You sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't if I can face another day because shit's been so fucking hard for so long and it don't seem like shits going to change. Sometimes it seems like shit ain't nothing but getting worse. Sometimes I look in the mirror, I look at what I see cause pride strength, all of love and life don't seem to have alot to do with me. Feels like something wrong with me a long time ago, something me way deep down died and I can't when, I just don't know where the I went wrong... What's life but a river of anyway, huh?
Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way Some way day For away to make my way through this full of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit got nothing left I for the angel of death I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so
Let me you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream, a made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip into forever. been as low as you can go and I guess here at the the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get it's seems someone or something knocks me the fuck back down. One step forward, two back. I somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've hope
I've got nothing I await for the of death I've lost to many times to times to count the pain is so great
I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time but I can't to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up life it brings me I look around. My it didn't make me hard it just something deep down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I wanna be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of or something to in or just maybe someone who cared.
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There's no where to turn, everyone you. I can't trust anyone and I'm so paranoid. I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down. nobody for sure. I can't remember when a day's by that I haven't thought about taking out. I I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit. I've got no future but I think I can deal it, I think I can live, if I can just look at one and see them smile at me and know that they it.
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