[Esham One day I'ma die, mama cry no heaven up in the sky One day I'ma fade And set the on fire, watch the sky turn grey 2x I was born to mourn,I guess that's why I live the life of Forever eternity My mama was a junkie, I was born into world a crack baby My was brass monkey I developed a brain tumor,now I consume a ounce of Rose I sniff bullets with my snub I grew up on the side, 7 mile area I was raised like a pitbull I developed a behavior I murdered my first man and Jesus Christ wasn't my savior Jehovah witness,witnessed me takin of my business So I him on the front porch I took their and burned em I checked their pockets, turned em out Dumped bodies in the lake with the trout It all as a toddler,now I'm a .45 bullet swallower And mama cry Somehow it seems,mama my name in my dreams Crackfiends, amphetimenes, what does it really it feels like I'm fallin,am I close to death Gaspin,suffocatin for air,losin my I see visions of doctors and scalpels makin From fatal to suicidal desitions Nobody knows my I bring the from my migrane, I swallow 23 bufferins I was addicted to caine birth baby goin crazy, so how much is my life worth A baby boy bounces 36 ounces I flip,kilograms I slam the hip It's crazy how I'm livin But I'm mad on a murder ride I'm suicide driven I've arisen a dead state-of-mind to find I was blind,too late don't cry If I could all over I would But I can't,if I could,then my might have been good I guess I lost all my time when I my mind It makes me sad to hear mama So dyin I never stopped to think I put you through Much love,I you hated me,mama see I never knew I I walked the wrong path In the aftermath,many demons screamin my You don't know the I was dead a time ago Never ressurected,once the .45 shell my dome,I saw my misery crack a smile So put my body in the pile And wait a while you come to the cemetary 'cause you might see my tombstone burnin 'cause it's Pine box, my body rots the best of em Mama I'm like the rest of em Mama cry