Luyện nghe bài hát Retrospect For Life

Yo we gotta start respectin' life y'all
You look at your man you gotta see yourself
see the God within him
Brothers gettin' changed real over nothin'
We losin' too many of ours, gotta recreate y'all, yo it

Knowin' you the best part of life, do I have the right to take
'Cause I you irresponsibly
Subconsciously the act I was a part of
The start of somethin', I'm not ready to bring the world
Had myself I was sterile

I look into mother's stomach, if you are a boy or a girl
this woman's womb into a tomb
But she and I agree, a seed we don't
You been much more than a mouth to feed
But someone, I woulda fed this I read

To someone, my for you I woulda had to leave
I lead you to death
I'm sorry for takin' your first breath, first step, and cry
But I prepared mentally nor financially
Havin' a child shouldn't to bring out the man in me
Plus I wanted you to be within' a family

I don't wanna, go through the drama of havin' a momma
Weekend visits and buyin' J's gon' make me a father
For a while a child is somethin' I never wanted to do
For me to live I can only do that through you

Nerve I got to talk about them with a gun
Must have really thought I was God to the life of my son
I could have goin' out
To think my homies who did it I used to joke about, now on

I'ma use self control of birth control
315 dollars ain't worth your soul
315 ain't worth your soul
315 ain't worth it

I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer
You you would be here when it rained
(Common)
Yo, why didn't you

you as a present and a gift in itself
You had our child in you, I never feel what you felt
But you dealt it like the strong black woman you are
Through our trials and tribulations, elimination
An of thoughts I feel about the situation

and forth my feelings was pacin'
Happy deep down but not joyed to have it
But even that's a lie in less than two weeks, we was at it
Is this unprotected love or safe to say lust
Bustin', more the sweat in somebody you trust

Or is it we don't trust each other enough
And believe, havin' this child'll make us have to together
I want you in my life 'cause you have made it better
Thinkin' we all in 'cause we can spend a day together

We talkin' spendin' the of our lives
It's too many black women can say they mothers
But can't say that they
I wouldn't chose any other to my understanding
But I want our parenthood to come from

so much in my life that's undone
We gotta see eye to eye, family, before we can become one
If you had decided to it the situation I wouldn't run from
But I'm walkin', findin' in my God
So I can, discipline my son with my

Not have a tellin' me how and when to raise my seed
Though his was at our greed, with no one else to blame
I had a book of Afrikan names, our minds changed
You say your period came and lately I've been sleepy
So smokin' the weed and the beadies and let's have this boy

I, never you'd leave in summer
You said you would be here when it
You you would be here when it rained
Ohh I, dreamed you'd leave in summer
Now the situation's made things

Things change, why, didn't you
Why didn't you
I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer, in summer
You said you would be when, it rained
it rained, it rained

Ohooh I, never dreamed, leave in summer
You you wouldn't leave
Now the made things change
Things change, why didn't you
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay,
Mmm, stay, uh-uh, oh, why you stay?