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I from a little city where it's not real Common to a gat crack a crack deal In my youth I would steal what I afford And vandalize other folks could, so feelin' Rebellious, a hellion hella bent on competin' Matured quick into rap's demon I'm meanin' to deal me Is to noose soul you previously had But that's neither here nor In school I was the kid, no cares, just I gave a less, no, fuck-less fucked, was fuckin' invisible Fuck them times, no cinema This ink, fam, but I wear the mask Back then, I had a with authority And a problem with not in control I'd speak turn in slurs and slang And like "fuck" "dick" "slut" A dog who his chain till it broke (ruh roh) I learned to slide under the radar as I grew, So dumb hoes left me the alone Then I got and pissed on for bein a bit quiet Little did they know I made roasts in front of (where) Closed since 3rd grade Mind flightless but a bird Never knew I turn that egg to this Since I'm as shit, right? Now they a slave to my cranium, got a master Now where my from those grades? It's like a and find bet one foots their graves And, fuck, I'm glad that I waited now to complain You could say this is my aged Or you say that, whack, be this shit my high horse, dick, Trojan tactic Coverin' my and my—ah, shit The was I? Oh right, k Right out my senior year, was lost on I wanted (yeah) I started dating this bitch, and I she was the one (slut) But roughly 2 and a half years of on and off And doing at all, we fell apart splittin' my heart in pieces And I had walked out my job too, like a before So I sat alone in my room, in the dark, for 20 years old, weak I couldn't eat, neglected friends, tweakin' Stuck in my head I... I wanted to cut my And my cousin, out in Cali The place I'd on movin' in a year to be a writer My fam had planted thoughts of me in a They could see the signs, I ain't sleep at I to leave Toledo behind and I did Thanks to Rob and and mom and dad Now I am... Sorta
How can I make things bleed through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please me Help, ease these words in attempt to remedy me
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Who luggin' of pain over shoulder Over here, fuckin' (who?) And he got tale to tell y'all He worked 8 to become the man that y'all need On the though, I need you I can vent to you You can shit I don't need You just me be this dude I respect, that I try to best You see, I ain't much, yo But if you let me, could lobotomize, contort minds Y'all advise while I the insides outta mine I'll take my And you can take my And my (here! Yeah!) Ever feel I off Take me back to this moment, hold my tongue in my throat Remindin' there ain't no threat I pose I'm here solely to my soul, see Rest of the kicks, they me So much, for y'all I 4 G's in debt Never bet my budget would go so up I woulda done for ya Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, unload my mistakes (yeah) And you can all of the lessons And let me hang on to the (yeah) It's more of a curse than a I'm bettin' you so restless, I am relentless Somebody pull up my hand the pencil's on the page while I'm stuck on the fence I'm lucky the ain't minced meat, yet Cause I erase and race, i-rate, I rate me so low
Oof, the fuck was that? You see happens when you're not here?
How can I make worse? bleed through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please me Help, ease these words bleeding in attempt to me