Look... I woke up without a beat But, I we was just in the car deep Was at a light, and got by a car thief He pulled out but ask for no car keys A noise without a voice but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not fair I tell you where i'm at or how I got here by all white, maybe it's just cloudy Escorted by two men who everything about me of 'em so strong, kept sayin' hold on Feel like my gone...naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate, I scream As drop me in front of a gate left no trace...I can see my every breath Like a cold day, stood in a man with no face He said to me "please make this any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my child i'm Father" I only got one dad "is that a to you?" "He left you when you was young, I brought him to you" "You're close to heaven, few get to step in" "Now tell me what done to deserve to be let in" Look i'm far from a Christian, not big on But ain't done too much wrong my time livin' killed, never tried to...though I been lied to Was once suicidal, read the Bible I been a caretaker, tried to nurse people At times it fired...hurt people, hurt people Plus I never your name in vain But you should know everything I'm bein' asked "I know you from your mother's purse" You can't count that, was way back when "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You robbed stores" Yeah, and YOU made me see jail "But I also you lay your hands on a female" "Sold drugs to parents, none of was needed" "Abandoned your child, on every you cheated" "Done to people that only want the best for you" "Anytime you you were alone, I was next to you" When it to baby moms...God you gave me the worst one "But that was your second child Joe...you shouldn't have the first one" I have a job...ain't have a pot to piss in "Look I gave you a gift, and you made the decision" "Held on to resentments, in doin' business" "I by example, I teach forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not when you with anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, lust glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you would've my covenant" Look i'm only human, I ain't "That I understand" "When I take you out a jam, you don't even to worship" "And you do...you never talk about what... "...You can do for me, it's I can do for you" "I you with health, family and wealth" "But all the blessings you've received...you still always help" Yeah there's been times in my life I help to make money But why everything I love, you to take from me Yet you stand there and question a that tries hard And finds a way when you dealin' him fucked up cards You make like me, far as I can see I think it's a mockery rich niggas win the lottery us Bush twice, God I hate to be rude But you let skinny niggas starve, give obese niggas The nerve of you me I dont deserve to stay here When you gave us drugs and guns, you put AIDs Take a look at chu, your actions are hearted The harsh shit is you bring babies in the retarded I most my actions put me in a cell Now how you mad at me when you put me in the "See my child, you gratitude, maybe just a sample" "I never give a person anything he handle" "Don't tell me 'bout you had to go through" "There's reasons for my actions even if I showed you" "Kept wit chu, all you did was hurt me" "Still gave you chances to that you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I asked you for change, you callin' me names" "Prolly notice, I was a store clerk" "You put the gun to me, get for more work" "My child, I know you have it in you to stop" "This is not your final calling, a brief stop" "Hope you my words and understand" "So I see you back, you should be a better man" "Look at life different, the next we see each other" "There'll be no need to talk, whenever we each other"