Look... I woke up without a beat But, I remember we was just in the car Was at a light, and got by a car thief He out but didn't ask for no car keys A loud without a voice but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not fair I can't tell you where i'm at or how I got Surrounded by all white, maybe it's cloudy Escorted by two men who knew about me Both of 'em so strong, kept sayin' on Feel my soul's gone...naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate, I wait As they drop me in of a gate They no trace...I can see my every breath Like a cold day, stood in a man with no face He to me "please dont make this any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my i'm your Father" I got one dad "is that a fact to you?" "He left you you was young, I brought him back to you" "You're real close to heaven, few get to in" "Now me what you've done to deserve to be let in" i'm far from a Christian, not big on religion But ain't done too much wrong my entire time Never killed, tried to...though I been lied to Was suicidal, never read the Bible I always been a caretaker, to nurse people At it back fired...hurt people, hurt people Plus I never used your in vain But you should know everything I'm asked explained "I know you stole your mother's purse" You count that, that was way back when "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You robbed peoples' stores" Yeah, and YOU me see jail "But I also seen you lay hands on a female" "Sold drugs to parents, of that was needed" "Abandoned your child, on girl you cheated" "Done wrong to that only want the best for you" "Anytime you you were alone, I was next to you" When it to baby moms...God you gave me the worst one "But that was your child Joe...you shouldn't have killed the first one" I ain't a job...ain't have a pot to piss in "Look I gave you a gift, and you the wrong decision" "Held on to resentments, in doin' business" "I lead by example, I forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not you live with anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, lust glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you would've my covenant" Look i'm only human, I ain't "That I understand" "When I take you out a jam, you even think to worship" "And when you do...you never talk what... "...You can do for me, what I can do for you" "I blessed you health, family and wealth" "But all the blessings you've received...you still always help" there's been times in my life I needed help to make money But why everything I love, you manage to from me Yet you there and question a nigga that tries hard And a way when you keep dealin' him fucked up cards You make like me, far as I can see I think it's a mockery whenever rich niggas win the us Bush twice, God I hate to be rude But you let skinny niggas starve, give niggas food The nerve of you tellin' me I dont deserve to stay When you gave us and guns, you put AIDs here Take a look at chu, actions are cold hearted The harsh shit is you bring babies in the world I know most my put me in a cell Now how you mad at me when you put me in the "See my child, you need gratitude, maybe a sample" "I give a person anything he can't handle" "Don't tell me everything you had to go through" "There's reasons for my actions even if I showed you" "Kept wit chu, all you did was hurt me" "Still you chances to prove that you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I asked you for change, you kept me names" "Prolly didn't notice, I was a clerk" "You put the gun to me, get money for work" "My child, I know you it in you to indeed stop" "This is not your final calling, just a stop" "Hope you my words and understand" "So when I see you back, you be a better man" "Look at life different, the time we see each other" "There'll be no to talk, whenever we meet each other"