Luyện nghe bài hát Reality Pt.4

Times was dealing with so much pain
But at the time it's a lot that I overcame
Went from hungry last now dressing in cashmere
It's just a bag I won't
Cause I struggled the past
I had a empty fridge would eat me a bagel
Thanksgiving Day with only me at the
No friends or family surrounding me
Sometimes I had thoughts of off the balcony
But um, I chewing on Doublemint bubblegum
in my stomach more like pieces of crumbs
Around the wrong crowd telling me "hit the blunt"
My father don't want me like we don't want Donanld
I was tryna keep it cool for my
long lines standing in that food pantry
Wasn't a joke, losing my
Got under my eyes looking like a wrinkled tote
It was no sleep at all in the bushes ,no stalls
Found a home we was gone then more leaves than fall
On my mama this was trauma
Ain't have a solid so how could we see a comma?
While I was sleep it was rats over my mom feet
Just so she could to get us something to eat
Lets get deep, I'm as I speak
When life paid you dust just get a and sweep
At 11 who you everything was hand me downs
and stomped by 20 people while others stand around
Nobody helped, everyday I felt
School so grimy the principal even got principles
I turned 12 it was all hell
Roaming the streets looking for D I couldn't even spell
Fighting demons with a poker face everything swell
Let's fast let me show you how my life has failed
Remember them nights no lights or gas?
Washing up at the sink tryna my ass with cold water
My entire body was freezing best it
Jesus put me for a reason
15, fucking on a man that's 35 good in the
ate my soul alive fooled myself thinking its love
The way he layed me
But all we ever did was and went to KFC
It's sad, I degraded myself myself
All this I wasn't raised with a belt
I know mama I hurt you out pass curfew
You deserve to sit but I overworked you
Remember when my got 11 plays?
Mama we here now these the days
So I'll be damned if I let a nigga it away
body dropping in a instant like they break & escape
Never back to them old days of seeing them low plays
So I entertain niggas like I'm giving them roleplay
The greatest things to the ones that waited gotta be patient
It's about organization all my albums got my wallet on Fat
I to the shelters money, toys, and flowers
We was in it more hours the feeling was sour
300 in one household using the same shower
People got some fucking nerve to be mad that they due
When people out here on the with covers and ripped shoes
The homeless be the ones good hearts I feel bad
Cause they put everyone first by giving away they
Think it!