Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Please help my soul
Please help my soul
Please somebody help my
Please somebody my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a talk with the in me
I'm onto my last bit of decency
I need a vacay, a change of
But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm me with me
I told her is on my mind and it's been eating me
She got me in a cup, she don't believe in me
It's not the drugs that got me out of my
Going days without eating, in a I feel alone, mama
Then she ask why it seems I never at night
I her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the fight
She said my friends wanna have an with me
I speak to daily, that was never mentioned to me
She told me there's a higher power and a power
And I'll die if I don't find the strength to overpower
I replied, "well aren't we all"?
She said "yeah, but that be on God's terms, not yours"

My thought is scary
And it makes it to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me
But they act I'm more than human
I them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm only

Tryin' to the storm
I thought that black was gone
It's beside me all along, not the song
I wanna sit in silence, don't speak for a
Tired of strong, please let me be weak for a minute
Kinda thought that my tried to kill your man first
It was easy to get my on 30 milligram Percs, worse
be depression, couldn't have it this long
So many secrets I only told through a of Patron, my nigga
Speaking of secrets, that's when I got the
it and cried, couldn't believe what she was saying next
She "you're going through a lot
I'm hoping you in the grave and dead
'Cause not too many know your brain's a mess"
Who knew that she was keeping of it all?
I wrote back "lol" but laughing at all
I ain't her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a
Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just
Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't her getting a call or somebody saying her son had died to her
And shortly that my pastor called
at first I kinda thought it was weird
But that convo me, 'bout God's grace and mercy
He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And then he went a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared shed another tear
Maybe he could sense something had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed some light my darkest hour
All my are corrupt, this shit is whack
If everybody calls you a duck, will you quack?
Guess a part of me really a fuck, way in the back
'Cause when I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't
Joe

My every thought is
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, please me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me
But they act like I'm more human
I prove them wrong
fault me I'm only human

Guess I'm definition
Trying to step over in sanity's
But I can't it got me
love we had was dead that night
Looking back, we needed cooler heads that night
Was off no sleep, eyes red that night
While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read that
You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've that I had sexed her
I was laughing, it was funny
Giselle's the homie, Alexa's
With hip
Nothing your story shoulda been sticking at all
I dick her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never me
Was there for four months, yet you this was a new me
In your head, guess the to this jealousy
Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B
But the part you neglect
Was mind jealousy, this was 'bout respect
Y'all Instagramming pictures, to get me upset
You that into a night we both would never forget
We both said things we both probably regret
You was lying to my and them dots didn't connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and talk into you
Now I'm homeboy up, just off the principle
I guess he caught him self me
But he's a nigga, that's no surprising me
Shit I done some of the baddest hoes
I left shorty weeks ago, you can have ho
I guess the part where I
Is now got my face plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I don't understand, was all part of a plan?
I I'll tell the whole truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the cops I had in my house?
Now got a search warrant, just to come to my house
Question, were your worth taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips
So you can them niggas you roll with whatever you want
But you and I what's going on
that whole night just replays in my mind
Your face is fine, this is a big waste of
Let's get to that jealousy
Now you got a nigga facing felonies
All for what, we were no longer dealing
You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a iPhone and feelings
Check, you never see me act like a
I know will provoke you and get mad when it works
reserved and that always makes matters the worst
'Cause I go on about my and not act like it hurts, but wait
So now the whole world is watching me get here
is fine, there's a lesson to be learned here
Which is only fuck strippers and the bartenders
there's a pole in the bar centered
So even though it's afar now
I still you the best, I know your heart's tender
I'm sorry all, I got my own scars to tend to
Signing off, truly yours, love, God's sinner

My every thought is
And it it hard to breathe again
I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act like I'm than human
I them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm human

My every thought is
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm more than
I them wrong again
fault me I'm only human