Young Felicia was only four when she learned how to a bike Now she fourteen every Tom, Dick, and Mike I her "that ain't nice, why you livin' so trife" She told me please "MYOB, homie, you know me {"It's so pain in my life"} Her sister the same Felecia she the one who hipped her to the game She fucked Jermaine because Jermaine had a chain Now when she pee on the potty she feel a minor And she noticed her changing; and not for the better She see bumps and all of things The doctor suggested she a HIV test, she said "Yes" Now its when she waitin to rest, she so stressed {"So much in my life"} And so say the bum on the corner When I ask him why he bummin' for Was it him, or was it government order; Said he I offered him water, but he said he want somethin' He said {"There's my life"} Said he needs something to numb it Somethin' to burn a hole in his First I said "naw", but after talking to It was clear that his wife was his life and had murder the woman {"So much pain in my life"} bum used rum to keep his feelings numb; Felicia was out killin' them Her a fatherless daughter, him a father She a nymphomaniac, he got his toughts in the Would it help for to walk with a bible They say, "nah" the find Religion as awkward as I do I could holla a dollar but what more could I do Not much, they got fucked, it's we call survival
[Chorus: Songz] {"So pain in my life"} You feel this pain been havin' Wouldn't lead to much Cuz down here, not changed in the game Cause wanna thug, mayne {"So much in my life"} If you knew the I sustained Just lettin' my gun bang If you would pump your breaks young You'd in the other lane
{"So much pain in my life"} I how it feel I been in jail with of my niggaz keepin' it real No dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell" Now they cuz I'm hangin' out with Cocoa Chanel Even though I got pain in my I keep it discreet I got a deal, I still in the street Y'all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the throw the book at you and tell you to read it and weep {"So much pain in my life"} to let me not about Lendon The preacher been on him for a minute Told if he told his sould would be if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it {"It's pain in my life"} Y'all niggaz use for a gimmick But pain got pushed to the limit Got em' layin on the one night, his throat sliced With a suicide note and a knife, he write {"It's so much pain in my life"} That no longer wantin' to live it Breathin' is no important, forget it he didn't write is that he was molested since he was five And would rather die before he was forced to it He said {"It's pain in my life"} pain niggaz feel everyday My middle finger high to the critics I didn't get it, so what? I should just stay away And let my man, Songz and them hit it
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