Luyện nghe bài hát Redemption Denied

You sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can another day
because shit's so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don't seem shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit ain't nothing but getting worse.
Sometimes I look in the mirror,
I look despised at I see cause pride
strength, all of and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a time ago,
something inside me way down died
and I remember when,
I just don't know where the fuck I wrong...
What's but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Day
Each fucking day I
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For to make my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world of shit
I've got nothing
I await for the of death
I've lost too times too many times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet dream,
a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip forever.
I've as low as you can go
and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I to get somewhere
it's like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I've lost

I've got left
I await for the angel of
I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great

I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any way,
I'm not as strong as you
but sometimes my up life it brings me down
when I around.
My life it didn't make me
it just hardened deep down inside of me.
I it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna like a human.
I don't wanna be like no more,
I'm just looking for some of salvation
or something to in or just maybe someone who cared.

I've got left
I await for the of death
lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never for life
I wish that at birth I had
I tried to drown this
Death will be the for all this pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way this world full of shit
got nothing left
I await for the angel of
I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great
I never asked for
I wish that at birth I had
I tried to drown this
Death will be the cure for all this
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this world of shit
I've got left
I await for the of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so
I never for life
I that at birth I had died
I to drown this hate
Death be the cure for all this pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit

There's no to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm so paranoid.
I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down.
Trust for sure.
I remember when a day's gone by
that I haven't about taking myself out.
I know I shit but I know I'll never be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I I can live,
if I can just look at one
and see smile at me and know that they meant it.

Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way this world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit