Yo, is what happened
Yo, I woke up it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see been callin' I turned on my computer, check my email on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email just caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " KJ, you don't know who I am You probably care 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and cut my hands
And I feel all alone nobody understands And I'm end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to back Why do you feel way, do you mind if I ask? What's the source and the cause of the pain you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares you, I hope you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya write back I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even know you write me Let me explain why no one could like me It all started when my father used to me Raped and every since 1990
He's gone now but I can't put it all me I tried to run away but my pain would always me Is God the one who can help me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?
Dear one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the email is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could never ever you He'll give you a when nobody ever care to
I know you might feel like hates you And you like you got no one that you can relate to But death feels like the best to escape to But a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you get some help 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will give you the to I know you gots a lot of things you work through
But with this help I that you can break through I seen it myself all the that He came through He'll be back, tell me what you of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a endin' But after that I never heard from her again night I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and with these thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just listened to what I an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every I would just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' she's well My emails came sayin' that they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to an' Time would pass and I just heard No letter no no not even just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me?