Please kill yourself I'm to you And i don't pretend to know everything that you've been But if it's shame you feel, just know i've sinned too And if it's you're feeling, Just know that's something i went through I know your story but i know you and me are a lot alike So let me to you for a minute, while i've got this mic
I was 18 when i a gun out At the time it felt like my had run out So i put that barrel to my chest and i pulled the halfway I tried to up the courage to put myself away that day But halfway with that trigger pulled, i flooded my eyes and that pistol dropped And i sat in my and i sobbed for an hour On the outside i was fine on the a coward
The noise of my had gotten louder and louder I had a way out on a baptism shower of gunpowder I've been lied to just you're being lied to now Other people can't you but i might know how Because i've in your shoes and i've been at my lowest And if you don't anything, know this
You might me you're gonna kill yourself and you're close to this But God wants to meet you in the middle of your God wants to you a way out of these feelings of doubt And the of chaos might be Reverberating you like heavy metal
But confusion isn't God it's straight from the devil And he wants to silence the noise and bring to you And i promise if you just ask him see you through You got to this because you tried fighting your own fight And where did get you? contemplating about taking your own life
And if you got bullied to point I'm sorry you went that But God to take those words From your attackers and send them You don't have to be by what people said about you Let me pick you up if you don't how to
You're not alone, man got a friend in me You got better ahead of you, i just pray you begin to see Know that everything the devil did to you he you to replay But everything the devil took from you God to replace Listen to me right now, you better me right in the face You were created for than to die in this place
Don't do it man, please don't take life Just take my hand we'll this right I promise if you do this regret it You wake up in remember, i said it And you so bad you could just go back I'm here for you now, please just know that And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've lied to That depression came after me and i nearly too
I suicide was the only way and death was meant for me The devil played his music and i sat row through that symphony I through the fire and i felt that heat but i pushed past The (?) and i stood to my I walked out and i to look back I took my and threw it right back, into that wood stack And that fire must have blazed 50 feet And now i plan on leaving a to look back on some day when i die
And now i'm telling you to Stand up too, deep down you know It's the right to do about your family, think about you Don't kill yourself, please do it Whatever you're facing God will see you it
I had a fan kill and his mum asked if i could come see her She was and asked if i could meet her Two weeks later beat her, She ran into a telephone pole a seat belt in a two seater
And i right now i could crawl through these speakers And somehow convince you not to go the same she did I i could change the fact that you feel defeated I wish i could my arms around you and tell the devil to beat it But i can't reach even though i do my best to try
Some people believe the lie that it's best to die And they think the simple way out But not here to see the way things play out They don't see the hurt they caused, the pain leave I take this seriously this isn't a to me Even thinking about your life is living dangerously So please listen to my voice, right now you have a choice You can choose life or you can get by the noise
Please do it, please ask for help If not for family, do it for yourself