I finally found a passion I lacked I cant believe I didn't you under the act before I mean I voiced my complaints. That ignored A few things you felt that you was too for Cuz out your mouth said that you aint wanna hurt Lead a we lived..but you aint wanna work So I'd sit you down and say its gettin outta While you down every idea, busy worried about a brand When ya baby dad said all that shit that was How you was married, requestin dick pics Lyfe Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my me, but pretendin' yourself I couldn't catch it, too busy defendin' Or was I wrong not seein' a without you Or everythin' that you said to face value you packed up and left dude, I was so glad Should of how you easily became a nomad If I could do it all again, it of happened so fast And it burns with line jotted in this note pad Cuz at first you my twin Fast forward, you gave me identical But then you lost it, honestly that my soul Cuz tho we tryna have one, we got off the birth control And we was right at it, fuckin like addicts While you was disruptin' was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but that was Yaris we beefin' I dragged you off the bed I to this day I re-enacted in my head So I held you up, wasn't what I to do I aint attack you, I was restrainin' you! But you was wifey, though I understand it was not a Could you imagine my when the cops came Handcuffed me..you charges But I made its just heartless You cant smash my on the wall And think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that Man you cant call my mom can I crash at your spot, whaddup When I'm her son and you just me up But wait..this is it really gets deep said she gets control of the house for a week Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't come me The fuck I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm on her couch, not discussin shit Starign at the ass not fuckin it I guess despite everythin she showed me It felt good to be around a that really knows me I all the arguing and yappin' Percocet and muscle in a napkin believe that it happened I lost my daughter when we fought I'm I killed Aspen! And when I thought that we'd be dead awhile But we decided to Im so hungover love and what not How could you not us to take another shot But all this time we dont live together Stupid me thought that you go get your shit together You know..get a job or if acting's career you've persued the shit for a year from right here And it appears, along all the yellin' and the screamin' We both at the table, but my side is But rather than end it, we to mend it Fuck bein a couple, work on friendship But then it got weird, I was stunned from You took it to a place where was no coming back Off my last break up, I was able to that 2 weeks removed and you with a running back Life is in shambles, as a damsel are a handful bouncin' offa guys lookin scrambled Despised how it was But when you aint got a dime, why not to gamble you'd be in L.A doing business I'm that's great, I cant fault her Said that you be with Jennifer the whole time But you probably didn't think that I call her She said she ain't you since you landed And for days she been up your phone like a stalker And all I could do is at myself As I thought, why is suckin up Derrick Ward for? we was makin it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle comin together and its brutal Won't skype, g-mail chat, oovoo The whole time I'm noticing you acting And I figure out who the fuck your being true to Said the was down in the tele But you aint say that you was at his house! like a groupie Or I misunderstood when you said yall 2 was makin a movie Lookin at the shit I stepped in again And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant Not again! I through the world so I suck it up Its about the lie more about the cover up's So you busted, but adding to the friction Cuz you deny it all but you do it with So you talkin to me disparaging, so what attitude off arrogant If I wanted a trophy wife, you could be But all it looks is that you rentin out pussy about you, nah you aint the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about son That's what got me up being an Lil nigga control how his mommy act As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my So I counter by filmin all my encounters not there while I'm screwin And I only keep cuz thats what your doing I'm see, hows it done, hows it possible 2 put a weak nigga in the hospital Starin at one ex, talkin another But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt But she lil shots, Im getting ridiculed Cuz all she about, I went and did with you Said she it wouldn't last when I lived with you not ya type, she aint got the right hips for you So you try and take somethin for pain, it dont You still all the novocaine dont work Nope so we good, I let it get me down Not a pussy that good, not a titty round For anything to work, yall trust is a And I learned, let a Mutt be with a Mutt So I dead that and tho the shit's been over Some situations dont end without