You know sometimes I get up in the morning, I don't if I can face another day because shit's so fucking hard for so fucking long and it don't seem shits ever going to change. Sometimes it seems like shit doing nothing but getting worse. Sometimes when I in the mirror, I look despised at I see cause pride strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do me. Feels something went wrong with me a long time ago, something inside me way deep down and I remember when, I just don't know where the fuck I wrong... What's life but a of tears anyway, huh?
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Let me you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip forever. I've as low as you can go and I here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I to get somewhere it's seems like someone or something knocks me the back down. One step forward, two back. I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think lost hope
I've got left I for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so
I'm so fucking tired of being fucked up all the but I seem to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as as you but sometimes my fucked up life it me down I look around. My it didn't make me hard it just hardened something down inside of me. I it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I don't be like this no more, I'm just looking for some of salvation or something to in or just maybe someone who cared.
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There's no where to turn, betrays you. I can't anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid. I'm always for the fall, for the let down. Trust for sure. I remember when a day's gone by that I thought about taking myself out. I I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit. I've got no future but I think I can with it, I think I can live, if I can just look at one and see them smile at me and know they meant it.
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