I never my mom, once I was born she was dead She never wanted me. At that's what my dad said He said she was polluted, ignorant, And that was roughly the outline of what he beat into my I grew up in a house with more than I could count No siblings, just strangers moving in and out My dad all our neighbors Had they on his prophets they'd be finished 'Cause getting his is he was about Ever his birth, he was a nuisance to humanity I wish he died of mom. Maybe then I'd love family But I'd smile at pops, concealing that of, "I hate you." Each day he'd wear the same three colors, the same suit And mother would come to me when I would close my and sink To the thought of her beautiful voice, and the lullabies sing 'Til I was sound asleep. Then I'd awake and be gone My whole life, my soul her songs I guess the grass is greener on the other side And intangible experience structures one From the Koran to Since when did America fall in between Lebanon and
x 2] Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot in my father's eyes, only 'cause it helps him rot Freedom screams through a sky, by a culture shock Mamma was a lullaby, was a melting pot
His philosophy was to be up, you gotta someone down That was all I knew 'cause was all I was around I found the flaws in his methods from the in myself Father Diablo: Only an to every one else He taught me how to talk without in your eyes Gave me a nine to five, made me the lullabies A puddle of the dried tears me colorless And me as a baby failing to realize how far away his mother is Our hovered with strength, even though it's invisible Hard to quit hearing her poetry. Piercing emotions the notes she hits I float, defying gravitation The mom I have is in my imagination. So it goes
One day daddy's gonna die, on the gun he bought
And when that day comes I shall return to my And we'll walk hand in hand to heaven And the clouds part, I'll tell her that I love her And she'll accept an open heart. No question dad was right, and she really was a monster Maybe her silhouette reflects the of his own childhood Maybe so insane, no one cared to help But if nothing else on this earth could mend her spirit, I bet my smile The volumes of her songs decreased the older that I Daddy became my influence of attitude Now I'm imperialistic, and careless of people A inherited by my parent's omnipotent ego His symbol's the eagle, but his child isn't You'll see no sign my neck saying I'm proud to be me I'm not grown up, the concept of adulthood is He left scars on my back when my notebook was I guess the grass is always greener on the side And intangible structures one leviathan From the to leprechauns Since when did America in between Lebanon and Ireland?
Daddy don't think I forgot