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Uhh somebody help my soul Please somebody my soul Please somebody help my somebody help my soul to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man a talk with the beast in me I'm onto my last bit of decency I a vacay, a change of scenery But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm me with me I her shit is on my mind and it's been eating me She got me in a cup, she don't believe in me not the drugs that got me out of my zone Going days without eating, in a I feel alone, mama Then she ask why it seems I never at night I her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the fight She said my wanna have an intervention with me I speak to niggas daily, that was never to me She told me there's a higher power and a lower And that die if I don't find the strength to overpower I replied, "well aren't we all"? She "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"
My thought is scary And it makes it hard to breathe Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror God to help me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me But act like I'm more than human I prove wrong again Don't fault me I'm human
Tryin' to weather the I that black cloud was gone It's beside me all along, not the song I sit in silence, don't speak for a minute of being strong, please let me be weak for a minute Kinda thought that my disease tried to your man first It was easy to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, Can't be depression, have it this long So many secrets I only through a glass of Patron, my nigga of secrets, that's when I got the Kaylintext Read it and cried, couldn't what she was saying next She said "you're going a lot I'm hoping you in the grave and dead not too many people know your brain's a mess" Who knew that she was track of it all? I wrote back "lol" but laughing at all I ain't her just the other day that that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a Didn't get far, as soon as I down "mom" I just stopped Couldn't lie to her, figure out how to say bye to her Couldn't the "why" to her Couldn't picture her a call or somebody saying her son had died to her And shortly that my pastor called Which at first I thought it was weird But convo preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy He ain't say goodbye, he said "let us pray" And then he into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes Just so happy he nigga shed another tear Maybe he could sense that something had the god Just thankful he shed light upon my darkest hour All my are corrupt, this shit is whack If calls you a duck, will you just quack? Guess a of me really gives a fuck, way in the back 'Cause when I had that burner to bust, I didn't clap Joe
My every thought is And it makes it hard to breathe Like I'm while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He me I'm only human And that I'll be back on my feet again, help me But they act like I'm than human I them wrong again Don't fault me I'm only
I'm insanity's definition Trying to step over in sanity's But I it got me tripping Whatever we had was dead that night Looking back, we both needed cooler heads night Was going off no sleep, red that night While you was texting me, I hope I read that right You was beefing bout Giselle, bout Alexa Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought I had sexed her I was laughing, it was funny the homie, Alexa's twenty With hip Nothing bout story shoulda been sticking at all I dick her at all I'm guessing, maybe you were and never knew me Was for four months, yet you said this was a new me In your head, guess the to this jealousy Was to around and try to make me jealous, B But the part that you Was never mind jealousy, this was respect Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me You turned that into a night we would never forget We said some things we both probably regret You was lying to my face and them dots didn't connect, but Only picked you up to try and talk sense you Now I'm homeboy up, just off the principle I guess he caught him self me But a young nigga, that's no surprising me I done fucked some of the baddest hoes I left shorty weeks ago, you can this ho I guess the part I lose Is now they got my face plastered all the news, I'm being falsely accused And I don't understand, was this all of a plan? I guess I'll tell the whole when on the stand How you go and tell the cops I had in my house? Now they got a search warrant, just to to my house Question, were your worth taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you Jersey gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips So you can tell them you roll with whatever you want But you and I know going on Nigga that whole night replays in my mind Your is fine, this is a big waste of time Let's get back to jealousy Now you got a nigga facing three All for what, cause we were no longer You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking and feelings Check, you see me act like a jerk I know women will provoke you and get mad it works Rather reserved and that always makes matters the 'Cause I go on about my business and not act it hurts, but wait So now the whole world is watching me get burned Which is fine, there's a lesson to be learned Which is only with strippers and the bartenders Anytime there's a pole in the bar So even though it's from now I still wish you the best, I know your heart's I'm sorry all, I just got my own scars to to Signing off, truly yours, with love, God's
My every is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me But act like I'm more than human I prove them wrong Don't me I'm only human
My thought is scary And it makes it to breathe again Like I'm blinded while I'm in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm more human I them wrong again Don't fault me I'm human