P for the pushing me closer to the edge A for all the deep inside I never said I is my inevitable in the end and N for trusting anyone again (Thats pain) 1] Ive the pain, have you felt it Puts you so behind, you so selfish Helpless, woe is me my world is to pieces May you put it together only time as your defense Ive seen stressed days, nothing misery How it love the company so them demons tryna get me Test my peace of put the dagger in the heart bleed, the vengeance that was rushing from the start My part in this, Sufferings not my forte At the bottom of you what can you do or say Its stormy weather all year round, my a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength just mixing motivation, to go on besides now When everything Ive known has turned me Im high now To cope, blow smoke, let my mind Its I seek, but its the pain in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep cuts trust How could you me in the back when it was for you my balls I bust? My blood emotions, Im hopeless The rain keeps quite frankly like an ocean To me away from the hurt, so bad That my eyes still when these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, heart open Knowing better but the worse is so Its hard to be happy when you cant thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they play me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all a heart? The silliest of questions The better, how we use it, where we get Life is just for bettering position on this Amongst us from where the pain has Brung to us, sung to us on a song for mind to digest No pain will ever conquer, cause success is in chest