Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
got a hold on me
Right, right, right,
I think pain is just a lack of understanding
If we could only understand it all, would we no pain?
God must feel no
Something's got a on me
joy
Does mean even our suffering pleases him?

Lost in a cloud of
Carolina nigga, fish out of water
Step-daddy had a daughter with another woman
ain't recover yet
Callin' me at 12 at
She drunk as and I'm upset
why she always using me for crutch?
Growin' up I to always see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest hits Marvin Gaye
She kill a whole bottle of some cheap
I gotta leave this house
part of me dies I see her like this
Too young to deal pain
I'd rather run the than see her kill herself
So 'Ville became my from a feelin' I hate
cursing me out
Depression's such a villainous
I used to stay out on purpose
Subconsciously I was that if I came home
early what would surface was her inner demons
And I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero
Tears flow Al Green blow
Love and
I wish that I could say the right words to her up
I wish her love was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You better pray to God you get your heart crushed"
I shake my in frustration
to my room and I can still hear the tunes of my door shut
Fuck it though, a couple more months I'll be
Off to and dorms
myself, thinkin' problems are gone
But now 1 AM and my mama dialin' my phone
I know she and soon this
high that I'm on comes crashin'
She lit, drunk shit, I'm pissed
But I'm still all ears like hounds
Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama help
Don't she got work it the
Why she do this to
Hate how she her words
Soundin' so absurd
This ain't the woman I
Why I just sit and
Why I say how I feel?
When I do, defensive for real
Well maybe things get better with time, I it heals"
Little did I know how deep her sadness go
back, I wish I woulda did more instead of running

Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of I won't be free
got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of fear I won't
No!
Something's got a on me
I let it go

Life can bring much
are many ways to deal with this pain(right)
Choose (right)