You know when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face day shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem like ever going to change. Sometimes it seems like ain't doing nothing but getting worse. Sometimes when I in the mirror, I look despised at what I see cause strength, all of love and life they don't to have alot to do with me. like something went wrong with me a long time ago, something inside me way deep died and I remember when, I just don't know where the I went wrong... life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
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Let me tell you something, bottom is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a who's dispear is a void you can slip into forever. been as low as you can go and I guess at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I to get somewhere it's seems like someone or something me the fuck back down. One forward, two steps back. I somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've hope
I've got nothing I for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so
I'm so fucking tired of being fucked up all the but I can't seem to do it any way, maybe I'm not as as you but my fucked up life it brings me down when I around. My life it didn't me hard it just hardened something deep down of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I feel like a human. I don't be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of or something to in or just maybe someone who cared.
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no where to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust anyone and I'm so paranoid. I'm always for the fall, for the let down. nobody for sure. I remember when a day's gone by that I haven't about taking myself out. I know I ain't shit but I know never be shit. I've got no future but I think I can with it, I think I can live, if I can look at one person and see them smile at me and know they meant it.
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