Luyện nghe bài hát Ravens

In 2015, I was out in the yard
I finished splitting up the scrap two-by-fours into kindling
Glanced up at the moon pink chill refinery cloud light
Two big flew over, their wings whooshing and low

Two ravens, but two
black feathers tinted in the sunset

I knew these were omens but of what I wasn't sure
They were flying out the island where we hoped to move
You were inside
You were probably aching, not to die
Your transformed
I couldn't bear to so I turned my head west
an early death
Now I can only see you on the fridge in pictures

And in every dream I have at
And in room I walk into
Like here, where I sit the next
Still your eyes
and afraid, full of love
Calling out from another because you're not here
I watched you die in this room then I gave your away
I'm sorry, I had to
Now move

I will with our daughter
We will ride water
With your underneath the boat
was you is now but bones
And I cannot be at
I'm running, reef

The second I went to Haida Gwaii it was just me and our daughter
Only one month after you my face was still contorted
up and down, boots wet inside, aimless and weeping
I needed to return to the place where we that
Childless, we could blanket ourselves in the there
For our long
But when we home you were pregnant
And our life together was not long
You had cancer and you were
And I'm living like this
Crying on the logging roads your ashes in a jar
Thinking about the I'll tell you
When you get back from wherever it is that gone
But then I death is real

And I'm still in Masset
August 12th, 2016
You've been dead for one month and three
And we are sleeping in the
There is sand still in the blankets the beach
Where we released you the jar
When we wake up, all the clothes that we left out are cold and just from the air permeating
The opens up

by growth
Nurse logs layers of moss and life
the cedars, the sound of water
Thick
And huckleberries
The ground absorbs and remakes falls
dies here
But here is I came to grieve
To into it with you
With absence
But I keep you berries