Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
got a hold on me
Right, right, right,
I think pain is just a lack of understanding
If we could understand it all, would we feel no pain?
God must feel no
Something's got a on me
joy
Does this even our suffering pleases him?

Lost in a of marijuana
Young Carolina nigga, fish out of
Step-daddy just had a daughter another woman
Mama recover yet
Callin' me at 12 at
She drunk as fuck and I'm
'Cause why she always me for crutch?
up I used to always see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest hits from Gaye
She a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay
I gotta leave this 'cause
part of me when I see her like this
Too young to deal pain
I'd rather run the than see her kill herself
So became my escape from a feelin' I hate
cursing me out
Depression's such a villainous
I used to out later on purpose
Subconsciously I was that if I came home
early then what would surface was her demons
And then I'd to end up seein' my hero on ground zero
flow while Al Green blow
Love and
I wish that I could say the words to cheer her up
I wish her son's was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You pray to God you never get your heart crushed"
I shake my in frustration
to my room and I can still hear the tunes of my door shut
Fuck it though, a couple more I'll be gone
Off to college and
Foolin' myself, thinkin' are gone
But now 1 AM and my mama dialin' my phone
I know she intoxicated and soon
high I'm on comes crashin' down
She lit, talkin' shit, I'm pissed
But I'm still all ears like Basset
to myself, "Maybe my mama need help
Don't she got work it the
Why she do this to
Hate how she her words
Soundin' so absurd
ain't the woman I know
Why I just sit and
Why I say how I feel?
I do, she's defensive for real
Well maybe get better with time, I heard it heals"
Little did I know how deep her would go
Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did instead of running

Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of fear I be free
Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of fear I won't
No!
Something's got a on me
I let it go

Life can bring much
There are many ways to deal with pain(right)
Choose (right)