Look... I woke up without a beat But, I remember we was just in the car Was at a light, and got by a car thief He pulled out but didn't ask for no car A noise without a voice but i'm tryna scream out...shit is not fair I can't tell you where i'm at or how I got Surrounded by all white, maybe it's cloudy by two men who knew everything about me Both of 'em so strong, kept hold on like my soul's gone...naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate, I wait As they drop me in of a gate They no trace...I can see my every breath a cold day, stood in front a man with no face He said to me "please dont this any harder" Who the fuck is you? "my i'm your Father" I only got one dad "is that a to you?" "He left you when you was young, I him back to you" "You're real to heaven, few get to step in" "Now tell me what you've to deserve to be let in" Look i'm far from a Christian, not big on But ain't done too much wrong my time livin' Never killed, tried to...though I been lied to Was once suicidal, never the Bible I always a caretaker, tried to nurse people At times it fired...hurt people, hurt people Plus I never your name in vain But you should know everything I'm asked explained "I know you stole from mother's purse" You can't count that, that was way when "It's a sin" ...but I was ten "You peoples' stores" Yeah, and YOU made me see jail "But I also seen you lay your on a female" "Sold to parents, none of that was needed" "Abandoned your child, on girl you cheated" "Done wrong to people only want the best for you" "Anytime you you were alone, I was next to you" When it comes to baby moms...God you gave me the one "But that was your second child Joe...you shouldn't have the first one" I have a job...ain't have a pot to piss in "Look I you a gift, and you made the wrong decision" "Held on to resentments, in doin' business" "I lead by example, I forgiveness" "Your entry...cannot be guaranteed" "Not you live with anger, envy, greed" "Pride, sloth, lust glutony" "Everything you shouldn't if you joined my covenant" Look i'm human, I ain't perfect "That I understand" "When I take you out a jam, you don't even to worship" "And when you do...you never talk what... "...You can do for me, it's I can do for you" "I you with health, family and wealth" "But all the blessings you've received...you always want help" Yeah there's been times in my life I needed to make money But why everything I love, you to take from me Yet you stand and question a nigga that tries hard And finds a way when you keep dealin' him fucked up You mistakes like me, far as I can see I think it's a mockery whenever rich win the lottery Gave us twice, God I hate to be rude But you let skinny niggas starve, obese niggas food The nerve of you tellin' me I deserve to stay here you gave us drugs and guns, you put AIDs here Take a look at chu, your actions are cold The harsh is you bring babies in the world retarded I know most my put me in a cell Now how you mad at me when you put me in the "See my child, you gratitude, maybe just a sample" "I give a person anything he can't handle" "Don't tell me 'bout you had to go through" "There's reasons for my actions even if I showed you" "Kept tryin' wit chu, all you did was me" "Still gave you chances to that you was worthy" "And so I sat wit chu on a train" "I asked you for change, you kept me names" "Prolly didn't notice, I was a clerk" "You put the gun to me, get money for work" "My child, I know you it in you to indeed stop" "This is not your final calling, just a stop" "Hope you heed my and understand" "So when I see you back, you should be a man" "Look at life different, the next time we see other" "There'll be no need to talk, whenever we each other"