Luyện nghe bài hát (Not) ...for the Kids

1]

I come from a little city it's not real
to hear a gat crack a crack deal
In my youth I steal what I couldn't afford
And vandalize what other folks could, so
Rebellious, a little hella bent on competin'
Matured into rap's reprehensible demon
I'm meanin' to with me
Is to noose whatever you previously had
But neither here nor there
In school I was the kid, no cares, jests
I gave a fuck less, no,
Never fucked, was fuckin'
them times, no cinema flashback
This ink, fam, but I wear the mask
Back then, I had a with authority
And a problem not bein' in control
I'd speak outta turn in slurs and
And curse "fuck" "dick" "slut"
A dog who his chain till it broke (ruh roh)
I learned to slide under the radar as I grew,
So dumb hoes left me the alone
Then I got pushed and pissed on for bein a bit
Little did know that I made roasts in front of (where)
Closed doors since 3rd
Mind but a bird brain
Never knew I would that egg to this
Since I'm stupid as shit,
Now they a slave to my cranium, got a mind
Now where my friends from those
It's a search and find
bet one foots their graves
And, fuck, I'm glad I waited till now to complain
You could say is my aged wine
Or you say that, whack, be this shit
Upon my horse, dick, Trojan tactic
Coverin' my and my—ah, shit
The was I? Oh right, k
out my senior year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah)
I started dating this bitch, and I she was the one (slut)
But after roughly 2 and a half of on and off
And doing nothing at all, we fell splittin' my heart in pieces
And I had walked out my job too, like a month
So I sat in my room, in the dark, for weeks
20 years old, feelin
I eat, neglected friends, tweakin' beats
Stuck in my head I... I to cut my neck
And my cousin, lived out in
The place I'd planned on movin' in a to be a writer
My fam had thoughts of me in a flight
They could see the signs, I ain't sleep at
I needed to leave behind and I did
to Rob and Blaize and mom and dad
Now I am... Sorta

How can I make things
Words bleed through leveling
hurt, someone please call me
Help, ease words bleeding in attempt to remedy me

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Who luggin' of pain over shoulder
here, fuckin' standin'? (who?)
And he got tale to tell y'all
He worked 8 years to become the man that need
On the real though, I you
Cause I can to you
You can censor I don't need
You just make me be this I respect, that I try to best
You gotta see, I much, yo
But if you let me, flow could lobotomize, contort
Y'all advise while I yack the outta mine
take my time
And you can my time
And my (here! Yeah!)
Ever I fell off
Take me back to this moment, I'll my tongue in my throat
Remindin' there ain't no threat I pose
I'm here solely to my soul, see
Rest of the kicks, costed me
So much, for y'all I went 4 G's in
bet that my budget would go so up
I woulda done for ya
in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, yeah
Lemme unload my (yeah)
And you can take all of the
And let me hang on to the (yeah)
It's of a curse than a blessin'
I'm bettin' you gettin' so restless, I am
Somebody pull up my cause the pencil's
Stuck on the page I'm stuck on the fence
I'm lucky the ain't minced meat, yet
I erase and race, i-rate, cause I rate me so low

Oof, what the fuck was
You see what when you're not here?

How can I things worse?
Words bleed through teeth
Some hurt, someone call me
Help, ease these bleeding in attempt to remedy me