Luyện nghe bài hát Reality Part 4

Times changed was dealing with so much
But at the same time it's that I overcame
Went from hungry last year now in cashmeres
It's just a bag I brag cause I struggled the past years
I had a empty fridge would eat me a stale
Thanksgiving Day only me at the table
No friends or demons surrounding me

Sometimes I had thoughts of off the balcony
But um, I chewing on Doublemint bubblegum
Leftovers in my stomach more like of crumbs
Around the wrong they telling me "hit the blunt"
My father don't want me like we don't want Trump

I was tryna it cool for my mammy
Them long lines in that food pantry
a joke, losing my hope
Got bags my eyes looking like a wrinkled tote
It was no at all pissed in the bushes ,no stalls
Found a home then we was gone then leaves than fall
On my mama this was trauma

Ain't have a solid number so how we see a comma?
While I was it was rats running over my mom feet
Just so she work to get us something to eat
get deep, I'm hurting as I speak
When life paid you just get a broom and sweep
At 11 who you everything was hand me downs

Jumped and by 20 people while others stand around
Nobody helped, I felt invisible
School so grimy the don't even got principles
Once I 12 it was all hell
Roaming the streets looking for D when I even spell

Fighting demons with a poker like everything swell
Let's fast forward let me show you how my has failed
them nights with no lights or gas?
Washing up at the tryna clean my ass with cold water
My body was freezing best believe it
put me here for a reason

15, on a man that's 35 good in the beginning
Then ate my soul alive fooled thinking its love
The way he layed me
But all we did was fuck and went to KFC
It's sad, I myself hated myself
All this I wasn't raised with a belt

I know mama I hurt you staying out curfew
You deserve to sit back but I you
Remember my music got 11 plays?
Mama we here now the better days
So I'll be damned if I let a nigga take it

They body dropping in a instant like break & escape
Never going back to them old of seeing them low plays
So I entertain these niggas like I'm them roleplay
The greatest things comes to the that waited gotta be patient
It's about organization all my albums got my wallet on Fat

I donate to the shelters money, toys, and
We was in it more hours the feeling was sour
300 people in one household using the same
got some fucking nerve to be mad that they rent due
When people out here on the with covers and ripped shoes
The homeless be the ones with good I feel bad
they put everyone first by giving away they last
Think it!