[Mixed Whatta you mean was my childhood like? What difference does that Yo, my was messed up, so what? childhood was messed up. This is the 90's, me one person who had it right. What's that got to do with me What's
Now when my died I had to take it in stride There ain't no for pride in watching your father cry And dad made it until maybe a year they found his suicide inside of a grain elevator Got it, I had no other offers or options Thought about whether or not mom and pop was bothered with caution, no time for fear Saw my carry fear for most my early years And I learned from it, turned numb and ignored the A burning sun waiting for the world to Finished up under my uncle's roof He taught me how to all the way up to 100 proof watching him I learned how to gather nourishment Living off the different that he had to nurture him And on the surface I a normal pre-teen More afraid of nuclear war snake bites and bee stings My friend was my TV Game shows and cartoons for puppies, rainbows, and balloons Now I am, the shy type, and I think I'm doing alright what it was like living my life
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It's nothing but It's all It's nothing but
Now it's been 17 since I've seen my mother But every night I see her smile inside my When I was younger I actually see the accident happen But every night I see her smile as it shatters the screams I can only imagine Dad's internal Strain, inferno burning, in his brain it take to make a man who owns acres of land Abandon the plan and drown himself in his grains I'm glad I left that farm in Northern Where the time moves slower and the are colder a city boy, where everybody acts like they older Where they stick to themselves and keep a chip on shoulder 26 of age, no longer full of rage I think it's safe to say turned a page on my childhood days "Ay yo look Ma, I'm a productive of society I'm drunk I make noise, but otherwise I live quietly" And on the weekend I go back up to reminisce Remember what it was like to be a kid Late at night I walked the fields and in the shadows Getting even with by murdering cattle
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It's all It's but sunshine all sunshine
(And I'm gonna be alright, and you be alright, You gotta hold my hand, just walk with me tonight)
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