I finally a passion I lacked before I cant believe I didn't catch you under the act I mean I voiced my complaints. That ignored A few things you that you was too attractive for Cuz everythin out your said that you aint wanna hurt Lead a we lived..but you aint wanna work So I'd sit you and say its gettin outta hand While you shoot every idea, busy worried about a brand ya baby dad said all that shit that was trife How you was married, requestin dick pics from it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my Accusin' me, but yourself I catch it, too busy defendin' myself Or was I wrong not a life without you Or takin' that you said to face value you packed up and left dude, I was so glad Should of questioned how you easily became a If I do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast And it burns with every line in this note pad Cuz at first you resembled my Fast forward, you gave me twins But you lost it, honestly that merked my soul Cuz tho we tryna have one, we got off the birth control And we was right at it, fuckin like addicts While you was what was seemin like a marriage You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but that was Yaris Yeah we I dragged you off the bed I swear to this day I re-enacted in my So I held you up, what I aimed to do I aint attack you, Bitch I was you! But you was wifey, though I it was not a game Could you imagine my surprise when the came Handcuffed me..you pressed But I made bail its heartless You smash my laptop on the wall And then I wasn't gonna react, scratch that Man you call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whaddup When I'm her son and you just me up But wait..this is where it really deep Judge said she control of the house for a week a restrainin order so she couldn't come near me The else I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm on her couch, not discussin shit Starign at the fattest ass not it I guess everythin that she showed me It felt good to be a broad that really knows me I all the arguing and yappin' Percocet and muscle in a napkin Cant that it happened I my unborn daughter when we fought I'm thinkin I Aspen! And that's when I thought that we'd be dead But we decided to Im so hungover love and what not How could you not us to take another shot But durin' all this time we dont together Stupid me thought that you go get your shit together You know..get a job or if your career Seems you've persued the shit for a year from right And it appears, along with all the yellin' and the We both at the table, but my side is But than end it, we tried to mend it bein a couple, lets work on friendship But then it got weird, I was stunned that You took it to a place there was no coming back Off my last up, I was able to stomach that 2 weeks removed and you fuckin with a back is in shambles, disguised as a damsel Lies are a bouncin' different guys lookin scrambled how it was handled But when you aint got a dime, why not to gamble Said be in L.A doing business I'm that's great, I cant fault her Said that you would be Jennifer the whole time But you probably didn't that I would call her She said she ain't you since you landed And for days she been blowin up your phone like a And all I could do is laugh at As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick Ward Said we was it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle starts comin together and its Won't skype, g-mail chat, oovoo The whole time I'm you acting unusual And I cant figure out who the fuck being true to the Wifi was down in the tele But you say that you was at hotel his house! like a groupie Or maybe I misunderstood when you said 2 was makin a movie Lookin at the shit pile I in again And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant Not again! I been through the world so I it up Its less about the lie more about the cover So you busted, but adding to the friction Cuz you it all but you do it with conviction So you to me real disparaging, so what attitude Coming off If I wanted a wife, then you could be But all it looks like is that you out pussy about you, nah you aint the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried your son That's what got me up being an Lil nigga cant control how his act As for me, I'm flush you out my system So I counter by all my sexual encounters Mentally not there while I'm And I keep going cuz thats what your doing I'm tryna see, it done, hows it possible Enough 2 put a weak nigga in the at one ex, talkin about another But this one would kill if it meant I suffer But she takin lil shots, Im ridiculed Cuz all she complained about, I and did with you she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you She's not ya type, she got the right hips for you So you try and take somethin for pain, it dont You feelin all the novocaine dont work Nope so we good, I let it get me down Not a pussy good, not a titty that round For anything to work, trust is a must And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be a Mutt So I dead that bitch and tho the shit's been Some situations end without Closure