Young Felicia was only when she learned how to ride a bike Now she ridin' every Tom, Dick, and Mike I tell her "that ain't nice, why you so trife" She told me "MYOB, homie, you don't know me {"It's so much in my life"} Her sister the same claims she the one who hipped her to the game She fucked Jermaine Jermaine had a shiny chain Now when she pee on the potty she a minor pain And she noticed her changing; and not for the better She see bumps and all of things The doctor she take a HIV test, she said "Yes" Now its peace when she to rest, she so stressed {"So much in my life"} And so say the bum on the corner I ask him why he bummin' for quarters Was it him, or was it order; Said he thirsty I offered him water, but he said he want stronger He said {"There's pain my life"} Said he something to numb it Somethin' to burn a hole in his First I said "naw", but after to him; It was clear that his wife was his life and dope had the woman {"So much pain in my life"} That bum used rum to his numb; Felicia was out there killin' them Her a fatherless daughter, him a daughterless She a nymphomaniac, he got his toughts in the Would it for them to walk with a bible They both say, "nah" the find Religion as as I do I could holla give a dollar but more could I do Not much, they got fucked, it's what we survival
[Chorus: Songz] {"So pain in my life"} You feel pain I've been havin' Wouldn't to much change Cuz down here, not changed in the game everbody wanna thug, mayne {"So much in my life"} If you knew the pain I Just from lettin' my gun If you would pump your young mayne You'd jump in the lane
{"So much pain in my life"} I know how it I been in jail with none of my niggaz keepin' it No dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell" Now they jealous cuz I'm hangin' out with Cocoa though I got pain in my life I keep it discreet I got a deal, I sleep in the street Y'all hustle to get the keys to a til the judge the book at you fuckers and tell you to read it and weep {"So much pain in my life"} to let me not forget about The preacher feelin' on him for a minute Told if he told his would be demented if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it {"It's pain in my life"} Y'all niggaz use for a gimmick But Lendon got pushed to the limit Got em' on the sofa one night, his throat sliced a suicide note and a knife, what he write {"It's so much pain in my life"} he's no longer wantin' to live it Breathin' is no important, forget it What he didn't write is that he was molested he was five And would rather die before he was to admit it He said {"It's in my life"} this pain niggaz feel everyday My middle finger wave high to the I didn't get it, so what? I should just stay away And let my man, Trey and them hit it
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