I never knew my mom, I was born she was dead She never wanted me. At least what my dad said He said she was polluted, ignorant, And that was roughly the outline of what he beat into my I grew up in a house more rooms than I could count No siblings, just always moving in and out My dad hated all our Had they stepped on his prophets be finished 'Cause getting his is what he was Ever since his birth, he was a nuisance to I wish he died instead of mom. Maybe then I'd love But I'd smile at pops, concealing that of, "I hate you." day he'd wear the same three colors, with the same suit And mother would come to me when I close my eyes and sink To the of her beautiful voice, and the lullabies she'd sing 'Til I was sound asleep. Then I'd awake and she'd be My life, my soul echoed her songs I guess the grass is greener on the other side And intangible experience one leviathan the Koran to leprechauns Since when did America fall in Lebanon and Ireland?
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His philosophy was to be up, you gotta push someone That was all I knew that was all I was around I found the flaws in his from the cause in myself Father Diablo: an uncle to every one else He me how to talk without looking in your eyes Gave me a nine to five, me ignore the lullabies A puddle of the dried tears me colorless And me as a baby failing to realize how far away his mother is Our relationship hovered with strength, even it's invisible to quit hearing her poetry. Piercing emotions leak With the notes she hits I float, gravitation The only mom I is in my imagination. So it goes
One day daddy's die, choking on the gun he bought
And when that day I shall return to my mother And we'll walk hand in straight to heaven And when the clouds part, I'll her that I love her And she'll accept with an heart. No question Unless dad was right, and she really was a Maybe her silhouette reflects the of his own childhood she's so insane, no one cared to help But if nothing else on this earth could mend her spirit, I bet my could The volumes of her songs decreased the that I grew Daddy became my only influence of Now I'm robotically imperialistic, and careless of A trait inherited by my omnipotent ego His symbol's the eagle, but his child isn't You'll see no sign my neck saying I'm proud to be me I'm not grown up, the concept of adulthood is He left scars on my when my notebook was read I guess the grass is always greener on the side And experience structures one leviathan From the to leprechauns Since when did America fall in between Lebanon and
Daddy don't that I forgot