[Esham One day I'ma die, mama cry Ain't no up in the sky One day fade away And set the world on fire, the sky turn grey 2x I was born to mourn,I guess why I live the life of misery Forever eternity My mama was a junkie, I was born this world a crack baby My bottle was monkey I developed a brain tumor,now I consume a half of Rose I bullets with my snub nose I grew up on the east side, 7 area I was like a pitbull terrier I developed a behavior I murdered my man and knew Jesus Christ wasn't my savior Jehovah witness,witnessed me care of my business So I him on the front porch I their bibles and burned em I checked their pockets, em inside out Dumped their bodies in the with the trout It all started as a toddler,now I'm a .45 bullet And don't cry Somehow it seems,mama calling my name in my Crackfiends, amphetimenes, what does it mean Sometimes it feels like I'm fallin,am I close to Gaspin,suffocatin for air,losin my I see of doctors and scalpels makin incisions From fatal collisions to desitions Nobody my suffering I the pain from my migrane, I swallow 23 bufferins I was addicted to caine birth Crack baby crazy, so how much is my life worth A baby boy bounces 36 I flip,kilograms I slam from the hip kinda crazy how I'm livin But I'm mad on a murder nigga I'm suicide driven I've arisen a dead state-of-mind to find I was blind,too late don't cry If I could all over I would But I can't,if I could,then my heart might been good I guess I lost all my time when I my mind It me sad to hear mama cryin So many I never to think what I put you through Much love,I thought you hated me,mama see I never I guess I walked the wrong In the aftermath,many demons screamin my You know the half I was a long time ago ressurected,once the .45 shell connected With my dome,I saw my misery crack a So put my dead in the pile And wait a till you come to the cemetary you might see my tombstone burnin 'cause it's necessary Pine box, my body with the best of em Mama I'm dead the rest of em Mama cry