Yo, this is happened
Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, my email logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to me they product But there was one email that just caught my It suicidal, took the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I my wrists and even cut my hands
And I feel all like nobody understands And I'm end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my stand Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I to type back Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I What's the source and the cause of the that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I hope you that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please back I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me why no one could ever like me It all started when my father used to me Raped and confused since 1990
He's gone now but I put it all behind me I tried to run but my pain would always find me Is God really the one who can me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But with the email there is only so I can help you See, I a Father who could never ever fail you He'll give you a when nobody ever care to
I you might feel like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the best to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you were abused, your father you But you gotta get some help 'cause can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work
But with this help I that you can break through I seen it myself all the times He came through He'll be back, tell me what you of what I sent you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after night I never heard from her again night I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts runnin' my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead Or did she not choose it, just listened to I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every mornin' I would check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that well My came back sayin' that they'd failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' Time would pass and I just nuthin' No letter no no not even just somethin' happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?