Luyện nghe bài hát Reality Pt.4

Times changed was dealing with so pain
But at the same time it's a lot that I
from hungry last year now dressing in cashmere
It's a bag I won't brag
Cause I struggled the years
I had a empty fridge would eat me a bagel
Thanksgiving Day only me at the table
No or family demons surrounding me
I had thoughts of jumping off the balcony
But um, I kept chewing on Doublemint
Leftovers in my more like pieces of crumbs
Around the wrong they telling me "hit the blunt"
My father want me like we don't want Donanld Trump
I was keep it cool for my mammy
Them long standing in that food pantry
Wasn't a joke, my hope
Got bags under my eyes looking like a tote
It was no sleep at all pissed in the bushes ,no
Found a then we was gone then more leaves than fall
On my mama this was trauma
Ain't have a number so how could we see a comma?
While I was sleep it was rats running over my mom
Just so she work to get us something to eat
get deep, I'm hurting as I speak
When life paid you dust just get a and sweep
At 11 who you telling everything was me downs
Jumped and stomped by 20 people while others around
Nobody helped, I felt invisible
School so grimy the principal don't even got
Once I 12 it was all hell
Roaming the streets looking for D when I couldn't spell
Fighting demons with a poker face like swell
Let's fast forward let me show you how my has failed
them nights with no lights or gas?
Washing up at the tryna clean my ass with cold water
My entire was freezing best believe it
Jesus put me for a reason
15, fucking on a man that's 35 in the beginning
Then ate my soul alive fooled thinking its love
The way he with me
But all we ever did was and went to KFC
It's sad, I degraded myself myself
All this because I wasn't with a belt
I know mama I hurt you staying out pass
You to sit back but I overworked you
Remember when my got 11 plays?
Mama we here now the better days
So I'll be damned if I let a nigga take it
They body dropping in a instant they break & escape
Never going to them old days of seeing them low plays
So I entertain these niggas I'm giving them roleplay
The greatest comes to the ones that waited gotta be patient
It's about organization all my albums got my wallet on Fat
I to the shelters money, toys, and flowers
We was in it more than the feeling was sour
300 people in one household the same shower
got some fucking nerve to be mad that they rent due
When people out here on the curb with and ripped shoes
The homeless be the ones with good hearts I bad
Cause they put everyone first by giving they last
about it!