I never knew my mom, once I was she was dead She wanted me. At least that's what my dad said He said she was polluted, ignorant, And was roughly the outline of what he beat into my head I grew up in a with more rooms than I could count No siblings, just strangers moving in and out My dad hated all our Had stepped on his prophets they'd be finished 'Cause his is what he was about Ever his birth, he was a nuisance to humanity I wish he died instead of mom. Maybe I'd love family But I'd smile at pops, concealing that feeling of, "I you." Each day he'd wear the same colors, with the same suit And mother would come to me I would close my eyes and sink To the thought of her voice, and the lullabies she'd sing 'Til I was sound asleep. Then I'd awake and be gone My whole life, my soul her songs I guess the grass is greener on the other side And intangible experience structures one From the Koran to Since when did fall in between Lebanon and Ireland?
x 2] Mamma was a lullaby, Daddy was a pot in my father's eyes, only 'cause it helps him rot Freedom screams through a sky, by a culture shock Mamma was a lullaby, Daddy was a pot
His was to be up, you gotta push someone down That was all I 'cause that was all I was around I found the flaws in his methods from the in myself Father Only an uncle to every one else He taught me how to talk without looking in your Gave me a to five, made me ignore the lullabies A of the dried tears shade me colorless And categorize me as a failing to realize how far away his mother is Our relationship hovered with strength, even though it's Hard to quit hearing her poetry. emotions leak With the she hits I float, defying gravitation The only mom I have is in my imagination. So it
One day daddy's gonna die, choking on the gun he
And when that day comes I shall to my mother And we'll walk hand in straight to heaven And when the clouds part, tell her that I love her And she'll with an open heart. No question Unless dad was right, and she was a monster Maybe her silhouette the hell of his own childhood Maybe so insane, no one cared to help But if nothing else on this earth could her spirit, I bet my smile could The volumes of her songs decreased the older I grew Daddy my only influence of attitude Now I'm robotically imperialistic, and of people A trait by my parent's omnipotent ego His symbol's the eagle, but his child isn't You'll see no sign around my neck saying I'm to be me I'm not grown up, the concept of is dead He left scars on my back when my was read I guess the is always greener on the other side And intangible experience structures one From the to leprechauns Since did America fall in between Lebanon and Ireland?
Daddy think that I forgot