I finally a passion I lacked before I cant believe I didn't catch you the act before I mean I voiced my complaints. That went A few you felt that you was too attractive for Cuz everythin out your mouth said that you wanna hurt Lead a lifestyle we lived..but you aint work So I'd sit you down and say its outta hand While you shoot down every idea, busy about a brand When ya dad said all that shit that was trife How you was married, requestin dick from Lyfe it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy I my gut feelin, nah not my baby me, but pretendin' yourself I couldn't catch it, too busy myself Or was I wrong not a life without you Or takin' everythin' that you to face value When you packed up and left dude, I was so Should of questioned how you became a nomad If I could do it all again, it wouldn't of so fast And it burns with every line in this note pad Cuz at first you resembled my Fast forward, you me identical twins But then you lost it, honestly merked my soul Cuz tho we weren't tryna have one, we got off the birth And we was right back at it, fuckin like While you was disruptin' was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, me but that was just Yaris Yeah we beefin' I you off the bed I swear to day I re-enacted in my head So I held you up, what I aimed to do I aint attack you, I was restrainin' you! But you was wifey, I understand it was not a game Could you my surprise when the cops came Handcuffed me..you pressed But I made bail its heartless You cant smash my on the wall And then think I gonna react, scratch that Man you cant call my mom like can I crash at your spot, When I'm her son and you locked me up But wait..this is it really gets deep Judge said she gets control of the for a week Filed a order so she couldn't come near me The fuck I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm sleepin on her couch, not discussin Starign at the ass not fuckin it I guess despite everythin that she me It felt good to be around a broad that really me I all the arguing and yappin' Percocet and relaxers in a napkin Cant that it happened I my unborn daughter when we fought I'm thinkin I Aspen! And that's I thought that we'd be dead awhile But we decided to Im so hungover from and what not How you not expect us to take another shot But durin' all this time we live together Stupid me thought that you would go get your shit You know..get a job or if your career Seems you've the shit for a year from right here And it appears, with all the yellin' and the screamin' We both at the table, but my side is But rather end it, we tried to mend it Fuck bein a couple, lets work on But it got weird, I was stunned from that You took it to a place where was no coming back Off my last up, I was able to stomach that 2 weeks removed and you fuckin a running back Life is in shambles, as a damsel are a handful bouncin' different guys lookin scrambled how it was handled But when you aint got a dime, why not decide to Said be in L.A doing business I'm thinkin great, I cant fault her Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole But you didn't think that I would call her She said she ain't seen you since you And for days she been blowin up your like a stalker And all I do is laugh at myself As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick for? Said we was it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle starts comin and its brutal skype, g-mail chat, wont oovoo The time I'm noticing you acting unusual And I figure out who the fuck your being true to Said the Wifi was in the tele But you aint say that you was at his house! like a groupie Or maybe I misunderstood you said yall 2 was makin a movie Lookin at the shit pile I stepped in And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant Not again! I been through the world so I it up Its about the lie more about the cover up's So you busted, but your to the friction Cuz you it all but you do it with conviction So you talkin to me real disparaging, so attitude Coming off If I a trophy wife, then you could be But all it like is that you rentin out pussy Less about you, nah you the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried your son That's what got me up being an Lil cant control how his mommy act As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my So I counter by filmin all my sexual Mentally not while I'm screwin And I only keep going cuz what your doing I'm see, hows it done, hows it possible Enough 2 put a nigga in the hospital Starin at one ex, about another But one would kill if it meant I wouldnt suffer But she takin lil shots, Im getting Cuz all she about, I went and did with you Said she knew it last when I lived with you She's not ya type, she aint got the hips for you So you try and somethin for pain, it dont work You still all the novocaine dont work Nope so we good, I let it get me down Not a pussy that good, not a titty that For to work, yall trust is a must And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be with a So I dead that bitch and tho the shit's over Some situations dont end Closure