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I from a little city where it's not real Common to a gat crack a crack deal In my youth I would what I couldn't afford And vandalize what other could, so feelin' Rebellious, a little hellion bent on competin' Matured quick into reprehensible demon I'm meanin' to with me Is to whatever soul you previously had But that's neither here nor In school I was the kid, no cares, jests I gave a less, no, fuck-less Never fucked, was invisible Fuck them times, no flashback This mystery ink, fam, but I wear the Back then, I had a problem authority And a with not bein' in control I'd outta turn in slurs and slang And curse "fuck" "dick" "slut" A dog who chewed his till it broke (ruh roh) I learned to slide under the as I grew, though So dumb hoes me the fuck alone Then I got pushed and on for bein a bit quiet Little did they know that I roasts in front of (where) Closed doors since 3rd Mind flightless but a brain Never knew I turn that egg to this Since I'm as shit, right? Now they a to my cranium, got a master mind Now where my from those grades? like a search and find I'll bet one foots graves And, fuck, I'm glad that I till now to complain You could say this is my wine Or you could say that, whack, be this Upon my horse, dick, Trojan tactic Coverin' my and my—ah, shit The was I? Oh right, k Right out my year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah) I dating this bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut) But after 2 and a half years of on and off And nothing at all, we fell apart splittin' my heart in pieces And I had walked out my job too, like a month So I sat in my room, in the dark, for weeks 20 years old, feelin I couldn't eat, neglected friends, tweakin' Stuck in my head I... I to cut my neck And my cousin, out in Cali The place I'd planned on movin' in a year to be a My fam had planted of me in a flight They could see the signs, I ain't at night I needed to leave behind and I did to Rob and Blaize and mom and dad Now I am... Sorta
How can I make worse? Words through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone call me Help, ease these words in attempt to remedy me
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Who luggin' bricks of over shoulder here, fuckin' standin'? (who?) And he got some tale to tell He 8 years to become the man that y'all need On the though, I need you Cause I can to you You can censor shit I need You just make me be this dude I respect, that I try to You gotta see, I much, yo But if you let me, flow could lobotomize, minds Y'all while I yack the insides outta mine take my time And you can my time And my (here! Yeah!) Ever feel I off Take me to this moment, I'll hold my tongue in my throat Remindin' ain't no threat that I pose I'm here to free my soul, see Rest of the kicks, costed me So much, for y'all I 4 G's in debt Never bet that my would go so up I done anything for ya Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, Lemme my mistakes (yeah) And you can all of the lessons And let me on to the pain (yeah) It's more of a curse a blessin' I'm bettin' you so restless, I am relentless Somebody pull up my hand cause the Stuck on the page while I'm stuck on the I'm lucky the bottom minced meat, yet I erase and race, i-rate, cause I rate me so low
Oof, what the was that? You see what happens you're not here?
How can I make things Words through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please me Help, ease these words bleeding in to remedy me