Mic check, mic One two, one two New Joe Budden!
Uhh Please help my soul Please somebody my soul somebody help my soul Please somebody help my to 'em (Talk to 'em)
I let the Man have a talk the beast in me I'm onto my last bit of decency I need a vacay, a change of But mama said wherever go, I'm taking me with me I told her shit is on my mind and been eating me She got me pissing in a cup, she don't in me It's not the drugs that got me out of my Going days without eating, in a crowd I feel alone, Then she ask why it seems I never at night I told her when I my eyes my brain just keeps the fight She said my friends wanna have an intervention me I speak to niggas daily, that was mentioned to me She told me a higher power and a lower power And that I'll die if I don't the strength to overpower Then I replied, "well we all"? She said "yeah, but that be on God's terms, not yours"
My every is scary And it it hard to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm human And that I'll be back on my feet again, please me But act like I'm more than human I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm only
Tryin' to weather the I thought that black cloud was been beside me all along, not the song I wanna sit in silence, don't speak for a Tired of being strong, please let me be weak for a Kinda thought that my tried to kill your man first It was to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, worse Can't be depression, couldn't have it this So many secrets I only told through a glass of Patron, my Speaking of secrets, that's I got the Kaylintext it and cried, couldn't believe what she was saying next She said "you're going a lot I'm hoping you in the grave and dead 'Cause not too people know your brain's a mess" Who knew she was keeping track of it all? I wrote back "lol" but wasn't at all I ain't tell her just the other day that gun was in my lap Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I stopped lie to her, couldn't figure out how to say bye to her explain the "why" to her Couldn't picture her getting a call or saying her son had died to her And shortly after that my pastor at first I kinda thought it was weird But convo preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy He even say goodbye, he said "let us pray" And then he went a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes Just so happy he appeared nigga shed tear Maybe he could that something had the god devoured Just thankful he some light upon my darkest hour All my thoughts are corrupt, this is whack If everybody calls you a duck, will you quack? a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the back 'Cause when I had that burner ready to bust, I clap Joe
My every is scary And it makes it to breathe again Like I'm blinded I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to me see again, please help me But He tells me I'm only And that I'll be back on my again, please help me But act like I'm more than human I prove wrong again Don't me I'm only human
I'm insanity's definition Trying to step in sanity's repetition But I it got me tripping Whatever love we had was that night Looking back, we both needed cooler heads that Was going off no sleep, red that night While you was texting me, I hope I read that right You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing Alexa Suddenly you was jealous, thought that I had sexed her I was laughing, it was funny Giselle's the homie, twenty hip withdrawals Nothing your story shoulda been sticking at all I dick her at all I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never me Was there for four months, yet you this was a new me In your head, guess the answer to jealousy Was to turn around and try to me jealous, B But the part that you Was never mind jealousy, was 'bout respect Y'all Instagramming pictures, to get me upset You turned that into a night we would never forget We both said some we both probably regret You was lying to my face and dots didn't connect, but cool Only you up to try and talk sense into you Now I'm homeboy up, just off the principle I he caught him self antagonizing me But a young nigga, that's no surprising me Shit I done fucked of the baddest hoes I left shorty weeks ago, you can have ho I guess the part I lose Is now they got my face all over the news, I'm being falsely accused And I don't understand, was all part of a plan? I guess I'll tell the truth when on the stand How you go and tell the I had guns in my house? Now they got a warrant, just to come to my house Question, were your feelings taking my tomorrow's, kid? And you know gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips So you can tell niggas you roll with whatever you want But you and I what's going on Nigga that night just replays in my mind face is fine, this is a big waste of time Let's get back to jealousy Now you got a nigga facing felonies All for what, cause we were no longer You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking and feelings Check, you see me act like a jerk I know will provoke you and get mad when it works Rather reserved and that makes matters the worst 'Cause I go on my business and not act like it hurts, but wait So now the world is watching me get burned here is fine, there's a lesson to be learned here Which is only fuck with strippers and the Anytime a pole in the bar centered So even though from afar now I still you the best, I know your heart's tender I'm sorry all, I just got my own to tend to Signing off, truly yours, with love, sinner
My every is scary And it it hard to breathe again I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He tells me I'm human And that be back on my feet again, please help me But they act like I'm more human I prove them again Don't fault me I'm human
My every thought is And it makes it hard to again I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror Asking God to help me see again, help me But He me I'm only human And that I'll be back on my again, please help me But they act I'm more than human I prove them wrong Don't fault me I'm human