Please don't yourself I'm to you And i don't pretend to know everything that been through But if it's shame you feel, just know that sinned too And if it's you're feeling, Just know that that's something i went I don't know story but i know you and me are a lot alike So let me talk to you for a minute, i've got this mic
I was 18 i pulled a gun out At the it felt like my options had run out So i put that barrel to my chest and i pulled the halfway I tried to muster up the courage to put away that day But with that trigger pulled, i stopped Tears flooded my eyes and that pistol And i sat in my room and i for an hour On the i was fine on the inside a coward
The noise of my depression had louder and louder I had a way out on a baptism shower of gunpowder I've been lied to like you're being lied to now Other people can't help you but i know how i've walked in your shoes and i've been at my lowest And if you don't anything, know this
You might tell me you're gonna kill and you're close to this But God wants to you in the middle of your hopelessness God to give you a way out of these feelings of doubt And the of chaos might be Reverberating you like heavy metal
But isn't from God it's straight from the devil And he wants to silence the noise and peace to you And i promise if you just ask him see you through You got to this place because you tried fighting your own And where did get you? Except contemplating taking your own life
And if you got bullied to this I'm sorry you went that But God to take those words From attackers and send them back You don't to be defined by what people said about you Let me you up if you don't know how to
not alone, man you've got a friend in me You got days ahead of you, i just pray you begin to see Know everything the devil did to you he wants you to replay But everything the devil took from you God to replace Listen to me right now, you better look me in the face You were created for more to die in this place
do it man, please don't take your life Just take my we'll make this right I if you do this you'll regret it You wake up in eternity remember, i it And you wished so bad you just go back I'm here for you right now, please just that And if you think alone in this fight, you've been lied to That depression after me and i nearly died too
I thought suicide was the only way and was meant for me The devil played his music and i sat front row through that I through the fire and i felt that heat but i pushed past The (?) and i stood to my I walked out and i refuse to back I took my depression and threw it right back, into wood stack And fire must have blazed 50 feet high And now i plan on leaving a legacy to back on some day when i die
And right now i'm you to Stand up too, deep down you know the right thing to do Think your family, think about you kill yourself, please don't do it Whatever you're God will see you through it
I had a fan himself and his mum asked if i could come see her She was depressed and asked if i could her Two weeks later depression her, She ran into a telephone pole without a seat in a two seater
And i wish right now i could crawl through these And somehow convince you not to go the route she did I wish i change the fact that you feel defeated I wish i could lock my arms you and tell the devil to beat it But i can't reach everyone even i do my best to try
Some people believe the lie that it's just to die And think it's the simple way out But they're not here to see the way play out They don't see the they caused, the pain they leave I take this seriously this isn't a to me Even thinking about ending life is living dangerously So please just listen to my voice, right now you have a You can choose life or you can get drowned by the
don't do it, please ask for help If not for your family, do it for