Over the Bridge

I'm not proud of what I am, I'm proud of what I can be
do you respect yourself thriving off those you call lucky

I should've went home when I could
I let you get close, never thought you would
I swear I'll understand this, what's out of reach
constantly forgetting what you made up all along

I'm not proud of what I am, I'm proud of what I can be
do you respect yourself thriving off those you call lucky
designed to drain us and keep us in line
your routine is evidence of your failures in life

Just another lost boy in your head
so go on and make your bed
there's no one you wouldn't lie to, you'd love to
drown in the next drink he buys you I promise
he's not listening
though you claim that your honest intentions are making this right
of course he agrees so you'll swallow the lies

Don't ever tell me I got stuck on this
just because I didn't smile doesn't mean I'm upset
I'm over the bridge, just not eager to feel it

You think you're entitled to
your brand new mistakes and your latest excuse
you're invincible for now
I'm counting on the day that you're all burnt out
you're ugly when you're proud
but I know there'll be a day where you tell someone you hate me