Luyện nghe bài hát Now Only

I remember looking around a hospital waiting
Full of people all absorbed in their own personal
All reading books like "Being Mortal," all with a look in their
And I feeling like, "No, no one can understand,"
"No, my is unique."

But people get and die
get hit by trucks and die
People just their lives
Get erased for no reason with the rest of us from the side

And some people have to
And find a way to feel lucky to still be
To through the night

I wrote down all the details of how my house fell
How the person I loved got killed by a bad
Out of nowhere for no reason and me living in the zone
With our and etcetera I made these songs
And the next thing I knew I was in the dirt
the desert sky at night outside Phoenix
At a music that had paid to fly me in
To play songs to a bunch of young people on drugs
Standing in the next to an idling bus
With Skrillex inside and the sound of subwoofers in the
I had up til three talking to Weyes Blood and Father John Misty
songwriting in the backstage bungalows
Eating fruit and jumping on the bed like children
Exploding across the in a self-indulgent all-consuming
of ideas that blot out the stars
To be still alive so absurd

People get and die
People get hit by and die
People just living lives get erased for no reason
With the rest of us averting our

When I was leaning on Skrillex's bus
waiting for the hotel shuttle in the middle of the
I knew who I was
I looked up and saw Orion wielding a club and a
And there you were
Majestic dead
As my becomes calcified, frozen in stories
And in these I keep singing, numbing it down
The unsingable real of you
And the feral eruptions of

These waves hit frequently
They thin and they are gone
You are gone and then echo is gone
And the is gone
And what is left of merchandise?

is what my life feels like now
Like I got abruptly off by the side of the road
In the middle of a long horrible
In a hot van that was too full of chattering dudes
And the sound of receding
in the night air I say
"Now only."