Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Please help my soul
Please help my soul
Please somebody help my
somebody help my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a talk the beast in me
I'm holding onto my last bit of
I need a vacay, a change of
But said wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I told her shit is on my mind and been eating me
She got me pissing in a cup, she don't in me
It's not the drugs got me out of my zone
Going days eating, in a crowd I feel alone, mama
Then she ask why it seems I never at night
I told her when I close my eyes my just keeps the fight
She said my wanna have an intervention with me
I speak to niggas daily, was never mentioned to me
She told me there's a power and a lower power
And that I'll die if I don't find the strength to
Then I replied, "well we all"?
She said "yeah, but that be on God's terms, not yours"

My every is scary
And it makes it to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm more human
I prove them again
fault me I'm only human

Tryin' to weather the
I thought that black cloud was
It's been me all along, not the song
I wanna sit in silence, don't speak for a
Tired of being strong, please let me be weak for a
Kinda thought that my disease to kill your man first
It was to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, worse
Can't be depression, couldn't it this long
So many I only told through a glass of Patron, my nigga
of secrets, that's when I got the Kaylintext
Read it and cried, couldn't believe she was saying next
She said "you're through a lot
I'm hoping you in the grave and dead
not too many people know your brain's a mess"
Who that she was keeping track of it all?
I wrote back "lol" but wasn't at all
I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note
get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just stopped
Couldn't lie to her, couldn't out how to say bye to her
Couldn't the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a or somebody saying her son had died to her
And shortly after that my pastor
Which at I kinda thought it was weird
But that convo me, 'bout God's grace and mercy
He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And he went into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga shed another
Maybe he could sense something had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed some upon my darkest hour
All my are corrupt, this shit is whack
If everybody calls you a duck, you just quack?
Guess a part of me gives a fuck, way in the back
'Cause when I had that ready to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

My every thought is
And it makes it hard to again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove them again
Don't fault me I'm human

Guess I'm definition
to step over in sanity's repetition
But I it got me tripping
Whatever love we had was that night
Looking back, we both cooler heads that night
Was going off no sleep, red that night
While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read right
You was bout Giselle, beefing bout Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought I had sexed her
I was laughing, it was funny
Giselle's the homie, Alexa's
With hip
Nothing bout your story been sticking at all
I wouldn't her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never me
Was there for four months, yet you said was a new me
In your head, guess the answer to this
Was to turn and try to make me jealous, B
But the part you neglect
Was never jealousy, this was 'bout respect
Y'all pictures, trying to get me upset
You turned into a night we both would never forget
We both said some things we probably regret
You was lying to my and them dots didn't connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and sense into you
Now I'm homeboy up, just off the principle
I guess he caught him antagonizing me
But he's a young nigga, no surprising me
Shit I done fucked of the baddest hoes
I left shorty weeks ago, you can this ho
I guess the part where I
Is now they got my face all over the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I don't understand, was this all part of a
I guess I'll tell the whole truth when on the
How you go and tell the I had guns in my house?
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, were your feelings taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm hollow tips
So you can tell them niggas you with whatever you want
But you and I know what's on
Nigga whole night just replays in my mind
Your face is fine, is a big waste of time
Let's get back to that
Now you got a nigga three felonies
All for what, we were no longer dealing
You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a iPhone and feelings
Check, you see me act like a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad when it
Rather reserved and that always matters the worst
'Cause I go on about my and not act like it hurts, but wait
So now the whole world is me get burned here
Which is fine, there's a to be learned here
is only fuck with strippers and the bartenders
Anytime there's a in the bar centered
So even though from afar now
I still wish you the best, I know your heart's
I'm sorry all, I just got my own scars to to
Signing off, yours, with love, God's sinner

My thought is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He me I'm only human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me
But act like I'm more than human
I prove wrong again
fault me I'm only human

My thought is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm than human
I them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm human