Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
got a hold on me
Right, right, right,
Sometimes I think is just a lack of understanding
If we could only understand it all, would we feel no
God must no pain
got a hold on me
joy
Does this mean our suffering pleases him?

Lost in a of marijuana
Carolina nigga, fish out of water
Step-daddy just had a daughter another woman
Mama recover yet
Callin' me at 12 at
She drunk as and I'm upset
'Cause why she always me for crutch?
Growin' up I used to see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest from Marvin Gaye
She kill a whole bottle of some cheap
I gotta leave house 'cause
part of me when I see her like this
Too young to with pain
I'd run the streets than see her kill herself
So 'Ville my escape from a feelin' I hate
cursing me out
Depression's such a state
I used to stay out later on
Subconsciously I was that if I came home
early then what surface was her inner demons
And I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero
Tears while Al Green blow
and happiness
I wish that I could say the right to cheer her up
I her son's love was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You better pray to God you get your heart crushed"
I my head in frustration
Head to my room and I can hear the tunes of my door shut
Fuck it though, a couple months I'll be gone
Off to and dorms
Foolin' myself, problems are gone
But now it's 1 AM and my dialin' my phone
I know she and soon this
that I'm on comes crashin' down
She lit, talkin' drunk shit, I'm
But I'm still all ears like hounds
Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama help
Don't she got it the morning?
Why she do to herself?
Hate how she her words
Soundin' so absurd
ain't the woman I know
Why I just sit and
Why I say how I feel?
When I do, defensive for real
Well things get better with time, I heard it heals"
did I know how deep her sadness would go
Lookin' back, I I woulda did more instead of running

got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of fear I won't be
got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of fear I won't
No!
got a hold on me
I let it go

Life can bring much
There are many to deal with this pain(right)
wisely (right)