You sometimes when I get up in the morning, I know if I can face another day shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't like shits ever going to change. it seems like shit ain't doing nothing but getting worse. Sometimes when I in the mirror, I look despised at I see cause pride strength, all of love and life they don't seem to alot to do with me. like something went wrong with me a long time ago, something inside me way down died and I can't when, I just know where the fuck I went wrong... life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know not exist For a way Some way day For away to make my way through this world of shit Day Each day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not For a way Some way day For a way to make my way this world full of shit I've got nothing I for the angel of death lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip forever. been as low as you can go and I guess here at the bottom the only you can go is up, but I start to get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere it's seems someone or something knocks me the fuck back down. One step forward, two back. I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've hope
I've got left I await for the of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the is so great
I'm so fucking of being fucked up all the time but I can't seem to do it any way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up it brings me down I look around. My life it make me hard it just hardened deep down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I feel like a human. I wanna be like this no more, I'm just looking for shelter of salvation or something to believe in or maybe someone who cared.
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There's no where to turn, betrays you. I can't anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid. I'm waiting for the fall, for the let down. nobody for sure. I remember when a day's gone by that I thought about taking myself out. I know I ain't but I know I'll never be shit. I've got no but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live, if I can look at one person and see them smile at me and know that they it.
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