 dollars worth your soul
315 dollars worth your soul
315 ain't worth it

I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer
You said you would be here it rained
(Common)
Yo, why didn't you

Seeing you as a and a gift in itself
You had our child in you, I probably never feel what you
But you dealt it like the strong black woman you are
our trials and tribulations, child's elimination
An integration of I feel about the situation

Back and forth my was pacin'
deep down but not joyed enough to have it
But that's a lie in less than two weeks, we was back at it
Is unprotected love or safe to say it's lust
Bustin', more than the in somebody you trust

Or is it that we don't each other enough
And believe, havin' this child'll make us have to stay
Girl I want you in my life you have made it better
we all in love 'cause we can spend a day together

We talkin' the rest of our lives
It's too many black that can say they mothers
But can't say they wives
I wouldn't chose any other to my understanding
But I want our parenthood to from planning

It's so in my life that's undone
We gotta see eye to eye, about family, we can become one
If you had to have it the situation I wouldn't run from
But I'm walkin', myself in my God
So I can, discipline my son my writin'

Not have a judge tellin' me how and when to my seed
Though his death was at our greed, with no one to blame
I had a book of Afrikan names, case our changed
You say your period hasn't came and lately I've sleepy
So quit the weed and the beadies and let's have this boy

I, never dreamed you'd leave in
You said you would be here when it
You said you be here when it rained
Ohh I, never dreamed you'd in summer
Now the situation's made things

change, why, didn't you stay?
Why didn't you
I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer, in summer
You said you be here when, it rained
it rained, it rained

Ohooh I, never dreamed, you'd leave in
You said you leave
Now the situation's made things
Things change, why didn't you
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay,
Mmm, stay, uh-uh, oh, why didn't you