Yo, this is happened
Yo, I woke up it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and eyed, still yawnin' I checked my mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, my email logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody just tryin' to sell me they product But there was one email that just my optic It said suicidal, the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't 'cause I'm just another fan I you ever read this, now but if ya can I slash my wrists and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone like nobody And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel way, do you mind if I ask? What's the and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God cares you, I hope you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please back I finished typin', I sent the email quite I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even know you write me Let me explain why no one ever like me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and confused every 1990
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run but my pain would always find me Is God the one who can help me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?
number one fan, I gotta lot to tell you But with the email there is only so much I can you See, I know a Father who could never ever you He'll give you a love when nobody ever to
I know you might feel everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one that you can to But death feels like the best place to to But that's a lie Satan, he just wants to tell you
I'm that you were abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will you the strength to I know you a lot of things you gotta work through
But with this help I that you can break through I seen it myself all the times that He through He'll be back, tell me you think of what I sent you be prayin', sincerely KJ-52
Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just please me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I this story had a happy endin' But after that night I never heard from her That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' these thoughts runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead Or did she not choose it, just listened to I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every mornin' I would just check my Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails came back sayin' they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and turned to months an' Time would and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not even somethin' What to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me? Can now please help me? someone now just please help me?