Luyện nghe bài hát Reality Part 4

Times was dealing with so much pain
But at the same it's alot that I overcame
Went from hungry last year now dressing in
It's just a bag I won't brag I struggled the past years
I had a empty fridge would eat me a bagel
Thanksgiving Day only me at the table
No friends or demons surrounding me

Sometimes I had thoughts of jumping off the
But um, I kept on Doublemint bubblegum
Leftovers in my stomach more like pieces of
Around the crowd they telling me "hit the blunt"
My father don't want me like we want Donanld Trump

I was tryna it cool for my mammy
Them lines standing in that food pantry
Wasn't a joke, my hope
Got bags under my eyes like a wrinkled tote
It was no sleep at all pissed in the bushes ,no
Found a home then we was gone then leaves than fall
On my mama this shit was

Ain't have a solid number so how we see a comma?
While I was sleep it was rats over my mom feet
Just so she could to get us something to eat
get deep, I'm hurting as I speak
When life paid you dust just get a broom and
At 11 who you telling everything was me downs

and stomped by 20 people while others stand around
Nobody helped, everyday I felt
School so grimy the principal even got principles
Once I turned 12 it was all
Roaming the streets looking for D when I even spell

Fighting demons with a poker face like everything
Let's forward let me show you how my life has failed
Remember them nights no lights or gas?
Washing up at the sink clean my ass with cold water
My entire body was freezing best it
Jesus put me for a reason

15, fucking on a man that's 35 in the beginning
Then ate my soul alive fooled myself its love
The way he layed me
But all we ever did was and went to KFC
It's sad, I degraded hated myself
All this because I wasn't with a belt

I know mama I hurt you staying out curfew
You to sit back but I overworked you
Remember when my music got 11
Mama we here now these the days
So be damned if I let a nigga take it away

They body dropping in a instant like they break &
Never going back to them old days of seeing low plays
So I entertain these like I'm giving them roleplay
The greatest things to the ones that waited gotta be patient
It's organization all my albums got my wallet on Fat Albert

I to the shelters money, toys, and flowers
We was in it more than hours the feeling was
300 in one household using the same shower
People got some fucking nerve to be mad that rent due
When people out here on the curb covers and ripped shoes
The homeless be the ones with good hearts I bad
Cause put everyone first by giving away they last
about it!