You sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can another day because shit's been so hard for so fucking long and it don't seem like shits ever to change. Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doing nothing but worse. Sometimes I look in the mirror, I look despised at what I see cause strength, all of love and life they don't seem to alot to do with me. Feels like something went wrong with me a long ago, something inside me way deep down and I can't when, I just don't know where the fuck I wrong... What's life but a of tears anyway, huh?
Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way fucking way day For away to make my way through world full of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know does not For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through this world of shit I've got left I await for the angel of I've lost too times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip forever. been as low as you can go and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I to get somewhere it's seems like or something knocks me the fuck back down. One step forward, two back. I read that "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think lost hope
I've got nothing I await for the of death I've to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I'm so fucking tired of being fucked up all the but I can't to do it any other way, I'm not as strong as you but my fucked up life it brings me down I look around. My it didn't make me hard it just something deep down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I feel like a human. I wanna be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of or something to believe in or maybe someone who cared.
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no where to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust and I'm so fucking paranoid. I'm always for the fall, for the let down. nobody for sure. I can't remember when a day's by that I haven't thought about taking out. I I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit. I've got no but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live, if I can just at one person and see them smile at me and that they meant it.
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