Mic check, mic One two, one two New Joe Budden!
Uhh Please somebody my soul Please help my soul Please somebody help my Please somebody help my to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man have a with the beast in me I'm holding onto my bit of decency I need a vacay, a of scenery But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm me with me I told her shit is on my mind and it's eating me She got me pissing in a cup, she believe in me It's not the drugs got me out of my zone Going days without eating, in a I feel alone, mama Then she ask why it seems I sleep at night I told her when I close my my brain just keeps the fight She my friends wanna have an intervention with me I to niggas daily, that was never mentioned to me She me there's a higher power and a lower power And that I'll die if I don't the strength to overpower I replied, "well aren't we all"? She said "yeah, but that be on God's terms, not yours"
My thought is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror God to help me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm human And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm more than I prove them again Don't me I'm only human
to weather the storm I thought that black was gone It's been beside me all along, not the I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute of being strong, please let me be weak for a minute Kinda thought that my disease tried to your man first It was easy to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, Can't be depression, have it this long So many secrets I only told a glass of Patron, my nigga of secrets, that's when I got the Kaylintext Read it and cried, couldn't believe what she was next She said "you're going a lot I'm hoping you in the grave and dead 'Cause not too people know your brain's a mess" Who knew that she was keeping track of it I wrote back "lol" but laughing at all I ain't tell her just the other day that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just stopped Couldn't lie to her, couldn't out how to say bye to her explain the "why" to her Couldn't picture her getting a or somebody saying her son had died to her And shortly after that my pastor at first I kinda thought it was weird But convo preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray" And then he went a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes Just so happy he nigga shed another tear Maybe he sense that something had the god devoured Just thankful he shed some upon my darkest hour All my thoughts are corrupt, this is whack If calls you a duck, will you just quack? a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the back 'Cause when I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't Joe
My every is scary And it makes it hard to again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm only And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm than human I prove them again fault me I'm only human
Guess I'm insanity's Trying to step over in repetition But I can't it got me Whatever love we had was dead that Looking back, we both needed cooler that night Was going off no sleep, red that night While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read right You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing Alexa Suddenly you was jealous, thought that I had sexed her I was laughing, it was funny the homie, Alexa's twenty With hip Nothing bout your story been sticking at all I wouldn't her at all I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and knew me Was there for months, yet you said this was a new me In your head, the answer to this jealousy Was to turn and try to make me jealous, B But the that you neglect Was never jealousy, this was 'bout respect Y'all Instagramming pictures, to get me upset You turned that into a we both would never forget We both said things we both probably regret You was lying to my face and them didn't connect, but cool picked you up to try and talk sense into you Now I'm fucking homeboy up, just off the I guess he him self antagonizing me But he's a nigga, that's no surprising me Shit I done fucked some of the baddest I left shorty ago, you can have this ho I guess the where I lose Is now they got my face plastered all the news, I'm being falsely accused And I don't understand, was this all part of a I guess I'll the whole truth when on the stand How you go and tell the I had guns in my house? Now they got a search warrant, to come to my house Question, were your worth taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm talking tips So you can tell them niggas you roll whatever you want But you and I know going on Nigga that whole just replays in my mind Your face is fine, is a big waste of time Let's get to that jealousy Now you got a nigga facing felonies All for what, cause we were no longer You me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and feelings Check, you never see me act a jerk I know women will provoke you and get mad it works Rather and that always makes matters the worst 'Cause I go on about my and not act like it hurts, but wait So now the whole world is watching me get burned Which is fine, there's a lesson to be here Which is only fuck with strippers and the Anytime a pole in the bar centered So even though it's from now I still wish you the best, I know your tender I'm sorry all, I just got my own to tend to Signing off, truly yours, with love, sinner
My thought is scary And it makes it hard to breathe I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm human And that be back on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm more than I prove wrong again Don't fault me I'm only
My every thought is And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me But they act I'm more than human I prove them again fault me I'm only human