Please kill yourself I'm to you And i don't pretend to know everything that been through But if it's shame you feel, just that i've sinned too And if it's pain feeling, Just know that that's i went through I know your story but i know you and me are a lot alike So let me to you for a minute, while i've got this mic
I was 18 i pulled a gun out At the time it felt like my had run out So i put that barrel to my chest and i pulled the halfway I tried to up the courage to put myself away that day But halfway with that trigger pulled, i Tears flooded my eyes and that pistol And i sat in my room and i sobbed for an On the i was fine on the inside a coward
The noise of my depression had gotten and louder I had planned a way out on a baptism shower of I've lied to just like you're being lied to now Other people can't you but i might know how Because i've walked in your and i've been at my lowest And if you know anything, know this
You might me you're gonna kill yourself and you're close to this But God to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness God wants to give you a way out of feelings of doubt And the sounds of might be Reverberating around you like metal
But isn't from God it's straight from the devil And he wants to silence the and bring peace to you And i promise if you just ask him see you through You got to this place because you tried fighting your own And did that get you? Except contemplating about taking own life
And if you got bullied to this I'm sorry you went that But God wants to take words From your attackers and them back You don't have to be defined by what said about you Let me pick you up if you don't how to
You're not alone, man you've got a in me You got better days ahead of you, i pray you begin to see that everything the devil did to you he wants you to replay But everything the took from you God wants to replace Listen to me right now, you better look me right in the You were created for than to die in this place
Don't do it man, please take your life take my hand we'll make this right I promise if you do this regret it You up in eternity remember, i said it And you wished so bad you just go back I'm here for you right now, just know that And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've been to That depression came after me and i nearly too
I thought suicide was the only way and death was for me The played his music and i sat front row through that symphony I through the fire and i felt that heat but i pushed past The (?) and i stood to my I walked out and i refuse to back I took my depression and threw it right back, that wood stack And fire must have blazed 50 feet high And now i plan on leaving a legacy to look back on some day i die
And right now i'm you to Stand up too, down inside you know It's the right to do Think your family, think about you Don't kill yourself, don't do it Whatever you're God will see you through it
I had a fan kill himself and his mum if i could come see her She was depressed and if i could meet her Two later depression beat her, She ran into a telephone pole a seat belt in a two seater
And i wish right now i crawl through these speakers And somehow convince you not to go the route she did I wish i could change the fact that you defeated I wish i could lock my arms you and tell the devil to beat it But i can't everyone even though i do my best to try
Some people believe the lie that it's just to die And they think it's the way out But not here to see the way things play out They don't see the hurt caused, the pain they leave I take this seriously isn't a game to me thinking about ending your life is living dangerously So please listen to my voice, right now you have a choice You can life or you can get drowned by the noise
don't do it, please ask for help If not for your family, do it for