Pusher

Im a goblin, Im a fighter
Im a stubborn afterthought on a tight rope wire
Volatile as hell, as you can tell, or maybe you cant
I break promises, I take for granted
I push pain on the rain so it stays like I planned it
Im a bandit, whos addicted to change

But you youre so innocent
How did you find a man like me

Dont you get it
I just dont get it
I just cant understand
Why you would ever want to be with me

Im a nightmare, Im denial
Im a deep dark secret and your hands on the bible
And you smile because you cant cry
Im a sinner, Im a patho
Im a vampire, the truth is the light, Im in the shadows
In a battle, with a demon and the sun

When I leave today no matter what I say
Youll know its for the best then
If the words come out trying to curb your doubt
Please leave them to the west wind
And it will take me away

Im a pusher, Im a taker
Im a trouble talking tyrant and a fight instigator
Wave a flag, get you close and then Im gonna break ya
Im a head-case, and Im headstrong
Right or wrong when the going gets going Im gone
To where I dont belong
Danger zone is my home, when Im all alone