P for the people pushing me to the edge A for all the anger deep inside I said I is my meltdown in the end and N for never trusting again (Thats pain) 1] Ive weathered the pain, you felt it you so behind, makes you so selfish Helpless, woe is me my world is fallen to May you put it together only time as your defense Ive stressed days, thinking nothing misery How it love the so them demons tryna get with me Test my of mind; put the dagger in the heart Make bleed, the vengeance was rushing from the start My in this, why? Sufferings not my forte At the of you heart what can you do or say Its stormy all year round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength aint mixing Missing motivation, to go on now When everything Ive known has against me Im high now To cope, smoke, let my mind ease Its happiness I seek, but its the in which I breed (Thats deep) 2] Deep cuts trust How could you stab me in the when it was for you my balls I bust? My stained emotions, Im hopeless The rain keeps pouring quite like an ocean To me away from the hurt, so bad That my eyes still when these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im Literally choking, busted open better but the worse is so easy Its hard to be when you cant stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I How they gonna me, put a scar up on my name we all have a heart? The silliest of questions The better, how we use it, we get suggestions Life is just for bettering your on this Amongst us where the pain has been Brung to us, sung to us on a song for mind to digest No pain will ever conquer, cause is in your chest