Luyện nghe bài hát (Not) ...for the Kids

1]

I from a little city where it's not real
Common to hear a gat crack a deal
In my youth I would steal what I couldn't
And vandalize what other folks could, so
Rebellious, a little hellion hella on competin'
quick into rap's reprehensible demon
I'm meanin' to with me
Is to noose whatever you previously had
But that's neither nor there
In school I was the kid, no cares, just
I a fuck less, no, fuck-less
fucked, was fuckin' invisible
Fuck them times, no flashback
This ink, fam, but I wear the mask
then, I had a problem with authority
And a problem not bein' in control
I'd speak outta turn in and slang
And like "fuck" "dick" "slut"
A dog who chewed his chain it broke (ruh roh)
I learned to slide under the as I grew, though
So dumb hoes left me the fuck
Then I got pushed and pissed on for a bit quiet
Little did know that I made roasts in front of (where)
Closed doors 3rd grade
Mind but a bird brain
Never knew I would turn egg to this
Since I'm stupid as shit,
Now they a slave to my cranium, got a master
Now where my friends from grades?
It's a search and find
I'll bet one foots their
And, fuck, I'm glad that I waited till now to
You say this is my aged wine
Or you could say that, whack, be shit
Upon my high horse, dick, tactic
Coverin' my and my—ah, shit
The was I? Oh right, k
Right out my year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah)
I started dating bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut)
But after roughly 2 and a half of on and off
And doing at all, we fell apart splittin' my heart in pieces
And I had walked out my job too, a month before
So I sat in my room, in the dark, for weeks
20 years old, feelin
I couldn't eat, friends, tweakin' beats
Stuck in my head I... I to cut my neck
And my cousin, lived out in
The I'd planned on movin' in a year to be a writer
My fam had planted thoughts of me in a
They could see the signs, I ain't at night
I needed to Toledo behind and I did
to Rob and Blaize and mom and dad
Now I am... Sorta

How can I things worse?
bleed through teeth leveling
Some hurt, please call me
Help, ease these words in attempt to remedy me

2]

Who luggin' bricks of pain over
Over here, fuckin' (who?)
And he got some tale to tell
He worked 8 years to become the man that y'all
On the though, I need you
I can vent to you
You can censor shit I don't
You just make me be dude I respect, that I try to best
You gotta see, I much, yo
But if you let me, could lobotomize, contort minds
Y'all advise while I yack the insides outta
I'll take my
And you can my time
And my (here! Yeah!)
Ever feel I off
Take me back to this moment, I'll hold my in my throat
Remindin' there ain't no threat I pose
I'm here to free my soul, see
of the kicks, they costed me
So much, for y'all I went 4 G's in
Never bet that my budget go so up
I woulda done for ya
Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun,
Lemme unload my (yeah)
And you can take all of the
And let me hang on to the (yeah)
It's more of a than a blessin'
I'm bettin' you so restless, I am relentless
Somebody up my hand cause the pencil's
Stuck on the while I'm stuck on the fence
I'm lucky the ain't minced meat, yet
Cause I erase and race, i-rate, I rate me so low

Oof, the fuck was that?
You see what happens when not here?

How can I things worse?
Words bleed teeth leveling
Some hurt, someone please me
Help, ease these words in attempt to remedy me