Look... I woke up without a beat But, I remember we was in the car deep Was at a light, and got approached by a car He out but didn't ask for no car keys A loud noise a voice but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not fair I can't tell you i'm at or how I got here Surrounded by all white, maybe it's cloudy Escorted by two men who everything about me of 'em so strong, kept sayin' hold on Feel like my gone...naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate, I wait As they me in front of a gate They no trace...I can see my every breath a cold day, stood in front a man with no face He said to me "please dont this any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my child i'm Father" I only got one dad "is a fact to you?" "He you when you was young, I brought him back to you" "You're real close to heaven, few get to in" "Now me what you've done to deserve to be let in" Look i'm far from a Christian, not big on But ain't done too much wrong my entire time killed, never tried to...though I been lied to Was suicidal, never read the Bible I always been a caretaker, to nurse people At times it back fired...hurt people, people Plus I never used your in vain But you should know everything I'm bein' explained "I know you stole your mother's purse" You can't count that, that was way back "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You robbed peoples' stores" Yeah, and YOU me see jail "But I also seen you lay your on a female" "Sold drugs to parents, of that was needed" "Abandoned child, on every girl you cheated" "Done wrong to people that only the best for you" "Anytime you thought you alone, I was next to you" When it to baby moms...God you gave me the worst one "But that was your second child Joe...you shouldn't have killed the one" I ain't have a job...ain't have a pot to in "Look I you a gift, and you made the wrong decision" "Held on to resentments, in doin' business" "I by example, I teach forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not when you live anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, lust glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you joined my covenant" i'm only human, I ain't perfect "That I understand" "When I you out a jam, you don't even think to worship" "And when you do...you never talk what... "...You can do for me, it's I can do for you" "I blessed you with health, and wealth" "But all the blessings you've received...you still want help" Yeah there's been in my life I needed help to make money But why everything I love, you manage to from me Yet you stand there and question a nigga that hard And finds a way you keep dealin' him fucked up cards You mistakes like me, far as I can see I think it's a mockery whenever rich niggas win the Gave us Bush twice, God I hate to be But you let skinny niggas starve, give obese food The nerve of you tellin' me I dont to stay here When you gave us drugs and guns, you put AIDs Take a look at chu, your are cold hearted The harsh shit is you bring babies in the retarded I know most my put me in a cell Now how you mad at me you put me in the Hell? "See my child, you need gratitude, just a sample" "I never give a anything he can't handle" "Don't me 'bout everything you had to go through" "There's for my actions even if I never showed you" "Kept tryin' wit chu, all you did was me" "Still gave you chances to that you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I you for change, you kept callin' me names" "Prolly didn't notice, I was a clerk" "You put the gun to me, get money for work" "My child, I know you have it in you to stop" "This is not your final calling, a brief stop" "Hope you heed my and understand" "So when I see you back, you be a better man" "Look at life different, the time we see each other" "There'll be no to talk, whenever we meet each other"