Yo, this is happened
Yo, I up late it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I my voice mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, check my logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! they just tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email just caught my optic It said suicidal, the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm just fan I you ever read this, now but if ya can I slash my wrists and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone like nobody And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole thing Pop pills, leave a note on my night sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you this way, do you mind if I ask? What's the and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God about you, I hope you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya write back I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even know you write me Let me explain why no one ever like me It all started my father used to strike me Raped and every since 1990
He's gone now but I can't put it all me I tried to run away but my pain always find me Is God the one who can help me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me?
number one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the there is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could ever fail you give you a love when nobody ever care to
I know you might feel like everybody you And you like you got no one that you can relate to But death feels like the best place to to But that's a lie that Satan, he just to tell you
I'm sorry that you were abused, your raped you But you gotta get some 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to but God will give you the strength to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work
But with this help I know that you can break I seen it myself all the that He came through He'll be back, tell me you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said story had a happy endin' But that night I never heard from her again That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead Or did she not choose it, just to what I said an' Maybe, she got the last one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it I shoulda mentioned?
Every mornin' I just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that well My came back sayin' that they'd failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and turned to months an' Time would pass and I just heard No letter no email no not even just What to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?