Please don't yourself I'm to you And i don't to know everything that you've been through But if shame you feel, just know that i've sinned too And if pain you're feeling, Just know that's something i went through I don't know your story but i know you and me are a lot So let me to you for a minute, while i've got this mic
I was 18 i pulled a gun out At the it felt like my options had run out So i put that to my chest and i pulled the trigger halfway I tried to muster up the to put myself away that day But halfway with trigger pulled, i stopped flooded my eyes and that pistol dropped And i sat in my room and i sobbed for an On the outside i was fine on the a coward
The noise of my depression had louder and louder I had planned a way out on a shower of gunpowder I've been lied to just you're being lied to now Other people can't help you but i know how Because i've walked in your shoes and been at my lowest And if you don't know anything, know
You might tell me you're gonna kill yourself and close to this But God wants to meet you in the middle of hopelessness God wants to give you a way out of these of doubt And the sounds of chaos be around you like heavy metal
But confusion isn't from God it's straight from the And he wants to silence the noise and bring to you And i promise if you just ask him he'll see you You got to place because you tried fighting your own fight And did that get you? Except about taking your own life
And if you got bullied to point I'm you went through that But God wants to those words From your and send them back You don't have to be defined by what said about you Let me pick you up if you know how to
You're not alone, man you've got a in me You got better days of you, i just pray you begin to see that everything the devil did to you he wants you to replay But everything the devil took from you God wants to to me right now, you better look me right in the face You were created for more than to die in place
Don't do it man, please don't take life Just take my hand we'll this right I promise if you do this you'll it You up in eternity remember, i said it And you wished so bad you just go back I'm here for you right now, just know that And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've been to That depression after me and i nearly died too
I thought was the only way and death was meant for me The devil played his music and i sat front row through symphony I walked through the fire and i felt heat but i pushed past The (?) and i stood to my I walked out and i refuse to back I took my depression and threw it right back, into that wood And that fire must blazed 50 feet high And now i plan on leaving a to look back on some day when i die
And right now i'm you to up too, deep down inside you know It's the thing to do about your family, think about you Don't yourself, please don't do it Whatever you're facing God will see you it
I had a fan kill and his mum asked if i could come see her She was depressed and asked if i could her Two later depression beat her, She ran into a telephone pole without a belt in a two seater
And i right now i could crawl through these speakers And somehow convince you not to go the same she did I wish i could change the fact you feel defeated I wish i could lock my arms you and tell the devil to beat it But i can't reach everyone even though i do my to try
Some people believe the lie that it's just to die And they think it's the way out But they're not here to see the way play out They see the hurt they caused, the pain they leave I take this seriously isn't a game to me Even thinking ending your life is living dangerously So please just listen to my voice, right now you have a You can choose life or you can get by the noise
Please do it, please ask for help If not for your family, do it for