Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
Something's got a on me
Right, right, right,
I think pain is just a lack of understanding
If we could only understand it all, we feel no pain?
God must no pain
got a hold on me
joy
Does this mean our suffering pleases him?

in a cloud of marijuana
Young nigga, fish out of water
just had a daughter with another woman
Mama ain't yet
Callin' me at 12 at
She drunk as and I'm upset
why she always using me for crutch?
Growin' up I to always see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest hits from Marvin
She kill a bottle of some cheap chardonnay
I leave this house 'cause
of me dies when I see her like this
Too young to deal pain
I'd rather run the than see her kill herself
So 'Ville became my escape a feelin' I hate
Mama me out
Depression's such a state
I to stay out later on purpose
Subconsciously I was nervous that if I home
early then would surface was her inner demons
And then I'd have to end up my hero on ground zero
Tears flow while Al blow
and happiness
I wish that I could say the right words to her up
I her son's love was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You better pray to God you never get heart crushed"
I shake my in frustration
Head to my room and I can still hear the tunes of my door
Fuck it though, a couple months I'll be gone
Off to and dorms
Foolin' myself, problems are gone
But now it's 1 AM and my mama dialin' my
I know she intoxicated and soon
high I'm on comes crashin' down
She lit, drunk shit, I'm pissed
But I'm still all like Basset hounds
Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my need help
Don't she got it the morning?
Why she do to herself?
Hate how she slurrin' her
so fuckin' absurd
This the woman I know
Why I just sit and
Why don't I say how I
When I do, defensive for real
Well maybe things get with time, I heard it heals"
Little did I know how her sadness would go
Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did more instead of

Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of fear I won't be
Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of fear I be—
No!
Something's got a on me
I let it go

Life can bring pain
There are many ways to deal this pain(right)
Choose (right)