Mic check, mic One two, one two New Joe Budden!
Uhh Please somebody my soul Please somebody help my Please help my soul Please somebody my soul to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man a talk with the beast in me I'm holding my last bit of decency I a vacay, a change of scenery But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me me I her shit is on my mind and it's been eating me She got me pissing in a cup, she believe in me It's not the that got me out of my zone days without eating, in a crowd I feel alone, mama Then she ask why it seems I never at night I told her I close my eyes my brain just keeps the fight She said my friends wanna an intervention with me I speak to niggas daily, that was mentioned to me She told me there's a higher power and a lower And that die if I don't find the strength to overpower I replied, "well aren't we all"? She said "yeah, but should be on God's terms, not yours"
My every thought is And it makes it hard to breathe Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, please me But He tells me I'm only And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm than human I prove them wrong fault me I'm only human
Tryin' to weather the I thought that black cloud was It's beside me all along, not the song I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute Tired of strong, please let me be weak for a minute Kinda thought that my tried to kill your man first It was to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, worse Can't be depression, couldn't have it this So many secrets I only told through a glass of Patron, my Speaking of secrets, when I got the Kaylintext Read it and cried, couldn't what she was saying next She said "you're going a lot I'm hoping you ain't in the grave and 'Cause not too many people know your a mess" Who knew that she was track of it all? I wrote back "lol" but wasn't at all I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote "mom" I just stopped Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her explain the "why" to her Couldn't picture her getting a or somebody saying her son had died to her And shortly after my pastor called at first I kinda thought it was weird But that convo preserved me, 'bout God's and mercy He ain't even say goodbye, he "let us pray" And then he went into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my Just so happy he nigga shed another tear Maybe he could that something had the god devoured Just thankful he shed some light upon my darkest All my thoughts are corrupt, this shit is If everybody calls you a duck, will you quack? Guess a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the 'Cause I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't clap Joe
My every is scary And it makes it to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror God to help me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm human And that be back on my feet again, please help me But act like I'm more than human I prove wrong again fault me I'm only human
Guess I'm insanity's to step over in sanity's repetition But I can't it got me Whatever we had was dead that night back, we both needed cooler heads that night Was going off no sleep, red that night you was drunk texting me, I hope I read that right You was beefing bout Giselle, bout Alexa Suddenly you was jealous, must've that I had sexed her I was laughing, it was funny Giselle's the homie, twenty hip withdrawals Nothing your story shoulda been sticking at all I wouldn't her at all I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and knew me Was for four months, yet you said this was a new me In your head, guess the to this jealousy Was to around and try to make me jealous, B But the part you neglect Was never jealousy, this was 'bout respect Y'all Instagramming pictures, to get me upset You turned that into a night we both would forget We both said some we both probably regret You was lying to my face and them dots didn't connect, but Only picked you up to try and talk into you Now I'm homeboy up, just off the principle I guess he him self antagonizing me But a young nigga, that's no surprising me Shit I done fucked some of the hoes I left shorty ago, you can have this ho I guess the where I lose Is now they got my face plastered all over the news, I'm being accused And I don't understand, was all part of a plan? I guess I'll tell the truth when on the stand How you go and tell the I had guns in my house? Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house Question, were your feelings taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm hollow tips So you can tell them niggas you roll with whatever you But you and I know going on Nigga that whole night replays in my mind Your is fine, this is a big waste of time Let's get back to that Now you got a nigga three felonies All for what, cause we no longer dealing You attack me, but I'm the villain, a fucking iPhone and feelings Check, you see me act like a jerk I know will provoke you and get mad when it works reserved and that always makes matters the worst 'Cause I go on my business and not act like it hurts, but wait So now the whole is watching me get burned here Which is fine, there's a lesson to be learned Which is only with strippers and the bartenders Anytime there's a pole in the bar So even though it's afar now I still wish you the best, I know your tender I'm all, I just got my own scars to tend to Signing off, yours, with love, God's sinner
My thought is scary And it makes it hard to breathe Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, please me But He me I'm only human And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm more than I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm human
My thought is scary And it makes it hard to breathe Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the Asking God to me see again, please help me But He me I'm only human And that be back on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm more human I prove them again Don't fault me I'm only