I finally found a I lacked before I believe I didn't catch you under the act before I mean I voiced my complaints. That ignored A few things you felt you was too attractive for Cuz everythin out your mouth that you aint wanna hurt Lead a we lived..but you aint wanna work So I'd sit you and say its gettin outta hand While you shoot down every idea, worried about a brand When ya baby dad said all that shit that was How you was married, requestin dick from Lyfe Though it all Shady, maybe I was crazy I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my me, but pretendin' yourself I catch it, too busy defendin' myself Or was I wrong not a life without you Or takin' everythin' that you said to value When you up and left dude, I was so glad of questioned how you easily became a nomad If I do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast And it burns with every line jotted in note pad Cuz at first you my twin Fast forward, you gave me identical But then you lost it, honestly that merked my Cuz tho we weren't tryna have one, we got off the control And we was right at it, fuckin like addicts While you was what was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but that was just we beefin' I dragged you off the bed I to this day I re-enacted in my head So I held you up, wasn't what I to do I aint attack you, Bitch I was you! But you was wifey, though I understand it was not a you imagine my surprise when the cops came Handcuffed me..you charges But I made bail its just You smash my laptop on the wall And then think I wasn't gonna react, that Man you cant call my mom like can I at your spot, whaddup I'm her son and you just locked me up But wait..this is it really gets deep Judge she gets control of the house for a week Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't near me The fuck I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm on her couch, not discussin shit Starign at the fattest ass not it I guess despite that she showed me It felt good to be around a that really knows me I missed all the arguing and Percocet and relaxers in a napkin Cant that it happened I lost my daughter when we fought I'm I killed Aspen! And that's when I thought that we'd be awhile But we decided to Im so from love and what not How could you not us to take another shot But durin' all this time we dont together Stupid me thought that you would go get your together You know..get a job or if your career you've persued the shit for a year from right here And it appears, with all the yellin' and the screamin' We both at the table, but my is leaning But rather than end it, we to mend it Fuck bein a couple, work on friendship But then it got weird, I was from that You took it to a place where there was no back Off my last break up, I was able to stomach 2 weeks removed and you fuckin a running back is in shambles, disguised as a damsel Lies are a bouncin' offa different guys scrambled how it was handled But when you got a dime, why not decide to gamble you'd be in L.A doing business I'm thinkin great, I cant fault her Said that you would be with the whole time But you probably didn't think that I call her She said she ain't seen you since you And for days she been up your phone like a stalker And all I could do is laugh at As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Ward for? Said we was it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle starts together and its brutal Won't skype, g-mail chat, wont The time I'm noticing you acting unusual And I figure out who the fuck your being true to Said the Wifi was down in the But you aint say that you was at his house! Lookin like a Or maybe I misunderstood when you said yall 2 was a movie Lookin at the pile I stepped in again And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant Not again! I been through the world so I it up Its about the lie more about the cover up's So you busted, but adding to the friction Cuz you deny it all but you do it conviction So you to me real disparaging, so what attitude Coming off If I wanted a trophy wife, you could be But all it looks is that you rentin out pussy Less about you, nah you the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about son That's what got me up being an Lil cant control how his mommy act As for me, I'm flush you out my system So I by filmin all my sexual encounters not there while I'm screwin And I only keep cuz thats what your doing I'm tryna see, hows it done, it possible Enough 2 put a nigga in the hospital at one ex, talkin about another But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt But she takin lil shots, Im ridiculed Cuz all she complained about, I and did with you Said she it wouldn't last when I lived with you She's not ya type, she aint got the hips for you So you try and take somethin for pain, it work You still all the novocaine dont work so we good, I dont let it get me down Not a pussy that good, not a titty round For to work, yall trust is a must And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be with a So I that bitch and tho the shit's been over Some situations dont end Closure