Luyện nghe bài hát Now Only

I remember looking around a hospital room
Full of all absorbed in their own personal catastrophes
All reading books like "Being Mortal," all with a look in eyes
And I feeling like, "No, no one can understand,"
"No, my is unique."

But people get and die
People get hit by and die
People just living lives
Get erased for no with the rest of us watching from the side

And some people to survive
And find a way to feel lucky to be alive
To through the night

I down all the details of how my house fell apart
How the I loved got killed by a bad disease
Out of nowhere for no reason and me living in the blast
our daughter and etcetera I made these songs
And the thing I knew I was standing in the dirt
the desert sky at night outside Phoenix
At a music that had paid to fly me in
To play songs to a bunch of young people on drugs
Standing in the dust to an idling bus
Skrillex inside and the sound of subwoofers in the distance
I had stayed up til three talking to Weyes Blood and Father John
songwriting in the backstage bungalows
Eating fruit and jumping on the bed lost children
Exploding across the earth in a self-indulgent
Wreck of ideas blot out the stars
To be alive felt so absurd

get cancer and die
People get hit by and die
People just living their get erased for no reason
With the rest of us averting our

When I was leaning on tour bus
waiting for the hotel shuttle in the of the night
I knew who I was
I looked up and saw Orion a club and a shield
And there you were
Majestic dead
As my grief becomes calcified, in stories
And in these songs I keep singing, numbing it
The unsingable real of you
And the feral eruptions of

These waves hit less
They thin and then they are
You are and then your echo is gone
And the is gone
And is left of this merchandise?

This is my life feels like now
Like I got abruptly off by the side of the road
In the middle of a horrible ride
In a hot van that was too of confident chattering dudes
And the sound of receding
Taking in the air I say
"Now only."