Luyện nghe bài hát Now Only

I remember around a hospital waiting room
of people all absorbed in their own personal catastrophes
All reading like "Being Mortal," all with a look in their eyes
And I remember like, "No, no one can understand,"
"No, my is unique."

But people get and die
People get hit by and die
just living their lives
Get for no reason with the rest of us watching from the side

And people have to survive
And find a way to feel lucky to still be
To through the night

I wrote down all the details of how my house apart
How the person I loved got by a bad disease
Out of nowhere for no reason and me in the blast zone
our daughter and etcetera I made these songs
And the next thing I I was standing in the dirt
Under the desert sky at night outside
At a festival that had paid to fly me in
To play death songs to a bunch of young on drugs
in the dust next to an idling bus
With Skrillex inside and the of subwoofers in the distance
I had stayed up til three to Weyes Blood and Father John Misty
About songwriting in the backstage
Eating fruit and jumping on the bed like children
Exploding across the earth in a self-indulgent
Wreck of ideas that out the stars
To be still felt so absurd

get cancer and die
People get hit by and die
People just living their get erased for no reason
the rest of us averting our eyes

When I was on Skrillex's tour bus
waiting for the hotel in the middle of the night
I knew who I was
I looked up and saw Orion a club and a shield
And there you were
Majestic wife
As my becomes calcified, frozen in stories
And in these I keep singing, numbing it down
The real memories of you
And the feral of sobbing

These waves hit less
They thin and then they are
You are gone and then your echo is
And the crying is
And what is left of merchandise?

This is what my feels like now
Like I got dropped off by the side of the road
In the middle of a long horrible
In a hot van that was too full of confident dudes
And the of tires receding
in the night air I say
"Now only."