I knew my mom, once I was born she was dead She never wanted me. At least that's my dad said He said she was polluted, ignorant, And was roughly the outline of what he beat into my head I grew up in a house with more than I could count No siblings, just strangers moving in and out My dad all our neighbors Had they stepped on his they'd be finished 'Cause getting his is he was about Ever since his birth, he was a to humanity I wish he died instead of mom. Maybe I'd love family But I'd at pops, concealing that feeling of, "I hate you." Each day he'd wear the same three colors, with the same And mother would come to me when I would my eyes and sink To the thought of her voice, and the lullabies she'd sing 'Til I was sound asleep. Then I'd awake and she'd be My whole life, my soul echoed her I guess the is always greener on the other side And intangible experience one leviathan From the to leprechauns Since when did fall in between Lebanon and Ireland?
x 2] Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot in my father's eyes, only 'cause it helps him rot Freedom screams through a sky, wounded by a shock Mamma was a lullaby, Daddy was a pot
His philosophy was to be up, you gotta push someone was all I knew 'cause that was all I was around I found the flaws in his methods from the cause in Father Diablo: Only an uncle to one else He taught me how to without looking in your eyes Gave me a nine to five, made me the lullabies A puddle of the dried tears shade me And me as a baby failing to realize how far away his mother is Our relationship hovered with strength, even it's invisible to quit hearing her poetry. Piercing emotions leak With the notes she hits I float, gravitation The only mom I is in my imagination. So it goes
One day gonna die, choking on the gun he bought
And when that day comes I return to my mother And walk hand in hand straight to heaven And when the clouds part, I'll her that I love her And accept with an open heart. No question dad was right, and she really was a monster Maybe her silhouette reflects the hell of his own Maybe she's so insane, no one to help But if nothing else on this could mend her spirit, I bet my smile could The of her songs decreased the older that I grew became my only influence of attitude Now I'm imperialistic, and careless of people A trait inherited by my omnipotent ego His symbol's the eagle, but his isn't free see no sign around my neck saying I'm proud to be me I'm not grown up, the concept of adulthood is He left on my back when my notebook was read I guess the grass is always on the other side And experience structures one leviathan From the Koran to Since when did America fall in between and Ireland?
Daddy don't think I forgot