Perfect Soul

My biggest fear could make my world fall
tear me down and swallow me whole
Because it's real, it's true
I'm just waiting for you, soon

And I know deep inside I deserve it,
I'm not worth your pure energy when
I created your pain, now I wait here afraid
'til you realize the same

How many times can something break?

If you go I'll do whatever it takes
to hold you here, but for your own sake
it isn't fear, I know
My hands are too dirty for your perfect soul

So I made a big mistake
to learn from it now is too late
I'm no good with words, I can't give you the universe
only my shattered world

And now I sit here once again
with words that seem to make no sense
but I still hope that you understand

If you go I'll do whatever it takes
to hold you here, but for your own sake
it isn't fear, I know
My hands are too dirty for your perfect soul