Man, hard lookin' back 'n' now able to see in Wishin' to God sometimes that I could do it all Strugglin' can to take its toll 16 years old to change what you can't control
And it's not fault but tell me what can you do When things apart and everybody's lookin' at you With two fingers pointed get it together But who's in the mix to show me any
So I'm runnin' on my own solo Tryin' to make things happen off the bit I know And I guess get what I get but yet I don't want to live my full of regrets
To the future in the of God's hand to the past as of now That I can't understand to the future uncertain To the past I left to bring me, I stay, I pray
The earth rotates and my world spinnin' like I never started but it's all endin' And I stand lonely a million familiar faces But yet no one knows me
So I'll try to move on and try to know how But the truth is I'm just runnin' from the now I can't handle it I feel like the all I got want to deal with my past
I memory block to stop, how I feel don't want to be with it, run from reality in attempts to deal with it But it's not workin' and I'm hurtin' Nah, not workin' and I'm still searchin'
No regrets, no regrets but it's No regrets, no I say No regrets, no regrets, I in him, in him
I'm tryin' to right and pass on what I believe But it's hard to give you can't receive Yet I'm learnin' slowly 'n' And I'm enough to admit my insecurity
See I something in me has got to change God of creation, I hear you callin' my peace 'n' joy and freedom from shame Offerin' nothin' to but a life to gain