Prodigal

God help me to stop smoking after one last cigarette
Tomorrow I'll stop drinking but I'm not quite finished yet
I know I said this last time but this time I won't forget

In the morning I'll be sober but tonight I'm getting high
And I promise I'll be honest if I can hold onto this lie
But why should I pray to heaven when it feels like I can fly?

CHORUS:
'cause every time I fly I fall
But you pick me up you pick me up
I don't understand at all why you give me love you give me love
I am such a prodigal, but no matter what I do or where I roam
Your open arms will welcome me back home

I'm coming to a crossroads where my weakness meets my pride
I'm trying hard to let go but I'm all tied up inside 'cause surrender is a one way train and I'm so terrified

CHORUS

Bridge
I'm tired of wasting
All of this precious time
I'm ready to change this
I'm not waiting my whole life

Not another year
not another lifetime
not another month
not another weekend
not another day not another moment here we go
here we go
here we go
(Repeat)

CHORUS