Luyện nghe bài hát (Not) ...for the Kids

1]

I come from a little where it's not real
Common to hear a gat crack a crack
In my youth I steal what I couldn't afford
And vandalize what other folks could, so
Rebellious, a little hellion bent on competin'
Matured quick into reprehensible demon
I'm to deal with me
Is to whatever soul you previously had
But that's neither nor there
In school I was the kid, no cares, jests
I gave a less, no, fuck-less
Never fucked, was fuckin'
Fuck them times, no cinema
mystery ink, fam, but I wear the mask
Back then, I had a problem with
And a with not bein' in control
I'd speak outta in slurs and slang
And curse "fuck" "dick" "slut"
A dog who his chain till it broke (ruh roh)
I to slide under the radar as I grew, though
So dumb hoes left me the alone
Then I got pushed and pissed on for a bit quiet
Little did they know that I roasts in front of (where)
doors since 3rd grade
Mind flightless but a bird
knew I would turn that egg to this
Since I'm as shit, right?
Now they a slave to my cranium, got a mind
Now where my friends those grades?
It's like a search and
I'll bet one foots their
And, fuck, I'm that I waited till now to complain
You say this is my aged wine
Or you say that, whack, be this shit
Upon my high horse, dick, tactic
Coverin' my self and my—ah,
The was I? Oh right, k
out my senior year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah)
I started dating bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut)
But roughly 2 and a half years of on and off
And doing nothing at all, we fell splittin' my heart in pieces
And I had walked out my job too, a month before
So I sat in my room, in the dark, for weeks
20 years old, feelin
I eat, neglected friends, tweakin' beats
Stuck in my head I... I wanted to cut my
And my cousin, out in Cali
The I'd planned on movin' in a year to be a writer
My fam had planted thoughts of me in a
They could see the signs, I ain't at night
I needed to Toledo behind and I did
to Rob and Blaize and mom and dad
Now here I am...

How can I make worse?
Words bleed through teeth
hurt, someone please call me
Help, ease words bleeding in attempt to remedy me

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Who luggin' of pain over shoulder
Over here, standin'? (who?)
And he got some to tell y'all
He 8 years to become the man that y'all need
On the real though, I you
I can vent to you
You can censor I don't need
You just make me be this dude I respect, that I try to
You see, I ain't much, yo
But if you let me, could lobotomize, contort minds
Y'all advise while I the insides outta mine
I'll my time
And you can my time
And my (here! Yeah!)
Ever feel I off
me back to this moment, I'll hold my tongue in my throat
Remindin' there ain't no threat I pose
I'm solely to free my soul, see
Rest of the kicks, they me
So much, for y'all I went 4 G's in
Never bet that my would go so up
I woulda done for ya
Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun,
Lemme unload my (yeah)
And you can all of the lessons
And let me hang on to the (yeah)
It's more of a curse a blessin'
I'm you gettin' so restless, I am relentless
Somebody pull up my cause the pencil's
Stuck on the page I'm stuck on the fence
I'm lucky the bottom ain't meat, yet
I erase and race, i-rate, cause I rate me so low

Oof, what the was that?
You see what when you're not here?

How can I make worse?
Words bleed teeth leveling
Some hurt, please call me
Help, ease these words bleeding in attempt to me