I finally found a passion I lacked I cant believe I didn't catch you the act before I mean I my complaints. That went ignored A few things you that you was too attractive for Cuz everythin out your mouth said that you aint hurt Lead a we lived..but you aint wanna work So I'd sit you down and say its gettin outta While you down every idea, busy worried about a brand When ya baby dad all that shit that was trife How you was married, dick pics from Lyfe it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy I my gut feelin, nah not my baby me, but pretendin' yourself I couldn't catch it, too busy myself Or was I not seein' a life without you Or takin' everythin' you said to face value When you packed up and left dude, I was so Should of questioned how you became a nomad If I do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast And it burns with line jotted in this note pad Cuz at first you my twin forward, you gave me identical twins But then you lost it, honestly merked my soul Cuz tho we tryna have one, we got off the birth control And we was right back at it, like addicts you was disruptin' what was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but was just Yaris Yeah we I dragged you off the bed I to this day I re-enacted in my head So I held you up, what I aimed to do I attack you, Bitch I was restrainin' you! But you was wifey, I understand it was not a game you imagine my surprise when the cops came Handcuffed me..you pressed But I made its just heartless You cant smash my on the wall And then think I wasn't react, scratch that Man you cant call my mom like can I crash at your spot, I'm her son and you just locked me up But wait..this is where it gets deep Judge said she gets control of the for a week Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't near me The fuck I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm sleepin on her couch, not discussin Starign at the ass not fuckin it I guess everythin that she showed me It good to be around a broad that really knows me I missed all the and yappin' and muscle relaxers in a napkin Cant believe that it I lost my unborn daughter we fought I'm I killed Aspen! And that's when I thought we'd be dead awhile But we to reconcile Im so hungover from and what not How could you not expect us to another shot But durin' all this time we live together Stupid me thought that you would go get your shit You know..get a job or if acting's career you've persued the shit for a year from right here And it appears, along with all the and the screamin' We both at the table, but my is leaning But rather than end it, we to mend it Fuck a couple, lets work on friendship But then it got weird, I was stunned that You took it to a place where was no coming back Off my last break up, I was able to stomach 2 weeks and you fuckin with a running back Life is in shambles, disguised as a Lies are a bouncin' offa different guys lookin Despised how it was But when you got a dime, why not decide to gamble you'd be in L.A doing business I'm thinkin that's great, I fault her Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole But you probably think that I would call her She she ain't seen you since you landed And for days she been blowin up your phone a stalker And all I could do is at myself As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick Ward Said we was it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The starts comin together and its brutal skype, g-mail chat, wont oovoo The whole I'm noticing you acting unusual And I cant out who the fuck your being true to Said the Wifi was in the tele But you aint say that you was at his house! like a groupie Or maybe I misunderstood you said yall 2 was makin a movie at the shit pile I stepped in again And to top it off hoe ass is pregnant again? Not again! I been through the so I suck it up Its about the lie more about the cover up's So you busted, but your adding to the Cuz you deny it all but you do it with So you talkin to me real disparaging, so attitude off arrogant If I a trophy wife, then you could be But all it looks like is you rentin out pussy Less about you, nah you the one You grown, you got choices, I'm about your son That's what got me up an insomniac Lil nigga cant control how his act As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my So I counter by filmin all my encounters not there while I'm screwin And I only keep cuz thats what your doing I'm see, hows it done, hows it possible 2 put a weak nigga in the hospital Starin at one ex, talkin another But this one would if it meant I wouldnt suffer But she takin lil shots, Im ridiculed Cuz all she complained about, I and did with you Said she knew it last when I lived with you She's not ya type, she aint got the hips for you So you try and take somethin for pain, it dont You still feelin all the novocaine dont Nope so we good, I let it get me down Not a pussy that good, not a titty round For to work, yall trust is a must And I learned, let a Mutt be with a Mutt So I dead that bitch and tho the been over Some dont end without Closure