P for the people pushing me to the edge A for all the deep inside I never said I is my inevitable in the end and N for never anyone again (Thats pain) 1] Ive the pain, have you felt it Puts you so behind, makes you so Helpless, woe is me my world is fallen to May you put it together only time as your defense Ive stressed days, thinking nothing misery How it love the so them demons tryna get with me Test my peace of mind; put the dagger in the Make bleed, the vengeance that was rushing the start My in this, why? Sufferings not my forte At the of you heart what can you do or say Its stormy all year round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my just aint mixing Missing motivation, to go on now When Ive known has turned against me Im high now To cope, blow smoke, let my mind Its I seek, but its the pain in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep need trust How could you me in the back when it was for you my balls I bust? My stained emotions, Im hopeless The rain keeps pouring quite frankly like an To take me away the hurt, so bad my eyes still fill when these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, heart busted Knowing better but the is so easy Its hard to be happy you cant stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they gonna me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all have a heart? The silliest of The better, how we use it, where we get Life is just for bettering your on this Amongst us from where the has been Brung to us, sung to us on a song for mind to digest No pain will ever conquer, cause success is in chest