P for the people pushing me to the edge A for all the deep inside I never said I is my meltdown in the end and N for never anyone again (Thats pain) 1] Ive the pain, have you felt it Puts you so behind, makes you so Helpless, woe is me my world is to pieces May you put it together only time as your defense Ive seen stressed days, thinking nothing How it love the company so them tryna get with me my peace of mind; put the dagger in the heart Make bleed, the vengeance that was rushing from the My in this, why? Sufferings not my forte At the bottom of you what can you do or say Its stormy weather all round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength just aint Missing motivation, to go on now When everything Ive known has turned me Im high now To cope, smoke, let my mind ease Its happiness I seek, but its the in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep cuts need How could you stab me in the back when it was for you my balls I My stained emotions, Im hopeless The rain keeps quite frankly like an ocean To take me from the hurt, so bad That my eyes fill when these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, heart busted Knowing better but the worse is so Its hard to be happy when you stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they play me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all a heart? The silliest of questions The better, how we use it, where we get Life is just for bettering your position on Amongst us where the pain has been Brung to us, sung to us on a song for mind to digest No pain ever conquer, cause success is in your chest