I knew my mom, once I was born she was dead She never wanted me. At least that's what my dad He said she was polluted, ignorant, And that was roughly the outline of what he beat my head I grew up in a house with more rooms than I could No siblings, strangers always moving in and out My dad all our neighbors Had they on his prophets they'd be finished 'Cause his is what he was about Ever his birth, he was a nuisance to humanity I he died instead of mom. Maybe then I'd love family But I'd smile at pops, that feeling of, "I hate you." Each day he'd the same three colors, with the same suit And mother would come to me when I would close my and sink To the thought of her voice, and the lullabies she'd sing 'Til I was sound asleep. Then I'd awake and she'd be My whole life, my soul echoed her I guess the is always greener on the other side And intangible experience structures one the Koran to leprechauns Since when did America fall in Lebanon and Ireland?
x 2] Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot Angel in my father's eyes, only it helps him rot Freedom screams through a sky, wounded by a culture Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot
His was to be up, you gotta push someone down That was all I knew 'cause that was all I was I found the flaws in his methods from the in myself Father Diablo: Only an uncle to one else He taught me how to talk without looking in eyes Gave me a nine to five, made me the lullabies A puddle of the dried tears shade me And categorize me as a baby failing to how far away his mother is Our relationship hovered with strength, even though invisible Hard to quit hearing her poetry. emotions leak With the she hits I float, defying gravitation The mom I have is in my imagination. So it goes
One day daddy's gonna die, choking on the gun he
And when day comes I shall return to my mother And we'll walk hand in hand straight to And when the clouds part, tell her that I love her And accept with an open heart. No question Unless dad was right, and she was a monster Maybe her silhouette reflects the hell of his own Maybe she's so insane, no one to help But if nothing else on earth could mend her spirit, I bet my smile could The volumes of her songs the older that I grew Daddy my only influence of attitude Now I'm robotically imperialistic, and careless of A trait by my parent's omnipotent ego His the eagle, but his child isn't free You'll see no around my neck saying I'm proud to be me I'm not up, the concept of adulthood is dead He scars on my back when my notebook was read I guess the grass is always greener on the other And intangible experience one leviathan From the to leprechauns Since when did America fall in Lebanon and Ireland?
Daddy don't think I forgot