Man, it's hard back 'n' now able to see in Wishin' to God sometimes that I do it all again Strugglin' can start to take its 16 years old to change what you can't control
And not your fault but tell me what can you do When things fall and everybody's lookin' at you With two fingers pointed get it together But who's in the mix to show me any
So whatever I'm runnin' on my own Tryin' to make things off the little bit I know And I guess I'll get I get but yet I don't want to live my full of regrets
To the future in the palm of hand to the past as of now That I can't understand to the future unclear To the past I left to me, here I stay, I pray
The earth rotates and my world spinnin' like I never started but it's all endin' And I stand here lonely a million familiar But yet no one truly me
So I'll try to move on and try to know how But the truth is I'm really just from the now I handle it I feel like the future's all I got Don't to deal with my past
I memory block to stop, how I feel don't want to be Real it, run from reality in attempts to deal with it But it's not and I'm still hurtin' Nah, it's not and I'm still searchin'
No regrets, no but it's hard No regrets, no I say No regrets, no regrets, I in him, in him
I'm tryin' to live right and pass on what I But it's hard to give when you receive Yet I'm slowly 'n' surely And I'm enough to admit my insecurity
See I know something in me has got to God of creation, I you callin' my name Offerin' peace 'n' joy and freedom from Offerin' nothin' to lose but a to gain