[Mixed Whatta you mean what was my like? What difference that make? Yo, my childhood was messed up, so Everybody's was messed up. This is the 90's, me one person who had it right. What's that got to do with me What's
Now when my mother died I had to take it in ain't no room for pride in watching your father cry And dad made it until maybe a later When found his suicide inside of a grain elevator Got over it, I had no offers or options Thought about whether or not mom and pop was Never with caution, no time for fear Saw my folks carry fear for my early years And I from it, turned numb and ignored the storm A burning sun waiting for the world to growing up under my uncle's roof He me how to count all the way up to 100 proof From watching him I how to gather nourishment off the different women that he had to nurture him And on the I became a normal pre-teen More afraid of nuclear war than snake and bee stings My best was my TV Game shows and substituted for puppies, rainbows, and balloons Now here I am, the shy type, and I think I'm alright what it was like living my life
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It's but sunshine It's all It's but sunshine
Now it's been 17 summers since seen my mother But every night I see her smile inside my When I was younger I didn't actually see the happen But every night I see her smile as it shatters the screams I can imagine Dad's internal reaction Strain, inferno burning, in his brain What's it take to a man who owns acres of land Abandon the family plan and drown in his grains I'm glad I that farm in Northern Minnesota Where the moves slower and the winters are colder Became a boy, where everybody acts like they older Where they stick to themselves and keep a chip on they 26 of age, no longer full of rage I think it's safe to say I've turned a page on my childhood "Ay yo look Ma, I'm a member of society When I'm I make noise, but otherwise I live quietly" And on the weekend I go back up to reminisce Remember it was like pretending to be a kid Late at I walked the fields and lurk in the shadows Getting even life by murdering cattle
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It's all nothing but sunshine It's all
(And I'm be alright, and you gonna be alright, You ain't gotta my hand, just walk with me tonight)
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(What it is, it ain't, and what it it is, is a of a Virgo)