Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Uhh
somebody help my soul
Please help my soul
Please help my soul
Please somebody my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man a talk with the beast in me
I'm onto my last bit of decency
I a vacay, a change of scenery
But mama wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I her shit is on my mind and it's been eating me
She got me pissing in a cup, she don't in me
It's not the drugs that got me out of my
Going days without eating, in a crowd I alone, mama
Then she ask why it I never sleep at night
I told her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the
She my friends wanna have an intervention with me
I speak to niggas daily, that was never to me
She told me a higher power and a lower power
And I'll die if I don't find the strength to overpower
I replied, "well aren't we all"?
She said "yeah, but should be on God's terms, not yours"

My every thought is
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror
God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act I'm more than human
I them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm human

to weather the storm
I thought black cloud was gone
It's been beside me all along, not the
I wanna sit in silence, don't for a minute
Tired of being strong, please let me be for a minute
Kinda thought that my disease tried to your man first
It was easy to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs,
Can't be depression, couldn't have it long
So many secrets I only told through a of Patron, my nigga
Speaking of secrets, when I got the Kaylintext
Read it and cried, couldn't believe she was saying next
She said "you're through a lot
I'm hoping you ain't in the grave and
'Cause not too many people know your a mess"
Who knew that she was track of it all?
I wrote "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was a note
Didn't get far, as as I wrote down "mom" I just stopped
Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a or somebody saying her son had died to her
And shortly after that my pastor
at first I kinda thought it was weird
But that convo preserved me, God's grace and mercy
He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And then he went into a prayer, the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga shed tear
Maybe he could sense something had the god devoured
Just he shed some light upon my darkest hour
All my are corrupt, this shit is whack
If calls you a duck, will you just quack?
a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the back
'Cause when I had burner ready to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm only
And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm than human
I prove them wrong
Don't fault me I'm only

Guess I'm definition
Trying to step in sanity's repetition
But I it got me tripping
Whatever love we had was dead night
Looking back, we both needed cooler heads that
Was off no sleep, eyes red that night
While you was texting me, I hope I read that right
You was beefing bout Giselle, bout Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've that I had sexed her
I was laughing, thought it was
Giselle's the homie, Alexa's
With hip
Nothing your story shoulda been sticking at all
I wouldn't her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were and never knew me
Was there for four months, yet you said was a new me
In head, guess the answer to this jealousy
Was to turn and try to make me jealous, B
But the part that you
Was never mind jealousy, this was 'bout
Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me
You turned that into a night we both never forget
We both said some things we both probably
You was lying to my face and dots didn't connect, but cool
picked you up to try and talk sense into you
Now I'm fucking homeboy up, off the principle
I guess he caught him self me
But he's a young nigga, no surprising me
I done fucked some of the baddest hoes
I left shorty ago, you can have this ho
I the part where I lose
Is now they got my face plastered all over the news, I'm being accused
And I don't understand, was all part of a plan?
I guess I'll the whole truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the cops I had guns in my
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, your feelings worth taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips
So you can tell them niggas you with whatever you want
But you and I know going on
Nigga that whole night replays in my mind
Your face is fine, is a big waste of time
Let's get back to jealousy
Now you got a nigga facing felonies
All for what, cause we no longer dealing
You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and
Check, you see me act like a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad it works
Rather reserved and that always makes the worst
'Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts, but
So now the whole world is me get burned here
Which is fine, there's a to be learned here
Which is only fuck strippers and the bartenders
there's a pole in the bar centered
So though it's from afar now
I still you the best, I know your heart's tender
I'm sorry all, I just got my own to tend to
off, truly yours, with love, God's sinner

My every thought is
And it makes it hard to breathe
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that be back on my feet again, please help me
But act like I'm more than human
I prove them again
Don't me I'm only human

My thought is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm only
And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove wrong again
Don't fault me I'm only