I knew my mom, once I was born she was dead She wanted me. At least that's what my dad said He she was polluted, ignorant, uncivilized And that was roughly the outline of what he beat my head I grew up in a house more rooms than I could count No siblings, just strangers moving in and out My dad hated all our Had they on his prophets they'd be finished 'Cause getting his is he was about Ever his birth, he was a nuisance to humanity I wish he died instead of mom. then I'd love family But I'd at pops, concealing that feeling of, "I hate you." Each day he'd wear the same three colors, with the same And mother would come to me when I would close my and sink To the thought of her beautiful voice, and the lullabies she'd 'Til I was sound asleep. Then I'd awake and be gone My whole life, my soul her songs I guess the grass is greener on the other side And intangible experience one leviathan From the Koran to Since when did America in between Lebanon and Ireland?
x 2] Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot Angel in my father's eyes, 'cause it helps him rot Freedom screams through a sky, by a culture shock Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot
His philosophy was to be up, you gotta push someone That was all I 'cause that was all I was around I found the in his methods from the cause in myself Father Diablo: Only an uncle to one else He taught me how to without looking in your eyes Gave me a nine to five, me ignore the lullabies A puddle of the dried tears shade me And me as a baby failing to realize how far away his mother is Our relationship hovered with strength, even though it's to quit hearing her poetry. Piercing emotions leak With the notes she I float, defying gravitation The only mom I have is in my imagination. So it
One day daddy's gonna die, choking on the gun he
And when that day comes I shall return to my And we'll walk hand in straight to heaven And the clouds part, I'll tell her that I love her And she'll accept with an heart. No question Unless dad was right, and she really was a Maybe her silhouette reflects the of his own childhood she's so insane, no one cared to help But if nothing else on this earth mend her spirit, I bet my smile could The volumes of her decreased the older that I grew Daddy became my influence of attitude Now I'm robotically imperialistic, and of people A trait inherited by my omnipotent ego His symbol's the eagle, but his child free You'll see no sign my neck saying I'm proud to be me I'm not up, the concept of adulthood is dead He left scars on my back when my was read I guess the grass is always greener on the other And experience structures one leviathan From the to leprechauns Since when did America fall in between Lebanon and
Daddy think that I forgot