No Connection

Im tired of waking up
Im sick of rolling off the bus
I want to sleep forever
In the lies Ive made

The checks have bounced
But the bills got paid so far
On the Jaguar I call myself
The lines get crossed on the short wave

I get cut off cause I cant behave
Very well, you think you know me
But you dont know my way around
Hell is just below me
And thats why I keep falling down

Im praying to resist temptation
Staying within my constellation
Weighing every intonation
Betraying alienation

I quit sobriety
I joined up with insanity
I want to pull the lever on the hatch I built
Escaping truth and avoiding guilt

So far, in the family car, I get away
The borders nearer than I thought
Ill drive all day and I wont get caught

Anyway, the light is fading
And I havent had time to call
You must be waiting for someone
Whose engines wont stall

Im feeling the strings of your rejection
Kneeling in the wrong direction
Sealing my heart to your neglection
Revealing no connection