Luyện nghe bài hát Now Only

I remember around a hospital waiting room
Full of people all in their own personal catastrophes
All reading books like "Being Mortal," all with a look in their
And I feeling like, "No, no one can understand,"
"No, my is unique."

But get cancer and die
get hit by trucks and die
People living their lives
Get erased for no reason with the rest of us watching from the

And some have to survive
And find a way to feel to still be alive
To through the night

I wrote all the details of how my house fell apart
How the person I loved got by a bad disease
Out of nowhere for no reason and me in the blast zone
With our daughter and etcetera I made songs
And the next thing I I was standing in the dirt
the desert sky at night outside Phoenix
At a music festival had paid to fly me in
To death songs to a bunch of young people on drugs
Standing in the dust next to an bus
Skrillex inside and the sound of subwoofers in the distance
I had stayed up til three talking to Weyes Blood and Father Misty
About songwriting in the backstage
Eating fruit and jumping on the bed lost children
Exploding the earth in a self-indulgent all-consuming
Wreck of ideas that out the stars
To be still alive felt so

get cancer and die
People get hit by and die
just living their lives get erased for no reason
With the rest of us our eyes

When I was on Skrillex's tour bus
waiting for the hotel in the middle of the night
I barely who I was
I looked up and saw Orion a club and a shield
And there you again:
dead wife
As my becomes calcified, frozen in stories
And in these songs I keep singing, numbing it
The unsingable real of you
And the feral of sobbing

These waves hit frequently
They thin and then are gone
You are and then your echo is gone
And the is gone
And is left of this merchandise?

This is what my life like now
Like I got abruptly off by the side of the road
In the middle of a long ride
In a hot van that was too full of confident dudes
And the of tires receding
in the night air I say
"Now only."