P for the pushing me closer to the edge A for all the anger inside I never said I is my inevitable in the end and N for trusting anyone again (Thats pain) 1] Ive weathered the pain, have you it Puts you so behind, you so selfish Helpless, woe is me my world is fallen to May you put it back together only time as your Ive seen stressed days, nothing misery How it love the so them demons tryna get with me Test my of mind; put the dagger in the heart Make bleed, the vengeance that was rushing the start My part in this, Sufferings not my forte At the bottom of you what can you do or say Its stormy weather all year round, my a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength aint mixing Missing motivation, to go on now When Ive known has turned against me Im high now To cope, blow smoke, let my mind Its I seek, but its the pain in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep cuts trust How could you me in the back when it was for you my balls I bust? My blood stained emotions, Im The keeps pouring quite frankly like an ocean To me away from the hurt, so bad That my eyes still fill when these I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, busted open better but the worse is so easy Its to be happy when you cant stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they gonna play me, put a scar up on my Cant we all have a heart? The silliest of The better, how we use it, we get suggestions Life is just for your position on this us from where the pain has been Brung to us, sung to us on a song for your mind to No pain ever conquer, cause success is in your chest