P for the people pushing me to the edge A for all the anger inside I never said I is my inevitable in the end and N for never anyone again (Thats pain) 1] Ive the pain, have you felt it Puts you so behind, makes you so Helpless, woe is me my world is to pieces May you put it back together only as your defense Ive seen days, thinking nothing misery How it the company so them demons tryna get with me my peace of mind; put the dagger in the heart Make bleed, the vengeance that was from the start My part in this, why? Sufferings not my At the bottom of you what can you do or say Its stormy all year round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my just aint mixing Missing motivation, to go on now When everything Ive has turned against me Im high now To cope, blow smoke, let my mind Its happiness I seek, but its the in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep cuts need How could you stab me in the when it was for you my balls I bust? My blood emotions, Im hopeless The rain pouring quite frankly like an ocean To take me away the hurt, so bad That my eyes still fill when thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, busted open Knowing better but the worse is so Its to be happy when you cant stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they play me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all have a heart? The silliest of The better, how we use it, where we get Life is for bettering your position on this Amongst us from the pain has been Brung to us, to us on a song for your mind to digest No pain will conquer, cause success is in your chest