Mic check, mic One two, one two New Joe Budden!
Uhh somebody help my soul Please somebody help my Please somebody my soul Please help my soul to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man have a talk with the in me I'm holding onto my bit of decency I need a vacay, a of scenery But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me me I told her shit is on my and it's been eating me She got me pissing in a cup, she believe in me It's not the drugs got me out of my zone Going days without eating, in a I feel alone, mama Then she ask why it seems I never sleep at I told her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the She said my wanna have an intervention with me I to niggas daily, that was never mentioned to me She told me there's a higher power and a lower And that die if I don't find the strength to overpower I replied, "well aren't we all"? She said "yeah, but that should be on terms, not yours"
My every is scary And it makes it to breathe again I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, please me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me But they act I'm more than human I prove wrong again Don't fault me I'm human
Tryin' to the storm I that black cloud was gone It's beside me all along, not the song I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute Tired of being strong, please let me be for a minute Kinda thought that my disease to kill your man first It was easy to get my on 30 milligram Percs, worse be depression, couldn't have it this long So many secrets I told through a glass of Patron, my nigga Speaking of secrets, that's when I got the Read it and cried, believe what she was saying next She said "you're going a lot I'm hoping you ain't in the and dead not too many people know your brain's a mess" Who that she was keeping track of it all? I wrote "lol" but wasn't laughing at all I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just Couldn't lie to her, couldn't out how to say bye to her explain the "why" to her Couldn't picture her getting a call or somebody her son had died to her And shortly that my pastor called Which at I kinda thought it was weird But that convo preserved me, 'bout grace and mercy He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray" And then he went into a prayer, the phone, closed my eyes Just so happy he appeared nigga shed tear he could sense that something had the god devoured Just thankful he shed some upon my darkest hour All my thoughts are corrupt, shit is whack If calls you a duck, will you just quack? Guess a part of me gives a fuck, way in the back 'Cause when I had that burner ready to bust, I clap Joe
My every thought is And it makes it hard to breathe Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, please me But He tells me I'm human And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me But act like I'm more than human I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm only
I'm insanity's definition Trying to step over in repetition But I can't it got me Whatever love we had was dead night back, we both needed cooler heads that night Was going off no sleep, eyes red that While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read right You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing bout Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought that I had her I was laughing, it was funny Giselle's the homie, Alexa's With hip Nothing bout your shoulda been sticking at all I wouldn't her at all I'm guessing, you were insecure and never knew me Was for four months, yet you said this was a new me In your head, the answer to this jealousy Was to around and try to make me jealous, B But the that you neglect Was never mind jealousy, this was 'bout Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me You turned that into a we both would never forget We both some things we both probably regret You was to my face and them dots didn't connect, but cool picked you up to try and talk sense into you Now I'm fucking homeboy up, off the principle I he caught him self antagonizing me But he's a nigga, that's no surprising me Shit I done some of the baddest hoes I left shorty weeks ago, you can this ho I guess the where I lose Is now they got my face plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely And I understand, was this all part of a plan? I guess tell the whole truth when on the stand How you go and tell the I had guns in my house? Now got a search warrant, just to come to my house Question, were your worth taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you know gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips So you can tell them niggas you roll with whatever you But you and I know going on Nigga that whole night replays in my mind Your is fine, this is a big waste of time Let's get back to jealousy Now you got a nigga facing three All for what, cause we were no dealing You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking and feelings Check, you see me act like a jerk I know women provoke you and get mad when it works Rather and that always makes matters the worst I go on about my business and not act like it hurts, but wait So now the whole world is me get burned here is fine, there's a lesson to be learned here Which is only fuck with and the bartenders Anytime there's a in the bar centered So even though from afar now I still wish you the best, I know your tender I'm all, I just got my own scars to tend to off, truly yours, with love, God's sinner
My every thought is And it makes it to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He me I'm only human And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm than human I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm human
My thought is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He me I'm only human And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me But they act I'm more than human I prove them wrong Don't me I'm only human