You know when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can another day because been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem shits ever going to change. Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doing but getting worse. Sometimes when I in the mirror, I look at what I see cause pride strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do me. Feels like something went wrong me a long time ago, something me way deep down died and I can't when, I just don't know where the I went wrong... What's but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For away to make my way through this world of shit Day Each day I pray I to a god that I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit I've got nothing I await for the of death lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, bottom is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a you can slip into forever. been as low as you can go and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I to get somewhere it's seems like or something knocks me the fuck back down. One forward, two steps back. I somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I I've lost hope
I've got nothing I await for the of death I've lost to many to many times to count the pain is so great
I'm so fucking of being fucked up all the time but I can't to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up life it me down I look around. My life it make me hard it just hardened something deep down of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna like a human. I don't be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of or something to believe in or just maybe who cared.
got nothing left I for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great I never for life I wish at birth I had died I tried to this hate will be the cure for all this pain Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way Some way day For a way to my way through this world full of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit I've got left I for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many to count the pain is so great I never asked for I wish that at birth I had I tried to drown this Death will be the cure for all this Day Each day I pray I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way through this world full of Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I does not exist For a way Some way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit got nothing left I for the angel of death lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I asked for life I wish at birth I had died I tried to this hate Death will be the cure for all this Day Each fucking day I I to a god that I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through this full of shit Day Each day I pray I to a god that I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit
There's no to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust and I'm so fucking paranoid. I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down. Trust for sure. I can't remember when a gone by I haven't thought about taking myself out. I I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit. I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I I can live, if I can look at one person and see them smile at me and that they meant it.
Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god I know does not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through this world full of Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way fucking way day For a way to make my way through world full of shit Day Each fucking day I I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way Some way day For a way to my way through this world full of shit