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I come from a little where it's not real Common to hear a gat a crack deal In my I would steal what I couldn't afford And what other folks could, so feelin' Rebellious, a hellion hella bent on competin' Matured into rap's reprehensible demon I'm to deal with me Is to noose whatever soul you had But neither here nor there In school I was the kid, no cares, jests I gave a fuck less, no, fucked, was fuckin' invisible Fuck times, no cinema flashback mystery ink, fam, but I wear the mask Back then, I had a with authority And a problem not bein' in control I'd speak turn in slurs and slang And like "fuck" "dick" "slut" A dog who chewed his till it broke (ruh roh) I to slide under the radar as I grew, though So dumb hoes left me the alone Then I got pushed and pissed on for a bit quiet Little did they know that I roasts in front of (where) Closed since 3rd grade Mind flightless but a brain Never knew I would that egg to this I'm stupid as shit, right? Now they a to my cranium, got a master mind Now where my friends from those It's a search and find I'll bet one foots graves And, fuck, I'm glad that I waited till now to You say this is my aged wine Or you could say that, whack, be shit Upon my high horse, dick, Trojan Coverin' my self and my—ah, The was I? Oh right, k Right out my senior year, was on what I wanted (yeah) I started this bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut) But roughly 2 and a half years of on and off And nothing at all, we fell apart splittin' my heart in pieces And I had walked out my job too, like a before So I sat alone in my room, in the dark, for 20 years old, weak I eat, neglected friends, tweakin' beats in my head I... I wanted to cut my neck And my cousin, out in Cali The place I'd on movin' in a year to be a writer My fam had planted of me in a flight They could see the signs, I ain't sleep at I needed to leave behind and I did Thanks to Rob and and mom and dad Now I am... Sorta
How can I make things bleed through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please me Help, ease these words in attempt to remedy me
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Who bricks of pain over shoulder Over here, standin'? (who?) And he got some tale to tell He 8 years to become the man that y'all need On the real though, I you I can vent to you You can censor I don't need You just me be this dude I respect, that I try to best You gotta see, I much, yo But if you let me, flow lobotomize, contort minds advise while I yack the insides outta mine I'll take my And you can my time And my (here! Yeah!) feel I fell off Take me back to this moment, I'll hold my in my throat Remindin' there ain't no threat that I I'm here solely to my soul, see Rest of the kicks, costed me So much, for y'all I 4 G's in debt Never bet that my budget go so up I woulda done for ya Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, unload my mistakes (yeah) And you can take all of the And let me on to the pain (yeah) more of a curse than a blessin' I'm bettin' you so restless, I am relentless Somebody pull up my cause the pencil's Stuck on the page while I'm stuck on the I'm lucky the bottom ain't meat, yet Cause I erase and race, i-rate, cause I me so low
Oof, what the fuck was You see happens when you're not here?
How can I make things Words bleed teeth leveling hurt, someone please call me Help, these words bleeding in attempt to remedy me