Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
Something's got a on me
Right, right, right,
Sometimes I think pain is a lack of understanding
If we only understand it all, would we feel no pain?
God must feel no
got a hold on me
joy
Does this mean our suffering pleases him?

Lost in a cloud of
Carolina nigga, fish out of water
Step-daddy just had a daughter another woman
ain't recover yet
Callin' me at 12 at
She drunk as and I'm upset
'Cause why she always me for crutch?
up I used to always see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and hits from Marvin Gaye
She kill a whole bottle of some chardonnay
I gotta leave this house
of me dies when I see her like this
Too young to deal pain
I'd rather run the than see her kill herself
So became my escape from a feelin' I hate
cursing me out
Depression's a villainous state
I used to stay out later on
Subconsciously I was nervous if I came home
early then what would surface was her demons
And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on zero
Tears flow while Al Green
Love and
I wish I could say the right words to cheer her up
I wish her son's was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You better pray to God you never get heart crushed"
I shake my head in
Head to my room and I can still hear the tunes of my door
Fuck it though, a more months I'll be gone
Off to and dorms
Foolin' myself, thinkin' are gone
But now it's 1 AM and my mama my phone
I know she and soon this
high I'm on comes crashin' down
She lit, talkin' shit, I'm pissed
But I'm still all like Basset hounds
Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama help
she got work it the morning?
Why she do to herself?
how she slurrin' her words
Soundin' so fuckin'
ain't the woman I know
Why I sit and observe?
Why don't I say how I
When I do, she's defensive for
Well maybe things get with time, I heard it heals"
did I know how deep her sadness would go
Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did more instead of

got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of fear I be free
got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of I won't be—
No!
got a hold on me
I let it go

Life can bring pain
There are ways to deal with this pain(right)
wisely (right)