Mic check, mic One two, one two New Joe Budden!
Uhh Please help my soul Please somebody help my Please somebody help my Please somebody my soul to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man have a talk with the in me I'm onto my last bit of decency I need a vacay, a of scenery But mama said wherever go, I'm taking me with me I told her shit is on my mind and been eating me She got me in a cup, she don't believe in me It's not the drugs that got me out of my Going days eating, in a crowd I feel alone, mama Then she ask why it seems I sleep at night I told her when I close my eyes my brain keeps the fight She said my friends wanna an intervention with me I speak to niggas daily, that was never to me She told me there's a power and a lower power And that I'll die if I don't find the to overpower I replied, "well aren't we all"? She said "yeah, but that be on God's terms, not yours"
My thought is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the Asking God to help me see again, please me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me But they act like I'm than human I prove wrong again fault me I'm only human
Tryin' to weather the I that black cloud was gone It's beside me all along, not the song I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute of being strong, please let me be weak for a minute Kinda thought that my disease to kill your man first It was easy to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, Can't be depression, have it this long So many I only told through a glass of Patron, my nigga Speaking of secrets, that's when I got the it and cried, couldn't believe what she was saying next She "you're going through a lot I'm hoping you in the grave and dead 'Cause not too many people your brain's a mess" Who knew that she was keeping of it all? I wrote "lol" but wasn't laughing at all I ain't her just the other day that that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note Didn't get far, as soon as I down "mom" I just stopped Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her Couldn't the "why" to her Couldn't picture her getting a call or somebody her son had died to her And shortly after that my pastor Which at first I kinda thought it was But that preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy He even say goodbye, he said "let us pray" And then he into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes Just so happy he appeared nigga another tear Maybe he could sense something had the god devoured Just he shed some light upon my darkest hour All my are corrupt, this shit is whack If everybody you a duck, will you just quack? Guess a part of me really a fuck, way in the back 'Cause when I had that burner to bust, I didn't clap Joe
My every is scary And it makes it hard to again Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the Asking God to help me see again, please me But He tells me I'm only And that be back on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm than human I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm only
Guess I'm insanity's Trying to over in sanity's repetition But I it got me tripping Whatever love we had was dead night Looking back, we both needed cooler that night Was off no sleep, eyes red that night While you was drunk texting me, I I read that right You was bout Giselle, beefing bout Alexa Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought that I had her I was laughing, thought it was Giselle's the homie, twenty hip withdrawals Nothing bout your story shoulda sticking at all I dick her at all I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never me Was there for months, yet you said this was a new me In your head, the answer to this jealousy Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B But the that you neglect Was mind jealousy, this was 'bout respect Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me You turned that into a night we both never forget We both said some we both probably regret You was lying to my face and dots didn't connect, but cool Only picked you up to try and talk into you Now I'm fucking homeboy up, off the principle I guess he caught him self me But he's a young nigga, that's no me Shit I done fucked some of the baddest I left shorty weeks ago, you can this ho I guess the part I lose Is now got my face plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely accused And I understand, was this all part of a plan? I guess I'll tell the truth when on the stand How you go and tell the I had guns in my house? Now they got a search warrant, to come to my house Question, were your feelings taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you Jersey gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips So you can them niggas you roll with whatever you want But you and I what's going on Nigga whole night just replays in my mind Your face is fine, this is a big of time Let's get back to jealousy Now you got a nigga three felonies All for what, cause we no longer dealing You me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and feelings Check, you see me act like a jerk I know will provoke you and get mad when it works reserved and that always makes matters the worst 'Cause I go on my business and not act like it hurts, but wait So now the world is watching me get burned here Which is fine, there's a lesson to be learned Which is only with strippers and the bartenders Anytime a pole in the bar centered So even though it's from now I still wish you the best, I know your tender I'm sorry all, I just got my own to tend to Signing off, yours, with love, God's sinner
My every thought is And it makes it to breathe again Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my again, please help me But they act like I'm than human I them wrong again Don't me I'm only human
My every thought is And it makes it hard to again I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm human And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me But act like I'm more than human I prove wrong again Don't fault me I'm human