Luyện nghe bài hát (Not) ...for the Kids

1]

I come from a little where it's not real
to hear a gat crack a crack deal
In my youth I steal what I couldn't afford
And what other folks could, so feelin'
Rebellious, a little hella bent on competin'
Matured quick into reprehensible demon
I'm meanin' to deal me
Is to noose whatever you previously had
But that's here nor there
In school I was the kid, no cares, jests
I a fuck less, no, fuck-less
Never fucked, was invisible
them times, no cinema flashback
This mystery ink, fam, but I wear the
Back then, I had a problem with
And a problem with not in control
I'd speak outta turn in and slang
And curse "fuck" "dick" "slut"
A dog who chewed his chain it broke (ruh roh)
I learned to under the radar as I grew, though
So dumb hoes left me the fuck
I got pushed and pissed on for bein a bit quiet
Little did they know that I made roasts in of (where)
Closed since 3rd grade
Mind but a bird brain
Never I would turn that egg to this
Since I'm stupid as shit,
Now they a to my cranium, got a master mind
Now where my from those grades?
It's like a search and
I'll bet one foots their
And, fuck, I'm that I waited till now to complain
You could say this is my wine
Or you say that, whack, be this shit
Upon my horse, dick, Trojan tactic
Coverin' my self and my—ah,
The was I? Oh right, k
out my senior year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah)
I started this bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut)
But after roughly 2 and a years of on and off
And doing nothing at all, we fell apart splittin' my in pieces
And I had walked out my job too, a month before
So I sat in my room, in the dark, for weeks
20 old, feelin weak
I couldn't eat, neglected friends, tweakin'
Stuck in my head I... I wanted to cut my
And my cousin, lived out in
The I'd planned on movin' in a year to be a writer
My fam had thoughts of me in a flight
They could see the signs, I sleep at night
I needed to leave behind and I did
Thanks to Rob and and mom and dad
Now I am... Sorta

How can I make worse?
Words bleed teeth leveling
Some hurt, someone call me
Help, ease these words bleeding in to remedy me

2]

Who luggin' of pain over shoulder
here, fuckin' standin'? (who?)
And he got tale to tell y'all
He worked 8 years to become the man that need
On the though, I need you
I can vent to you
You can censor shit I don't
You just me be this dude I respect, that I try to best
You see, I ain't much, yo
But if you let me, could lobotomize, contort minds
Y'all while I yack the insides outta mine
I'll my time
And you can my time
And my (here! Yeah!)
feel I fell off
Take me back to this moment, I'll my tongue in my throat
Remindin' there ain't no threat I pose
I'm solely to free my soul, see
of the kicks, they costed me
So much, for y'all I 4 G's in debt
Never bet that my budget go so up
I done anything for ya
Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun,
unload my mistakes (yeah)
And you can all of the lessons
And let me on to the pain (yeah)
It's more of a than a blessin'
I'm bettin' you so restless, I am relentless
pull up my hand cause the pencil's
Stuck on the page while I'm stuck on the
I'm lucky the bottom ain't meat, yet
Cause I erase and race, i-rate, cause I me so low

Oof, the fuck was that?
You see what happens when you're not

How can I make worse?
bleed through teeth leveling
Some hurt, someone please me
Help, these words bleeding in attempt to remedy me