Luyện nghe bài hát Ravens

In October 2015, I was out in the
I finished splitting up the scrap two-by-fours into kindling
up at the half moon pink chill refinery cloud light
Two big blackbirds flew over, their whooshing and low

Two ravens, but two
Their black feathers in the sunset

I knew these birds omens but of what I wasn't sure
They were out toward the island where we hoped to move
You were inside
You probably aching, wanting not to die
body transformed
I couldn't bear to look so I turned my west
an early death
Now I can only see you on the fridge in pictures

And in every dream I at night
And in every room I walk
here, where I sit the next October
Still your eyes
and afraid, full of love
Calling out from another because you're not here
I you die in this room then I gave your clothes away
I'm sorry, I had to
Now move

I will move with our
We will ride over
With your underneath the boat
was you is now but bones
And I cannot be at
I'm running, reef

The second time I went to Haida it was just me and our daughter
Only one month after you died my face was contorted
up and down, boots wet inside, aimless and weeping
I needed to return to the place we discovered that
Childless, we could blanket ourselves in the moss
For our long
But we came home you were pregnant
And our life together was not long
You had and you were killed
And I'm left living this
Crying on the logging roads with ashes in a jar
Thinking about the I'll tell you
When you get from wherever it is that you've gone
But then I death is real

And I'm still here in
August 12th, 2016
You've been for one month and three days
And we are sleeping in the
There is still in the blankets from the beach
we released you from the jar
When we wake up, all the that we left out are cold and damp just from the air permeating
The opens up

Surrounded by
logs with layers of moss and life
Beyond the cedars, the of water
salal
And huckleberries
The ground absorbs and whatever falls
Nothing here
But here is where I came to
To dive it with you
With absence
But I keep picking you