Luyện nghe bài hát Reality Pt.4

Times was dealing with so much pain
But at the same it's a lot that I overcame
Went from hungry last year now in cashmere
just a bag I won't brag
Cause I struggled the years
I had a fridge would eat me a stale bagel
Thanksgiving Day with me at the table
No friends or demons surrounding me
Sometimes I had thoughts of jumping off the
But um, I kept chewing on bubblegum
Leftovers in my more like pieces of crumbs
Around the wrong crowd telling me "hit the blunt"
My father don't want me we don't want Donanld Trump
I was tryna keep it cool for my
Them long lines in that food pantry
Wasn't a joke, my hope
Got bags under my looking like a wrinkled tote
It was no sleep at all in the bushes ,no stalls
a home then we was gone then more leaves than fall
On my mama this shit was
Ain't a solid number so how could we see a comma?
While I was it was rats running over my mom feet
so she could work to get us something to eat
Lets get deep, I'm hurting as I
When paid you dust just get a broom and sweep
At 11 who you telling everything was hand me
and stomped by 20 people while others stand around
Nobody helped, I felt invisible
so grimy the principal don't even got principles
Once I 12 it was all hell
Roaming the streets looking for D I couldn't even spell
Fighting with a poker face like everything swell
Let's fast forward let me you how my life has failed
them nights with no lights or gas?
Washing up at the sink tryna clean my ass with cold
My entire was freezing best believe it
Jesus put me for a reason
15, fucking on a man that's 35 in the beginning
Then ate my alive fooled myself thinking its love
The way he layed me
But all we ever did was and went to KFC
sad, I degraded myself hated myself
All this because I wasn't raised a belt
I know mama I hurt you staying out pass
You deserve to sit back but I you
Remember my music got 11 plays?
we here now these the better days
So I'll be damned if I let a nigga it away
They body dropping in a instant like they & escape
Never going to them old days of seeing them low plays
So I entertain these niggas I'm giving them roleplay
The greatest things comes to the ones that waited be patient
It's about organization all my albums got my wallet on Fat
I donate to the money, toys, and flowers
We was in it more than the feeling was sour
300 people in one household the same shower
People got some fucking to be mad that they rent due
When people out here on the curb covers and ripped shoes
The homeless be the ones with good hearts I bad
Cause they put everyone first by giving away they
about it!