[Mixed Whatta you mean what was my childhood What difference does that Yo, my childhood was up, so what? childhood was messed up. This is the 90's, me one person who had it right. What's that got to do with me left?
Now when my mother died I had to take it in There ain't no room for in watching your father cry And dad made it maybe a year later When they found his suicide inside of a grain Got over it, I had no other or options about whether or not mom and pop was watching Never bothered with caution, no time for Saw my folks carry fear for most my years And I learned from it, turned numb and ignored the A sun waiting for the world to plummet Finished growing up under my roof He taught me how to all the way up to 100 proof From watching him I how to gather nourishment Living off the women that he had to nurture him And on the I became a normal pre-teen afraid of nuclear war than snake bites and bee stings My best was my TV shows and cartoons substituted for puppies, rainbows, and balloons Now here I am, the shy type, and I think I'm alright what it was like living my life
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It's but sunshine all sunshine It's nothing but
Now it's been 17 summers I've seen my mother But every night I see her inside my dreams When I was younger I didn't actually see the happen But night I see her smile as it shatters against the screams I can only Dad's internal reaction Strain, burning, bound in his brain What's it take to make a man who owns acres of Abandon the family plan and drown in his grains I'm I left that farm in Northern Minnesota Where the time moves and the winters are colder Became a city boy, where acts like they older Where stick to themselves and keep a chip on they shoulder 26 years of age, no full of rage I think safe to say I've turned a page on my childhood days "Ay yo Ma, I'm a productive member of society When I'm drunk I noise, but otherwise I live quietly" And on the I go back up north to reminisce Remember what it was pretending to be a kid Late at I walked the fields and lurk in the shadows Getting even with by murdering cattle
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It's all It's nothing but It's all
(And I'm be alright, and you gonna be alright, You ain't gotta my hand, just walk with me tonight)
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(What it is, it ain't, and it ain't it is, is a of a Virgo)