Look... I woke up without a beat But, I remember we was in the car deep Was at a light, and got approached by a car He out but didn't ask for no car keys A loud noise without a voice but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not I can't you where i'm at or how I got here Surrounded by all white, maybe it's cloudy by two men who knew everything about me Both of 'em so strong, kept hold on Feel like my gone...naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate, I wait As they drop me in front of a They left no trace...I can see my every Like a cold day, stood in front a man with no He said to me "please dont make any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my i'm your Father" I got one dad "is that a fact to you?" "He left you you was young, I brought him back to you" "You're real close to heaven, few get to in" "Now me what you've done to deserve to be let in" i'm far from a Christian, not big on religion But ain't done too much wrong my entire time Never killed, never to...though I been lied to Was once suicidal, never the Bible I always been a caretaker, tried to people At times it back fired...hurt people, hurt Plus I never your name in vain But you should know everything I'm asked explained "I know you stole your mother's purse" You can't count that, was way back when "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You robbed stores" Yeah, and YOU made me see jail "But I seen you lay your hands on a female" "Sold to parents, none of that was needed" "Abandoned your child, on every you cheated" "Done wrong to people that only the best for you" "Anytime you you were alone, I was next to you" it comes to baby moms...God you gave me the worst one "But that was your second child Joe...you shouldn't killed the first one" I ain't have a job...ain't have a pot to in "Look I gave you a gift, and you the wrong decision" "Held on to resentments, even in business" "I by example, I teach forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not when you live anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, lust glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you would've my covenant" Look i'm human, I ain't perfect "That I understand" "When I you out a jam, you don't even think to worship" "And when you do...you never talk what... "...You can do for me, what I can do for you" "I blessed you health, family and wealth" "But all the blessings received...you still always want help" Yeah there's been times in my life I needed help to money But why everything I love, you manage to take me Yet you there and question a nigga that tries hard And a way when you keep dealin' him fucked up cards You mistakes like me, far as I can see I think it's a whenever rich niggas win the lottery Gave us twice, God I hate to be rude But you let skinny starve, give obese niggas food The nerve of you tellin' me I dont deserve to stay When you us drugs and guns, you put AIDs here a look at chu, your actions are cold hearted The harsh shit is you bring in the world retarded I most my actions put me in a cell Now how you mad at me you put me in the Hell? "See my child, you gratitude, maybe just a sample" "I never give a person he can't handle" "Don't me 'bout everything you had to go through" "There's reasons for my actions even if I never you" "Kept tryin' wit chu, all you did was me" "Still you chances to prove that you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I you for change, you kept callin' me names" "Prolly didn't notice, I was a clerk" "You put the gun to me, get for more work" "My child, I know you have it in you to stop" "This is not your calling, just a brief stop" "Hope you heed my and understand" "So when I see you back, you should be a man" "Look at life different, the next time we see other" "There'll be no need to talk, whenever we each other"