Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Please somebody help my
Please somebody my soul
Please somebody help my
Please somebody my soul
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a talk the beast in me
I'm onto my last bit of decency
I a vacay, a change of scenery
But mama wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I told her shit is on my mind and it's been me
She got me in a cup, she don't believe in me
It's not the that got me out of my zone
Going days without eating, in a crowd I alone, mama
she ask why it seems I never sleep at night
I told her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the
She my friends wanna have an intervention with me
I to niggas daily, that was never mentioned to me
She me there's a higher power and a lower power
And that I'll die if I don't find the to overpower
I replied, "well aren't we all"?
She "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"

My every thought is
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
God to help me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act like I'm than human
I prove wrong again
fault me I'm only human

Tryin' to weather the
I that black cloud was gone
It's been beside me all along, not the
I sit in silence, don't speak for a minute
Tired of being strong, let me be weak for a minute
Kinda thought that my disease tried to your man first
It was easy to get my hands on 30 Percs, worse
Can't be depression, have it this long
So many secrets I told through a glass of Patron, my nigga
Speaking of secrets, when I got the Kaylintext
Read it and cried, couldn't believe she was saying next
She said "you're through a lot
I'm hoping you in the grave and dead
not too many people know your brain's a mess"
Who knew she was keeping track of it all?
I back "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I ain't tell her just the other day that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a
get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just stopped
Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a call or somebody her son had died to her
And shortly after that my called
Which at first I thought it was weird
But that convo me, 'bout God's grace and mercy
He ain't even say goodbye, he "let us pray"
And then he went a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga shed tear
Maybe he could sense something had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed light upon my darkest hour
All my thoughts are corrupt, this shit is
If everybody calls you a duck, you just quack?
a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the back
'Cause I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He me I'm only human
And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me
But they act I'm more than human
I prove wrong again
fault me I'm only human

Guess I'm insanity's
Trying to step over in sanity's
But I can't it got me
Whatever love we had was dead night
Looking back, we both needed heads that night
Was off no sleep, eyes red that night
While you was drunk me, I hope I read that right
You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought I had sexed her
I was laughing, thought it was
Giselle's the homie, twenty
hip withdrawals
Nothing bout your story been sticking at all
I dick her at all
I'm guessing, you were insecure and never knew me
Was there for four months, yet you said was a new me
In your head, guess the answer to jealousy
Was to turn and try to make me jealous, B
But the that you neglect
Was never mind jealousy, was 'bout respect
Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me
You that into a night we both would never forget
We both said some we both probably regret
You was lying to my face and them didn't connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and sense into you
Now I'm fucking homeboy up, just off the
I he caught him self antagonizing me
But he's a young nigga, that's no me
I done fucked some of the baddest hoes
I left shorty weeks ago, you can this ho
I the part where I lose
Is now they got my plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I don't understand, was all part of a plan?
I I'll tell the whole truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the cops I had guns in my
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, were your feelings worth my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm talking tips
So you can tell them niggas you roll whatever you want
But you and I know going on
Nigga that whole night just in my mind
Your face is fine, is a big waste of time
get back to that jealousy
Now you got a nigga facing felonies
All for what, cause we were no dealing
You me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and feelings
Check, you never see me act a jerk
I know women provoke you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always makes the worst
'Cause I go on about my and not act like it hurts, but wait
So now the whole world is watching me get here
Which is fine, there's a to be learned here
Which is fuck with strippers and the bartenders
Anytime a pole in the bar centered
So even though it's from now
I still wish you the best, I know your tender
I'm sorry all, I got my own scars to tend to
Signing off, truly yours, with love, sinner

My every thought is
And it makes it to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the
God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm than human
I prove them wrong
fault me I'm only human

My every thought is
And it makes it hard to breathe
I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act I'm more than human
I them wrong again
Don't me I'm only human