Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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New Joe Budden!

Uhh
somebody help my soul
Please help my soul
Please somebody help my
Please somebody my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a talk the beast in me
I'm onto my last bit of decency
I need a vacay, a change of
But mama said I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I told her shit is on my mind and it's eating me
She got me pissing in a cup, she believe in me
It's not the drugs that got me out of my
Going days without eating, in a I feel alone, mama
Then she ask why it seems I sleep at night
I told her when I my eyes my brain just keeps the fight
She said my friends wanna have an with me
I speak to niggas daily, was never mentioned to me
She me there's a higher power and a lower power
And that I'll die if I find the strength to overpower
Then I replied, "well we all"?
She "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"

My every is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me
But they act I'm more than human
I prove them wrong
fault me I'm only human

Tryin' to the storm
I thought that black cloud was
It's been me all along, not the song
I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute
Tired of being strong, let me be weak for a minute
Kinda thought that my disease tried to kill man first
It was easy to get my on 30 milligram Percs, worse
Can't be depression, have it this long
So many I only told through a glass of Patron, my nigga
of secrets, that's when I got the Kaylintext
Read it and cried, couldn't what she was saying next
She said "you're through a lot
I'm you ain't in the grave and dead
'Cause not too many people know your a mess"
Who knew that she was track of it all?
I back "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a
Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I stopped
Couldn't lie to her, couldn't out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a call or somebody saying her son had to her
And after that my pastor called
Which at I kinda thought it was weird
But that convo me, 'bout God's grace and mercy
He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And then he into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga another tear
Maybe he sense that something had the god devoured
Just thankful he some light upon my darkest hour
All my thoughts are corrupt, this shit is
If everybody calls you a duck, will you just
Guess a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the
'Cause when I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't
Joe

My every is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove wrong again
Don't fault me I'm human

Guess I'm insanity's
to step over in sanity's repetition
But I it got me tripping
Whatever love we had was dead night
Looking back, we both needed cooler that night
Was off no sleep, eyes red that night
While you was drunk me, I hope I read that right
You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing bout
you was jealous, must've thought that I had sexed her
I was laughing, thought it was
Giselle's the homie, twenty
With hip
Nothing bout your story shoulda been at all
I wouldn't her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never me
Was for four months, yet you said this was a new me
In head, guess the answer to this jealousy
Was to around and try to make me jealous, B
But the that you neglect
Was never mind jealousy, this was respect
Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me
You turned that into a night we both would forget
We both some things we both probably regret
You was lying to my face and them dots connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and talk sense you
Now I'm fucking homeboy up, off the principle
I guess he caught him self me
But he's a young nigga, that's no me
I done fucked some of the baddest hoes
I left shorty ago, you can have this ho
I guess the part I lose
Is now they got my face plastered all over the news, I'm falsely accused
And I understand, was this all part of a plan?
I guess I'll tell the truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the I had guns in my house?
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, were feelings worth taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm talking tips
So you can tell them niggas you roll whatever you want
But you and I know going on
Nigga that whole just replays in my mind
Your is fine, this is a big waste of time
Let's get back to that
Now you got a nigga facing felonies
All for what, cause we were no longer
You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a iPhone and feelings
Check, you see me act like a jerk
I know women provoke you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always makes matters the
'Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts, but
So now the whole world is me get burned here
is fine, there's a lesson to be learned here
Which is only fuck strippers and the bartenders
Anytime there's a pole in the bar
So though it's from afar now
I still wish you the best, I know heart's tender
I'm sorry all, I just got my own to tend to
off, truly yours, with love, God's sinner

My thought is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove them again
Don't me I'm only human

My every thought is
And it makes it hard to again
Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, please me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove them wrong
Don't fault me I'm only