Yo, this is what
Yo, I up late it was like ten in the mornin' I was half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd been I on my computer, check my email logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me they But there was one email that just my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably care 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can I slash my wrists and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone like nobody And I'm end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my stand Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to back Why do you feel way, do you mind if I ask? the source and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I you understand that Please don't end life, I beg ya please write back I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and prayed all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't know you would write me Let me explain why no one could ever me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and confused since 1990
He's now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run away but my would always find me Is God really the one who can me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But with the email there is only so I can help you See, I know a Father who could ever fail you give you a love when nobody ever care to
I know you might like everybody hates you And you like you got no one that you can relate to But death feels the best place to escape to But that's a lie Satan, he just wants to tell you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause can make you I know it,s hard to but God will give you the strength to I you gots a lot of things you gotta work through
But this help I know that you can break through I seen it myself all the times He came through He'll be back, tell me what you think of what I you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said story had a happy endin' But that night I never heard from her again That night I tossed and lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up an'? Or did she not it, just listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every I would just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails came sayin' that they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and turned to months an' Time would and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not just somethin' What to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me?