Look... I up without a heart beat But, I remember we was just in the car Was at a light, and got by a car thief He pulled out but ask for no car keys A noise without a voice but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not fair I can't tell you i'm at or how I got here Surrounded by all white, maybe it's cloudy Escorted by two men who knew about me Both of 'em so strong, kept sayin' on Feel like my gone...naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate, I wait As they drop me in front of a They left no trace...I can see my breath a cold day, stood in front a man with no face He said to me "please dont this any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my child i'm Father" I got one dad "is that a fact to you?" "He left you when you was young, I brought him to you" "You're close to heaven, few get to step in" "Now tell me what you've done to to be let in" i'm far from a Christian, not big on religion But ain't done too much wrong my entire time Never killed, never tried to...though I lied to Was once suicidal, never read the I always a caretaker, tried to nurse people At times it back fired...hurt people, hurt Plus I never used name in vain But you should know everything I'm bein' asked "I you stole from your mother's purse" You can't count that, that was way when "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You robbed stores" Yeah, and YOU made me see jail "But I seen you lay your hands on a female" "Sold to parents, none of that was needed" "Abandoned your child, on every you cheated" "Done to people that only want the best for you" "Anytime you thought you were alone, I was to you" When it to baby moms...God you gave me the worst one "But that was your second child Joe...you shouldn't have the first one" I ain't a job...ain't have a pot to piss in "Look I you a gift, and you made the wrong decision" "Held on to resentments, even in business" "I lead by example, I forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not when you live anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, even glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you would've my covenant" Look i'm only human, I ain't "That I understand" "When I you out a jam, you don't even think to worship" "And you do...you never talk about what... "...You can do for me, what I can do for you" "I you with health, family and wealth" "But all the blessings you've received...you always want help" Yeah there's been times in my life I needed help to money But why I love, you manage to take from me Yet you stand there and question a nigga that hard And finds a way you keep dealin' him fucked up cards You make mistakes me, far as I can see I think a mockery whenever rich niggas win the lottery us Bush twice, God I hate to be rude But you let niggas starve, give obese niggas food The nerve of you tellin' me I deserve to stay here When you gave us drugs and guns, you put AIDs Take a look at chu, your actions are cold The harsh shit is you bring in the world retarded I most my actions put me in a cell Now how you mad at me when you put me in the "See my child, you need gratitude, just a sample" "I give a person anything he can't handle" "Don't tell me 'bout you had to go through" "There's reasons for my actions if I never showed you" "Kept tryin' wit chu, all you did was me" "Still gave you chances to prove you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I asked you for change, you callin' me names" "Prolly notice, I was a store clerk" "You put the gun to me, get money for work" "My child, I know you have it in you to stop" "This is not your final calling, a brief stop" "Hope you my words and understand" "So when I see you back, you be a better man" "Look at different, the next time we see each other" "There'll be no need to talk, whenever we meet other"