Luyện nghe bài hát Redemption Denied

You know sometimes I get up in the morning,
I don't if I can face another day
because shit's been so fucking for so fucking long
and it don't seem like shits ever to change.
Sometimes it seems like ain't doing nothing but getting worse.
when I look in the mirror,
I look despised at I see cause pride
strength, all of love and they don't seem to have alot to do with me.
like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down
and I remember when,
I just don't know the fuck I went wrong...
What's life but a of tears anyway, huh?

Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For away to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
got nothing left
I for the angel of death
I've lost too many times too many times to the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a you can slip into forever.
I've as low as you can go
and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get
it's seems like or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One step forward, two back.
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think lost hope

I've got nothing
I await for the angel of
I've lost to many to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so fucking tired of being up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any way,
I'm not as strong as you
but sometimes my fucked up life it brings me
I look around.
My life it didn't me hard
it just hardened something deep inside of me.
I it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I feel like a human.
I don't wanna be like no more,
I'm looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or just someone who cared.

got nothing left
I await for the of death
I've lost to many to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for
I wish at birth I had died
I tried to drown this
Death will be the cure for all pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each day I pray
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit
got nothing left
I for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to times to count the pain is so great
I asked for life
I wish at birth I had died
I tried to this hate
Death will be the cure for all pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
I've got left
I await for the angel of
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so
I never for life
I wish that at I had died
I tried to drown hate
Death will be the for all this pain
Day
Each fucking day I
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world of shit

There's no where to turn, everyone you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm so paranoid.
I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down.
Trust for sure.
I can't remember when a day's by
that I haven't thought taking myself out.
I know I ain't shit but I know I'll be shit.
got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
if I can just look at one
and see them smile at me and that they meant it.

Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way this world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way this world full of shit