Man, hard lookin' back 'n' now able to see in Wishin' to God sometimes I could do it all again Strugglin' can start to take its 16 old tryin' to change what you can't control
And it's not fault but tell me what can you do When things fall apart and everybody's at you With two fingers screamin' get it together But in the mix to show me any better
So whatever I'm runnin' on my own Tryin' to make happen off the little bit I know And I guess I'll get I get but yet I don't want to live my life full of
To the future in the palm of God's to the past as of now I can't understand to the future uncertain unclear To the I left to bring me, here I stay, I pray
The rotates and my world keeps spinnin' Feelin' like I never started but all endin' And I stand here lonely a million faces But yet no one truly me
So I'll try to move on and I'll try to how But the truth is I'm just runnin' from the now I can't handle it I like the future's all I got Don't want to with my past
I memory block to stop, how I feel don't want to be Real with it, run from reality in to deal with it But it's not and I'm still hurtin' Nah, it's not workin' and I'm still
No regrets, no regrets but hard No regrets, no I say No regrets, no regrets, I in him, in him
I'm tryin' to live right and pass on I believe But it's to give when you can't receive Yet I'm slowly 'n' surely And I'm enough to admit my insecurity
See I know in me has got to change God of creation, I you callin' my name Offerin' 'n' joy and freedom from shame nothin' to lose but a life to gain