Look... I woke up without a heart But, I remember we was just in the car Was at a light, and got approached by a car He pulled out but didn't ask for no car A loud noise without a but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not fair I can't you where i'm at or how I got here Surrounded by all white, maybe just cloudy by two men who knew everything about me Both of 'em so strong, kept sayin' on Feel my soul's gone...naked no clothes on I know this be my fate, I scream wait As they drop me in of a gate They left no trace...I can see my breath Like a cold day, stood in front a man no face He said to me "please dont make any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my i'm your Father" I got one dad "is that a fact to you?" "He left you when you was young, I him back to you" "You're close to heaven, few get to step in" "Now tell me what you've done to to be let in" Look i'm far a Christian, not big on religion But ain't done too much wrong my time livin' killed, never tried to...though I been lied to Was once suicidal, never the Bible I always a caretaker, tried to nurse people At it back fired...hurt people, hurt people Plus I never used your name in But you should know everything I'm asked explained "I know you stole from mother's purse" You can't count that, that was way back "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You robbed stores" Yeah, and YOU made me see jail "But I also seen you lay your on a female" "Sold drugs to parents, of that was needed" "Abandoned your child, on girl you cheated" "Done wrong to people that only want the for you" "Anytime you thought you alone, I was next to you" it comes to baby moms...God you gave me the worst one "But that was second child Joe...you shouldn't have killed the first one" I ain't have a job...ain't have a pot to in "Look I gave you a gift, and you made the decision" "Held on to resentments, in doin' business" "I lead by example, I forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not you live with anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, lust glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you would've my covenant" Look i'm human, I ain't perfect "That I understand" "When I take you out a jam, you don't even to worship" "And when you do...you talk about what... "...You can do for me, it's I can do for you" "I blessed you with health, and wealth" "But all the you've received...you still always want help" Yeah been times in my life I needed help to make money But why I love, you manage to take from me Yet you stand there and question a nigga that hard And finds a way you keep dealin' him fucked up cards You make like me, far as I can see I it's a mockery whenever rich niggas win the lottery Gave us Bush twice, God I hate to be But you let skinny niggas starve, obese niggas food The nerve of you tellin' me I dont deserve to stay When you gave us and guns, you put AIDs here Take a look at chu, your actions are hearted The shit is you bring babies in the world retarded I most my actions put me in a cell Now how you mad at me you put me in the Hell? "See my child, you gratitude, maybe just a sample" "I never give a person he can't handle" "Don't tell me 'bout you had to go through" "There's for my actions even if I never showed you" "Kept wit chu, all you did was hurt me" "Still you chances to prove that you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I asked you for change, you kept me names" "Prolly notice, I was a store clerk" "You put the gun to me, get for more work" "My child, I know you it in you to indeed stop" "This is not final calling, just a brief stop" "Hope you my words and understand" "So when I see you back, you should be a man" "Look at life different, the next we see each other" "There'll be no need to talk, whenever we each other"