Man, it's hard back 'n' now able to see in Wishin' to God that I could do it all again Strugglin' can start to its toll 16 years old tryin' to change you can't control
And it's not your fault but me what can you do When things fall apart and lookin' at you two fingers pointed screamin' get it together But in the mix to show me any better
So whatever I'm runnin' on my own Tryin' to make things happen off the little bit I And I guess I'll get I get but yet I don't want to live my full of regrets
To the in the palm of God's hand to the past as of now That I can't understand to the future uncertain To the past I left to bring me, here I stay, I
The earth rotates and my world spinnin' Feelin' like I never started but all endin' And I here lonely a million familiar faces But yet no one truly me
So try to move on and I'll try to know how But the truth is I'm just runnin' from the now I can't it I feel like the future's all I got want to deal with my past
I memory block to stop, how I feel don't want to be Real with it, run from reality in attempts to deal it But not workin' and I'm still hurtin' Nah, it's not workin' and I'm searchin'
No regrets, no regrets but hard No regrets, no I say No regrets, no regrets, I in him, in him
I'm tryin' to right and pass on what I believe But it's hard to give you can't receive Yet I'm slowly 'n' surely And I'm secure to admit my insecurity
See I know in me has got to change God of creation, I you callin' my name Offerin' peace 'n' joy and freedom shame Offerin' nothin' to lose but a life to