You know when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can another day because been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem like shits ever to change. Sometimes it seems like shit doing nothing but getting worse. Sometimes I look in the mirror, I despised at what I see cause pride strength, all of love and life don't seem to have alot to do with me. Feels like something went wrong with me a long ago, something inside me way deep died and I remember when, I just don't where the fuck I went wrong... What's life but a of tears anyway, huh?
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Let me tell you something, rock is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can into forever. been as low as you can go and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get everytime I start to get somewhere it's seems like someone or something knocks me the back down. One forward, two steps back. I somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've hope
I've got nothing I await for the of death I've to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I'm so fucking tired of being fucked up all the but I seem to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up life it me down when I around. My life it make me hard it just hardened deep down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna like a human. I don't be like this no more, I'm just looking for shelter of salvation or something to in or just maybe someone who cared.
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no where to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust anyone and I'm so paranoid. I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down. nobody for sure. I can't remember when a day's by that I haven't thought about myself out. I know I ain't shit but I know I'll be shit. I've got no future but I think I can with it, I think I can live, if I can just look at one and see smile at me and know that they meant it.
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