Yo, this is what
Yo, I woke up late it was ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd been I turned on my computer, check my email on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email that just my optic It said suicidal, took the and clicked on it
She said, " KJ, you don't know who I am You probably care 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can Sometimes I my wrists and even cut my hands
And I all alone like nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a note on my stand sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to back Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I What's the and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it something the past?
God cares about you, I hope you understand Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write I finished typin', I sent the email fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even know you write me Let me explain why no one could like me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and confused every 1990
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run but my pain would always find me Is God really the one who can me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
number one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the email there is only so I can help you See, I know a Father who never ever fail you He'll give you a love when nobody care to
I know you might feel like everybody you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the best to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he just wants to you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you get some help 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you work through
But with this help I know that you can break I seen it myself all the times He came through be back, tell me what you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said story had a happy endin' But after night I never heard from her again That night I and turned lyin' on my bed an' and prayin' with these thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
mornin' I would just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that well My emails came back sayin' they'd failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' would pass and I just heard nuthin' No no email no not even just somethin' What to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can now please help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me?