I finally found a passion I before I cant believe I catch you under the act before I mean I voiced my complaints. That went A few things you that you was too attractive for Cuz everythin out your mouth said that you aint wanna Lead a lifestyle we lived..but you aint wanna So I'd sit you and say its gettin outta hand While you shoot down every idea, busy worried a brand When ya baby dad all that shit that was trife How you was married, requestin dick pics Lyfe Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my me, but pretendin' yourself I catch it, too busy defendin' myself Or was I not seein' a life without you Or takin' that you said to face value you packed up and left dude, I was so glad Should of how you easily became a nomad If I could do it all again, it of happened so fast And it burns with every line jotted in note pad Cuz at first you my twin Fast forward, you gave me identical But then you lost it, that merked my soul Cuz tho we weren't tryna one, we got off the birth control And we was right at it, fuckin like addicts While you was disruptin' was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but was just Yaris Yeah we beefin' I you off the bed I to this day I re-enacted in my head So I held you up, what I aimed to do I attack you, Bitch I was restrainin' you! But you was wifey, though I it was not a game you imagine my surprise when the cops came Handcuffed me..you pressed But I made its just heartless You cant smash my on the wall And think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that Man you cant call my mom like can I at your spot, whaddup I'm her son and you just locked me up But wait..this is it really gets deep said she gets control of the house for a week Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't come me The fuck else I do but go right to Tahiry I'm on her couch, not discussin shit at the fattest ass not fuckin it I despite everythin that she showed me It felt good to be a broad that really knows me I missed all the and yappin' Percocet and muscle relaxers in a believe that it happened I lost my daughter when we fought I'm I killed Aspen! And that's when I thought we'd be dead awhile But we decided to Im so hungover from love and not How could you not us to take another shot But durin' all this we dont live together Stupid me thought you would go get your shit together You know..get a job or if your career you've persued the shit for a year from right here And it appears, along with all the and the screamin' We at the table, but my side is leaning But rather than end it, we to mend it Fuck bein a couple, lets work on But then it got weird, I was stunned that You took it to a place where there was no coming Off my last break up, I was to stomach that 2 weeks removed and you fuckin with a back Life is in shambles, as a damsel are a handful bouncin' offa different lookin scrambled Despised how it was But when you aint got a dime, why not decide to you'd be in L.A doing business I'm thinkin that's great, I fault her Said that you would be Jennifer the whole time But you probably didn't think I would call her She she ain't seen you since you landed And for days she been blowin up your like a stalker And all I could do is laugh at As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick for? we was makin it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle comin together and its brutal Won't skype, g-mail chat, wont The time I'm noticing you acting unusual And I figure out who the fuck your being true to the Wifi was down in the tele But you aint say that you was at his house! like a groupie Or I misunderstood when you said yall 2 was makin a movie Lookin at the shit I stepped in again And to top it off your hoe ass is again? Not again! I through the world so I suck it up Its less about the lie about the cover up's So you busted, but adding to the friction Cuz you deny it all but you do it with So you talkin to me disparaging, so what attitude Coming off If I wanted a trophy wife, you could be But all it looks like is that you out pussy Less about you, nah you the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried your son That's what got me up being an Lil nigga cant control how his act As for me, I'm tryna you out my system So I counter by filmin all my encounters Mentally not there while I'm And I only keep going cuz thats your doing I'm tryna see, hows it done, hows it Enough 2 put a weak in the hospital Starin at one ex, talkin another But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt But she lil shots, Im getting ridiculed Cuz all she complained about, I went and did you Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived you She's not ya type, she got the right hips for you So you try and somethin for pain, it dont work You still feelin all the dont work Nope so we good, I let it get me down Not a that good, not a titty that round For anything to work, yall trust is a And I learned, gotta let a be with a Mutt So I dead that bitch and tho the shit's over Some situations dont end Closure