Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
got a hold on me
Right, right, right,
Sometimes I think is just a lack of understanding
If we could only understand it all, we feel no pain?
God must feel no
Something's got a on me
joy
Does mean even our suffering pleases him?

in a cloud of marijuana
Young nigga, fish out of water
just had a daughter with another woman
Mama ain't yet
Callin' me at 12 at
She drunk as fuck and I'm
'Cause why she always using me for
up I used to always see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest hits from Gaye
She kill a whole of some cheap chardonnay
I gotta this house 'cause
part of me dies I see her like this
Too young to deal with
I'd run the streets than see her kill herself
So became my escape from a feelin' I hate
cursing me out
Depression's such a state
I used to out later on purpose
Subconsciously I was nervous if I came home
early then what would surface was her demons
And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on zero
Tears flow while Al Green
Love and
I wish that I could say the right to cheer her up
I wish her love was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You better pray to God you never get heart crushed"
I shake my head in
Head to my room and I can still hear the tunes of my door
Fuck it though, a couple months I'll be gone
Off to and dorms
Foolin' myself, problems are gone
But now it's 1 AM and my mama dialin' my
I know she intoxicated and this
high that I'm on crashin' down
She lit, talkin' drunk shit, I'm
But I'm still all like Basset hounds
Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama help
she got work it the morning?
Why she do to herself?
Hate how she slurrin' her
so fuckin' absurd
This ain't the woman I
Why I sit and observe?
Why I say how I feel?
When I do, she's defensive for
Well maybe things get better with time, I it heals"
did I know how deep her sadness would go
Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did instead of running

got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of fear I be free
got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of I won't be—
No!
got a hold on me
I let it go

Life can bring much
There are ways to deal with this pain(right)
wisely (right)