Yo, this is happened
Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was still asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I my voice mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, my email logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me product But there was one email that just my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You don't care 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me?
My is poundin' as I start to type back Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I What's the source and the of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me explain why no one could like me It all started when my father used to me Raped and confused every since
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run away but my pain always find me Is God really the one who can me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me?
number one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the email is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could ever fail you He'll give you a love when ever care to
I know you might feel like everybody you And you feel like you got no one that you can to But death feels the best place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to but God will give you the strength to I know you gots a lot of you gotta work through
But this help I know that you can break through I seen it myself all the times that He came He'll be back, tell me what you think of what I you be prayin', sincerely KJ-52
Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after that night I heard from her again That night I tossed and lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up an'? Or did she not choose it, listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every I would just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' she's well My emails came back sayin' that they'd No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' Time would pass and I just heard No letter no email no not just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm wonderin'
Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me?