You know sometimes I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can another day because been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem like shits ever to change. Sometimes it like shit ain't doing nothing but getting worse. Sometimes when I in the mirror, I look at what I see cause pride strength, all of and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me. like something went wrong with me a long time ago, something me way deep down died and I can't when, I just don't where the fuck I went wrong... What's life but a river of tears anyway,
Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know does not For a way Some way day For away to make my way this world full of shit Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit got nothing left I for the angel of death I've lost too times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a who's dispear is a void you can slip into forever. I've as low as you can go and I guess here at the bottom the only you can go is up, but everytime I to get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere it's seems like someone or something knocks me the back down. One forward, two steps back. I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I I've lost hope
got nothing left I for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great
I'm so fucking of being fucked up all the time but I seem to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up it brings me down I look around. My life it didn't make me it hardened something deep down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I don't wanna be this no more, I'm looking for some shelter of salvation or something to believe in or maybe someone who cared.
I've got nothing I await for the of death I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great I asked for life I wish that at I had died I tried to drown this Death will be the cure for all pain Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through this world of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through this world full of got nothing left I await for the of death I've lost to many times to many times to the pain is so great I asked for life I wish that at I had died I tried to drown hate Death be the cure for all this pain Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit Day Each day I pray I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit I've got nothing I await for the of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the is so great I never asked for I wish that at I had died I tried to drown hate Death will be the for all this pain Day Each day I pray I to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through this world of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through this world of shit
There's no where to turn, betrays you. I trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid. I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down. nobody for sure. I can't when a day's gone by that I thought about taking myself out. I know I ain't shit but I know I'll be shit. I've got no future but I I can deal with it, I think I can live, if I can just look at one and see them smile at me and know they meant it.
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