P for the pushing me closer to the edge A for all the anger deep I never said I is my meltdown in the end and N for never trusting again (Thats pain) 1] Ive the pain, have you felt it Puts you so behind, makes you so Helpless, woe is me my world is to pieces May you put it back only time as your defense Ive stressed days, thinking nothing misery How it love the company so them tryna get with me Test my peace of mind; put the dagger in the Make bleed, the vengeance was rushing from the start My in this, why? Sufferings not my forte At the of you heart what can you do or say Its stormy all year round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength aint mixing motivation, to go on besides now When everything Ive known has turned me Im high now To cope, blow smoke, let my mind Its I seek, but its the pain in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep cuts need How could you stab me in the when it was for you my balls I bust? My blood stained emotions, Im The rain keeps quite frankly like an ocean To me away from the hurt, so bad my eyes still fill when these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im choking, heart busted open Knowing better but the is so easy Its hard to be happy when you stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they play me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all a heart? The silliest of questions The better, how we use it, we get suggestions Life is just for your position on this Amongst us where the pain has been Brung to us, sung to us on a song for your to digest No pain will ever conquer, cause success is in your