Luyện nghe bài hát Redemption Denied

You sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can another day
because shit's so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don't seem like shits ever to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doing but getting worse.
Sometimes I look in the mirror,
I look despised at I see cause pride
strength, all of love and life they seem to have alot to do with me.
Feels like something went with me a long time ago,
inside me way deep down died
and I remember when,
I just don't know the fuck I went wrong...
What's life but a river of anyway, huh?

Day
Each day I pray
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For away to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
I've got left
I await for the angel of
I've lost too many times too times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet dream,
a myth up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip into forever.
been as low as you can go
and I guess at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get
it's seems like someone or something knocks me the back down.
One step forward, two back.
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think lost hope

I've got left
I for the angel of death
I've lost to many to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so fucking tired of being up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any way,
maybe I'm not as as you
but my fucked up life it brings me down
I look around.
My life it didn't me hard
it just hardened deep down inside of me.
I it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don't wanna be this no more,
I'm just looking for shelter of salvation
or to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.

I've got nothing
I await for the of death
I've lost to many times to times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for
I wish that at birth I had
I tried to drown this
Death will be the cure for all pain
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
got nothing left
I await for the angel of
I've lost to times to many times to count the pain is so great
I asked for life
I wish at birth I had died
I tried to this hate
Death will be the cure for all pain
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world of shit
I've got nothing
I for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to times to count the pain is so great
I never for life
I wish that at I had died
I tried to drown this
Death will be the cure for all this
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit

There's no to turn, everyone betrays you.
I trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid.
I'm always for the fall, for the let down.
Trust for sure.
I remember when a day's gone by
that I haven't about taking myself out.
I know I shit but I know I'll never be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can with it, I think I can live,
if I can look at one person
and see them smile at me and know they meant it.

Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit