Luyện nghe bài hát Only Human

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Uhh
Please somebody help my
Please somebody help my
somebody help my soul
Please somebody help my
to 'em (Talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a with the beast in me
I'm holding onto my bit of decency
I need a vacay, a change of
But mama wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I told her shit is on my mind and been eating me
She got me in a cup, she don't believe in me
It's not the that got me out of my zone
Going days without eating, in a crowd I alone, mama
Then she ask why it I never sleep at night
I told her when I my eyes my brain just keeps the fight
She said my friends wanna an intervention with me
I speak to niggas daily, was never mentioned to me
She told me a higher power and a lower power
And that die if I don't find the strength to overpower
Then I replied, "well we all"?
She "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe
Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only
And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me
But they act I'm more than human
I prove them wrong
Don't fault me I'm human

Tryin' to the storm
I thought that black was gone
It's beside me all along, not the song
I wanna sit in silence, don't speak for a
Tired of being strong, let me be weak for a minute
Kinda thought that my disease tried to kill your man
It was easy to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs,
Can't be depression, have it this long
So many secrets I only told through a of Patron, my nigga
of secrets, that's when I got the Kaylintext
Read it and cried, couldn't what she was saying next
She "you're going through a lot
I'm hoping you ain't in the grave and
'Cause not too many people your brain's a mess"
Who knew that she was track of it all?
I back "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I ain't tell her the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a
Didn't get far, as soon as I down "mom" I just stopped
Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her
explain the "why" to her
Couldn't her getting a call or somebody saying her son had died to her
And shortly after my pastor called
at first I kinda thought it was weird
But that convo preserved me, 'bout God's and mercy
He ain't even say goodbye, he "let us pray"
And then he went into a prayer, the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga shed tear
Maybe he could sense that had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed some light upon my hour
All my thoughts are corrupt, shit is whack
If everybody calls you a duck, you just quack?
Guess a part of me gives a fuck, way in the back
'Cause when I had that ready to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

My every is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me
But they act like I'm more human
I them wrong again
Don't me I'm only human

Guess I'm insanity's
Trying to step in sanity's repetition
But I it got me tripping
Whatever love we had was dead that
Looking back, we both needed heads that night
Was off no sleep, eyes red that night
While you was drunk texting me, I hope I that right
You was beefing Giselle, beefing bout Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've that I had sexed her
I was laughing, thought it was
Giselle's the homie, twenty
With hip
Nothing bout your shoulda been sticking at all
I dick her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and knew me
Was there for four months, yet you said was a new me
In your head, guess the answer to jealousy
Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B
But the that you neglect
Was never mind jealousy, was 'bout respect
Instagramming pictures, trying to get me upset
You that into a night we both would never forget
We both said some things we both regret
You was lying to my and them dots didn't connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and talk sense you
Now I'm fucking homeboy up, off the principle
I he caught him self antagonizing me
But he's a young nigga, that's no me
Shit I done fucked some of the hoes
I left shorty weeks ago, you can have ho
I guess the part I lose
Is now they got my face plastered all the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I understand, was this all part of a plan?
I guess I'll tell the whole when on the stand
How you go and the cops I had guns in my house?
Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house
Question, your feelings worth taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm hollow tips
So you can tell them niggas you roll with you want
But you and I what's going on
Nigga that whole night just in my mind
Your face is fine, is a big waste of time
Let's get back to jealousy
Now you got a nigga three felonies
All for what, cause we were no longer
You me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and feelings
Check, you never see me act a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad it works
Rather reserved and that always makes the worst
'Cause I go on about my and not act like it hurts, but wait
So now the whole is watching me get burned here
is fine, there's a lesson to be learned here
Which is only fuck with and the bartenders
Anytime there's a in the bar centered
So even though from afar now
I wish you the best, I know your heart's tender
I'm all, I just got my own scars to tend to
Signing off, truly yours, with love, God's

My thought is scary
And it it hard to breathe again
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm human
And that I'll be back on my again, please help me
But they act I'm more than human
I prove them again
Don't fault me I'm only

My every is scary
And it makes it hard to again
Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, help me
But He tells me I'm human
And I'll be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm more than
I prove wrong again
Don't fault me I'm only