Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
Something's got a on me
Right, right, right,
Sometimes I pain is just a lack of understanding
If we could only understand it all, we feel no pain?
God feel no pain
got a hold on me
joy
Does mean even our suffering pleases him?

Lost in a of marijuana
Carolina nigga, fish out of water
Step-daddy just had a daughter with another
Mama recover yet
me at 12 at night
She drunk as fuck and I'm
why she always using me for crutch?
Growin' up I used to see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest hits Marvin Gaye
She kill a whole bottle of cheap chardonnay
I gotta leave this 'cause
part of me when I see her like this
Too young to deal pain
I'd rather run the streets see her kill herself
So 'Ville my escape from a feelin' I hate
cursing me out
Depression's a villainous state
I used to stay out on purpose
Subconsciously I was nervous if I came home
early then what would surface was her demons
And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on zero
Tears flow while Al blow
and happiness
I wish that I could say the right to cheer her up
I her son's love was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You better pray to God you never get heart crushed"
I shake my head in
to my room and I can still hear the tunes of my door shut
Fuck it though, a couple more I'll be gone
Off to college and
myself, thinkin' problems are gone
But now it's 1 AM and my dialin' my phone
I know she intoxicated and this
high I'm on comes crashin' down
She lit, talkin' shit, I'm pissed
But I'm still all like Basset hounds
Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama help
Don't she got it the morning?
Why she do to herself?
how she slurrin' her words
Soundin' so fuckin'
This ain't the I know
Why I sit and observe?
Why don't I say how I
When I do, she's for real
Well maybe things get with time, I heard it heals"
Little did I know how her sadness would go
Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did instead of running

Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of I won't be free
got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of I won't be—
No!
Something's got a on me
I let it go

Life can bring much
There are many to deal with this pain(right)
wisely (right)