Luyện nghe bài hát Now Only

I remember looking around a hospital room
Full of people all in their own personal catastrophes
All reading like "Being Mortal," all with a look in their eyes
And I feeling like, "No, no one can understand,"
"No, my is unique."

But people get and die
get hit by trucks and die
People living their lives
Get erased for no reason the rest of us watching from the side

And some have to survive
And a way to feel lucky to still be alive
To through the night

I wrote down all the details of how my house apart
How the person I loved got by a bad disease
Out of for no reason and me living in the blast zone
With our daughter and etcetera I made songs
And the next I knew I was standing in the dirt
Under the desert sky at night Phoenix
At a music that had paid to fly me in
To play death songs to a of young people on drugs
Standing in the next to an idling bus
With inside and the sound of subwoofers in the distance
I had stayed up til three talking to Weyes Blood and Father John
About songwriting in the bungalows
Eating fruit and jumping on the bed like lost
Exploding across the in a self-indulgent all-consuming
of ideas that blot out the stars
To be alive felt so absurd

People get and die
get hit by trucks and die
People living their lives get erased for no reason
With the rest of us our eyes

When I was leaning on tour bus
waiting for the hotel shuttle in the middle of the
I knew who I was
I looked up and saw wielding a club and a shield
And there you were
dead wife
As my grief becomes calcified, frozen in
And in these songs I keep singing, it down
The unsingable real of you
And the feral eruptions of

These waves hit frequently
They thin and they are gone
You are gone and your echo is gone
And the is gone
And what is of this merchandise?

is what my life feels like now
Like I got abruptly dropped off by the side of the
In the of a long horrible ride
In a hot van that was too full of confident dudes
And the sound of tires
in the night air I say
"Now only."