Luyện nghe bài hát Reality Pt.4

Times changed was dealing with so much
But at the same it's a lot that I overcame
Went hungry last year now dressing in cashmere
It's just a bag I won't
Cause I struggled the past
I had a empty would eat me a stale bagel
Thanksgiving Day only me at the table
No or family demons surrounding me
I had thoughts of jumping off the balcony
But um, I chewing on Doublemint bubblegum
Leftovers in my stomach more like of crumbs
Around the wrong crowd telling me "hit the blunt"
My father don't me like we don't want Donanld Trump
I was tryna it cool for my mammy
Them long lines standing in that pantry
Wasn't a joke, losing my
Got under my eyes looking like a wrinkled tote
It was no sleep at all in the bushes ,no stalls
a home then we was gone then more leaves than fall
On my this shit was trauma
Ain't have a solid so how could we see a comma?
While I was sleep it was rats over my mom feet
Just so she could work to get us to eat
Lets get deep, I'm hurting as I
When paid you dust just get a broom and sweep
At 11 who you telling everything was me downs
Jumped and stomped by 20 people others stand around
helped, everyday I felt invisible
School so grimy the principal even got principles
Once I turned 12 it was all
Roaming the streets looking for D I couldn't even spell
Fighting demons with a face like everything swell
Let's fast let me show you how my life has failed
Remember them nights with no lights or
Washing up at the sink clean my ass with cold water
My entire body was freezing best it
Jesus put me for a reason
15, fucking on a man that's 35 good in the
ate my soul alive fooled myself thinking its love
The way he with me
But all we ever did was fuck and to KFC
It's sad, I degraded myself hated
All this I wasn't raised with a belt
I know I hurt you staying out pass curfew
You deserve to sit back but I you
Remember when my music got 11
Mama we now these the better days
So I'll be damned if I let a nigga take it
They body dropping in a instant like they break &
Never going back to them old of seeing them low plays
So I entertain niggas like I'm giving them roleplay
The greatest things to the ones that waited gotta be patient
about organization all my albums got my wallet on Fat Albert
I donate to the shelters money, toys, and
We was in it more hours the feeling was sour
300 people in one using the same shower
People got some nerve to be mad that they rent due
When people out here on the curb with covers and ripped
The be the ones with good hearts I feel bad
Cause they put everyone first by giving away last
about it!