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I come from a little city where it's not to hear a gat crack a crack deal In my youth I would steal what I afford And what other folks could, so feelin' Rebellious, a little hellion bent on competin' Matured quick into reprehensible demon I'm meanin' to with me Is to noose whatever soul you had But neither here nor there In school I was the kid, no cares, jests I a fuck less, no, fuck-less Never fucked, was invisible Fuck times, no cinema flashback This ink, fam, but I wear the mask then, I had a problem with authority And a problem with not bein' in I'd speak outta in slurs and slang And like "fuck" "dick" "slut" A dog who chewed his chain till it (ruh roh) I learned to under the radar as I grew, though So dumb hoes left me the fuck Then I got pushed and on for bein a bit quiet did they know that I made roasts in front of (where) Closed doors since 3rd Mind but a bird brain Never knew I turn that egg to this Since I'm as shit, right? Now a slave to my cranium, got a master mind Now where my friends from those like a search and find I'll bet one foots graves And, fuck, I'm glad I waited till now to complain You could say this is my aged Or you could say that, whack, be this Upon my horse, dick, Trojan tactic Coverin' my and my—ah, shit The was I? Oh right, k out my senior year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah) I started dating this bitch, and I she was the one (slut) But roughly 2 and a half years of on and off And nothing at all, we fell apart splittin' my heart in pieces And I had walked out my job too, like a before So I sat alone in my room, in the dark, for 20 old, feelin weak I eat, neglected friends, tweakin' beats Stuck in my I... I wanted to cut my neck And my cousin, out in Cali The I'd planned on movin' in a year to be a writer My fam had planted thoughts of me in a They see the signs, I ain't sleep at night I to leave Toledo behind and I did Thanks to Rob and and mom and dad Now here I am...
How can I make things Words bleed through leveling Some hurt, someone call me Help, ease these bleeding in attempt to remedy me
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Who bricks of pain over shoulder Over here, standin'? (who?) And he got some tale to tell He 8 years to become the man that y'all need On the real though, I you I can vent to you You can censor shit I don't You just make me be this I respect, that I try to best You gotta see, I much, yo But if you let me, could lobotomize, contort minds Y'all advise while I yack the outta mine take my time And you can my time And my (here! Yeah!) Ever I fell off Take me back to this moment, I'll hold my in my throat Remindin' there ain't no threat that I I'm solely to free my soul, see of the kicks, they costed me So much, for y'all I went 4 G's in Never bet that my budget go so up I woulda done for ya Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, Lemme unload my (yeah) And you can all of the lessons And let me hang on to the (yeah) It's of a curse than a blessin' I'm you gettin' so restless, I am relentless Somebody pull up my hand the pencil's Stuck on the page while I'm stuck on the I'm the bottom ain't minced meat, yet Cause I erase and race, i-rate, cause I me so low
Oof, what the fuck was You see what happens you're not here?
How can I things worse? Words through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please me Help, ease these bleeding in attempt to remedy me