Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Uhh
somebody help my soul
Please somebody help my
Please somebody help my
Please somebody my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man a talk with the beast in me
I'm onto my last bit of decency
I need a vacay, a of scenery
But mama wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I told her shit is on my mind and it's eating me
She got me pissing in a cup, she don't in me
not the drugs that got me out of my zone
Going days without eating, in a crowd I feel alone,
Then she ask why it I never sleep at night
I told her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the
She said my friends wanna have an intervention me
I to niggas daily, that was never mentioned to me
She told me there's a higher power and a power
And that I'll die if I find the strength to overpower
I replied, "well aren't we all"?
She said "yeah, but that be on God's terms, not yours"

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, please me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me
But they act like I'm than human
I them wrong again
Don't me I'm only human

Tryin' to weather the
I thought that cloud was gone
It's beside me all along, not the song
I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute
Tired of being strong, let me be weak for a minute
Kinda thought that my disease tried to kill your man
It was easy to get my hands on 30 Percs, worse
Can't be depression, couldn't have it long
So many secrets I told through a glass of Patron, my nigga
Speaking of secrets, that's when I got the
Read it and cried, couldn't believe what she was saying
She said "you're going a lot
I'm hoping you ain't in the grave and
'Cause not too many know your brain's a mess"
Who knew she was keeping track of it all?
I wrote "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a
Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I stopped
Couldn't lie to her, couldn't out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a call or saying her son had died to her
And shortly after my pastor called
at first I kinda thought it was weird
But that preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy
He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And then he went into a prayer, gripped the phone, my eyes
Just so happy he nigga shed another tear
Maybe he could that something had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed some upon my darkest hour
All my are corrupt, this shit is whack
If calls you a duck, will you just quack?
Guess a part of me really a fuck, way in the back
'Cause I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove wrong again
Don't fault me I'm only

Guess I'm definition
to step over in sanity's repetition
But I can't it got me
Whatever love we had was dead night
back, we both needed cooler heads that night
Was going off no sleep, eyes red that
you was drunk texting me, I hope I read that right
You was beefing bout Giselle, bout Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, thought that I had sexed her
I was laughing, thought it was
Giselle's the homie, Alexa's
hip withdrawals
Nothing bout your story shoulda been at all
I wouldn't her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never me
Was for four months, yet you said this was a new me
In your head, guess the answer to jealousy
Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B
But the that you neglect
Was never mind jealousy, this was respect
Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me
You turned that into a night we would never forget
We both said some we both probably regret
You was lying to my face and them dots connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and talk into you
Now I'm fucking up, just off the principle
I he caught him self antagonizing me
But he's a nigga, that's no surprising me
I done fucked some of the baddest hoes
I shorty weeks ago, you can have this ho
I guess the part I lose
Is now they got my face all over the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I understand, was this all part of a plan?
I guess I'll the whole truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the I had guns in my house?
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, were your feelings worth my tomorrow's, kid?
And you Jersey gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips
So you can tell niggas you roll with whatever you want
But you and I know what's on
Nigga that whole night replays in my mind
Your face is fine, this is a big waste of
get back to that jealousy
Now you got a facing three felonies
All for what, cause we were no longer
You me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and feelings
Check, you never see me act like a
I women will provoke you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always makes the worst
'Cause I go on about my and not act like it hurts, but wait
So now the whole world is watching me get here
Which is fine, there's a to be learned here
Which is only with strippers and the bartenders
Anytime a pole in the bar centered
So though it's from afar now
I still wish you the best, I know your heart's
I'm sorry all, I just got my own to tend to
Signing off, truly yours, with love, God's

My thought is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror
God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act I'm more than human
I them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm only

My every thought is
And it makes it hard to again
I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me
But act like I'm more than human
I prove wrong again
fault me I'm only human