P for the people pushing me to the edge A for all the anger deep inside I said I is my meltdown in the end and N for never trusting again (Thats pain) 1] Ive weathered the pain, you felt it Puts you so behind, makes you so Helpless, woe is me my is fallen to pieces May you put it back together only time as defense Ive seen stressed days, thinking nothing How it love the company so demons tryna get with me Test my peace of put the dagger in the heart Make bleed, the vengeance that was rushing the start My in this, why? Sufferings not my forte At the bottom of you what can you do or say Its stormy all year round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength just mixing motivation, to go on besides now When everything Ive known has turned against me Im now To cope, blow smoke, let my ease Its happiness I seek, but its the pain in I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep need trust How could you me in the back when it was for you my balls I bust? My blood stained emotions, Im The rain keeps pouring quite like an ocean To me away from the hurt, so bad That my eyes still fill these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, busted open better but the worse is so easy Its hard to be when you cant stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How gonna play me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all a heart? The silliest of questions The better, how we use it, we get suggestions Life is for bettering your position on this us from where the pain has been Brung to us, to us on a song for your mind to digest No pain will ever conquer, cause success is in chest