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I come from a little where it's not real Common to a gat crack a crack deal In my youth I would steal what I couldn't And vandalize what other could, so feelin' Rebellious, a little hellion bent on competin' Matured into rap's reprehensible demon I'm meanin' to deal me Is to noose whatever soul you had But that's here nor there In I was the kid, no cares, just jests I gave a less, no, fuck-less Never fucked, was fuckin' Fuck times, no cinema flashback mystery ink, fam, but I wear the mask Back then, I had a problem with And a with not bein' in control I'd speak outta turn in slurs and And like "fuck" "dick" "slut" A dog who chewed his chain till it (ruh roh) I learned to slide under the as I grew, though So dumb left me the fuck alone Then I got pushed and on for bein a bit quiet Little did they know that I made in front of (where) Closed since 3rd grade Mind flightless but a brain Never knew I would turn that egg to Since I'm stupid as shit, Now they a to my cranium, got a master mind Now where my friends from grades? It's a search and find I'll bet one their graves And, fuck, I'm glad I waited till now to complain You could say this is my aged Or you could say that, whack, be this Upon my high horse, dick, Trojan Coverin' my and my—ah, shit The was I? Oh right, k Right out my year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah) I started this bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut) But after roughly 2 and a years of on and off And doing nothing at all, we fell apart my heart in pieces And I had walked out my job too, a month before So I sat in my room, in the dark, for weeks 20 years old, weak I couldn't eat, neglected friends, tweakin' in my head I... I wanted to cut my neck And my cousin, lived out in The place I'd planned on movin' in a to be a writer My fam had thoughts of me in a flight They could see the signs, I sleep at night I needed to Toledo behind and I did to Rob and Blaize and mom and dad Now I am... Sorta
How can I make things Words through teeth leveling Some hurt, please call me Help, ease these bleeding in attempt to remedy me
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Who luggin' bricks of over shoulder Over here, fuckin' (who?) And he got some tale to tell He 8 years to become the man that y'all need On the though, I need you Cause I can to you You can shit I don't need You just make me be dude I respect, that I try to best You gotta see, I much, yo But if you let me, flow could lobotomize, minds Y'all advise while I yack the outta mine I'll take my And you can my time And my (here! Yeah!) Ever feel I off Take me back to this moment, I'll hold my tongue in my Remindin' there no threat that I pose I'm solely to free my soul, see Rest of the kicks, they me So much, for I went 4 G's in debt bet that my budget would go so up I done anything for ya Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, Lemme my mistakes (yeah) And you can all of the lessons And let me on to the pain (yeah) more of a curse than a blessin' I'm bettin' you gettin' so restless, I am Somebody up my hand cause the pencil's on the page while I'm stuck on the fence I'm lucky the bottom minced meat, yet Cause I and race, i-rate, cause I rate me so low
Oof, the fuck was that? You see what happens you're not here?
How can I make worse? Words through teeth leveling hurt, someone please call me Help, ease these words bleeding in attempt to me