I found a passion I lacked before I cant believe I didn't you under the act before I mean I voiced my complaints. That ignored A few things you felt you was too attractive for Cuz everythin out mouth said that you aint wanna hurt a lifestyle we lived..but you aint wanna work So I'd sit you down and say its gettin hand While you shoot every idea, busy worried about a brand When ya baby dad said all shit that was trife How you was married, requestin dick from Lyfe Though it all seems Shady, I was crazy I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my Accusin' me, but pretendin' I couldn't catch it, too busy myself Or was I wrong not seein' a life you Or everythin' that you said to face value When you packed up and dude, I was so glad Should of questioned how you became a nomad If I could do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so And it burns with every line in this note pad Cuz at first you my twin Fast forward, you me identical twins But then you lost it, honestly that merked my Cuz tho we weren't tryna one, we got off the birth control And we was back at it, fuckin like addicts you was disruptin' what was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but was just Yaris we beefin' I dragged you off the bed I swear to this day I in my head So I held you up, what I aimed to do I attack you, Bitch I was restrainin' you! But you was wifey, though I it was not a game Could you imagine my surprise when the came me..you pressed charges But I made its just heartless You cant my laptop on the wall And then think I wasn't gonna react, that Man you cant call my mom like can I crash at your spot, When I'm her son and you locked me up But wait..this is where it really deep Judge said she control of the house for a week Filed a order so she couldn't come near me The fuck I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm on her couch, not discussin shit at the fattest ass not fuckin it I despite everythin that she showed me It felt good to be around a that really knows me I all the arguing and yappin' and muscle relaxers in a napkin Cant believe it happened I lost my unborn daughter when we I'm thinkin I Aspen! And that's when I thought that we'd be dead But we decided to Im so hungover from and what not How could you not expect us to another shot But durin' all this time we live together Stupid me thought you would go get your shit together You know..get a job or if acting's career Seems you've persued the shit for a year from here And it appears, along with all the yellin' and the We at the table, but my side is leaning But than end it, we tried to mend it Fuck bein a couple, lets on friendship But it got weird, I was stunned from that You took it to a place where was no coming back Off my last break up, I was able to stomach 2 weeks and you fuckin with a running back Life is in shambles, as a damsel Lies are a bouncin' offa different guys lookin Despised how it was But when you aint got a dime, why not decide to Said you'd be in L.A business I'm thinkin that's great, I fault her Said that you would be Jennifer the whole time But you probably didn't think that I would her She said she ain't seen you you landed And for she been blowin up your phone like a stalker And all I could do is laugh at As I thought, why is suckin up Derrick Ward for? Said we was it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle starts together and its brutal Won't skype, chat, wont oovoo The time I'm noticing you acting unusual And I cant figure out who the your being true to Said the was down in the tele But you say that you was at hotel his house! Lookin like a Or maybe I misunderstood when you said yall 2 was a movie Lookin at the pile I stepped in again And to top it off your hoe ass is again? Not again! I been through the world so I it up Its less about the lie more about the cover So you busted, but adding to the friction Cuz you deny it all but you do it conviction So you talkin to me disparaging, so what attitude Coming off If I wanted a trophy wife, then you be But all it looks is that you rentin out pussy Less about you, nah you the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried your son what got me up being an insomniac Lil nigga cant control how his act As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my So I counter by filmin all my encounters Mentally not there while I'm And I keep going cuz thats what your doing I'm tryna see, hows it done, hows it Enough 2 put a weak nigga in the Starin at one ex, about another But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt But she lil shots, Im getting ridiculed Cuz all she about, I went and did with you Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived you She's not ya type, she aint got the hips for you So you try and take somethin for pain, it work You still feelin all the novocaine work Nope so we good, I dont let it get me Not a pussy good, not a titty that round For anything to work, trust is a must And I learned, gotta let a be with a Mutt So I dead that bitch and tho the been over Some situations dont end Closure