Luyện nghe bài hát Redemption Denied

You sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I know if I can face another day
because shit's been so fucking for so fucking long
and it don't seem shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit doing nothing but getting worse.
Sometimes when I in the mirror,
I look despised at what I see pride
strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have to do with me.
Feels like something wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way down died
and I remember when,
I just don't know where the fuck I wrong...
What's life but a river of anyway, huh?

Day
Each fucking day I
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For away to make my way through this world of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
I've got left
I await for the angel of
I've lost too many times too many to count the pain is so great

Let me you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
a myth made up by a who's dispear is a void you can slip into forever.
I've as low as you can go
and I guess here at the bottom the place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead I start to get somewhere
seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One step forward, two back.
I read that "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I I've lost hope

I've got nothing
I await for the of death
I've lost to times to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so fucking tired of being up all the time
but I seem to do it any other way,
I'm not as strong as you
but my fucked up life it brings me down
when I around.
My life it make me hard
it just something deep down inside of me.
I it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don't be like this no more,
I'm just looking for shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or just maybe who cared.

got nothing left
I for the angel of death
I've to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for
I wish at birth I had died
I tried to drown this
Death be the cure for all this pain
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing
I await for the of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the is so great
I never asked for
I wish that at birth I had
I tried to this hate
Death will be the cure for all this
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit
got nothing left
I await for the of death
I've to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I asked for life
I wish at birth I had died
I tried to drown this
Death will be the for all this pain
Day
Each day I pray
I to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know does not
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through world full of shit

There's no where to turn, everyone you.
I trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid.
I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down.
Trust for sure.
I can't remember a day's gone by
that I haven't thought about taking out.
I know I shit but I know I'll never be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal it, I think I can live,
if I can look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that meant it.

Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this world full of
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each fucking day I
I pray to a god that I know not exist
For a way
Some way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit
Day
Each day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way
fucking way
day
For a way to make my way through this full of shit