[Esham One day die, mama don't cry Ain't no up in the sky One day I'ma away And set the world on fire, watch the sky turn 2x I was born to mourn,I guess that's why I live the of misery through eternity My was a junkie, I was born into this world a crack baby My bottle was brass I developed a tumor,now I consume a half ounce of Rose I sniff bullets my snub nose I grew up on the east side, 7 area I was like a pitbull terrier I a criminal behavior I murdered my man and knew Jesus Christ wasn't my savior witness,witnessed me takin care of my business So I him on the front porch I took their and burned em I their pockets, turned em inside out Dumped their bodies in the lake the trout It all as a toddler,now I'm a .45 bullet swallower And mama cry Somehow it seems,mama calling my in my dreams Crackfiends, amphetimenes, what it really mean Sometimes it feels I'm fallin,am I close to death Gaspin,suffocatin for air,losin my I see visions of doctors and scalpels incisions From fatal collisions to suicidal knows my suffering I bring the from my migrane, I swallow 23 bufferins I was addicted to caine birth Crack baby goin crazy, so how much is my worth A baby boy that 36 ounces I flip,kilograms I slam the hip kinda crazy how I'm livin But I'm mad on a murder nigga I'm suicide driven I've arisen from a dead state-of-mind to find I was blind,too don't cry If I could all over I would But I can't,if I could,then my heart might have good I guess I lost all my time I lost my mind It makes me sad to hear cryin So many I never stopped to think I put you through Much love,I you hated me,mama see I never knew I guess I walked the wrong In the aftermath,many demons my name You don't the half I was dead a long ago ressurected,once the .45 shell connected With my dome,I saw my crack a smile So put my dead body in the And wait a while till you come to the you might see my tombstone burnin 'cause it's necessary Pine box, my rots with the best of em Mama I'm dead like the of em don't cry