Luyện nghe bài hát Now Only

I remember looking around a hospital waiting
Full of people all absorbed in own personal catastrophes
All reading books like "Being Mortal," all with a look in their
And I feeling like, "No, no one can understand,"
"No, my is unique."

But get cancer and die
get hit by trucks and die
People just living lives
Get erased for no reason with the rest of us watching from the

And some people to survive
And find a way to lucky to still be alive
To sleep through the

I wrote all the details of how my house fell apart
How the person I got killed by a bad disease
Out of for no reason and me living in the blast zone
With our and etcetera I made these songs
And the next thing I knew I was in the dirt
Under the sky at night outside Phoenix
At a music that had paid to fly me in
To play death songs to a bunch of young on drugs
Standing in the dust next to an bus
With Skrillex inside and the sound of subwoofers in the
I had stayed up til three talking to Weyes and Father John Misty
About songwriting in the bungalows
Eating fruit and on the bed like lost children
Exploding the earth in a self-indulgent all-consuming
Wreck of ideas that blot out the
To be still alive felt so

People get and die
People get hit by and die
just living their lives get erased for no reason
With the rest of us our eyes

When I was leaning on tour bus
waiting for the hotel shuttle in the of the night
I knew who I was
I looked up and saw Orion wielding a and a shield
And there you again:
Majestic dead
As my grief becomes calcified, in stories
And in songs I keep singing, numbing it down
The unsingable memories of you
And the eruptions of sobbing

These waves hit less
thin and then they are gone
You are and then your echo is gone
And the is gone
And is left of this merchandise?

This is what my feels like now
Like I got abruptly dropped off by the side of the
In the middle of a horrible ride
In a hot van that was too full of confident dudes
And the of tires receding
in the night air I say
"Now only."