Yo, this is happened
Yo, I woke up late it was ten in the mornin' I was still half and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, check my email on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to me they product But there was one email that just my optic It said suicidal, the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably don't care I'm just another fan I you ever read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone like understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, a note on my night stand sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me?
My heart is as I start to type back Why do you this way, do you mind if I ask? What's the and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God cares about you, I you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write I finished typin', I sent the email fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't know you would write me Let me explain why no one could like me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and confused since 1990
He's now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run away but my pain always find me Is God the one who can help me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But the email there is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could never ever you He'll give you a love nobody ever care to
I you might feel like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the best to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will give you the to I know you gots a lot of things you work through
But with this help I know that you can through I seen it myself all the times that He came He'll be back, tell me what you of what I sent you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after that night I never heard from her That night I tossed and lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead Or did she not choose it, just to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the one I was sendin' Was it my fault, was it I shoulda mentioned?
Every mornin' I would check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and that she's well My emails back sayin' that they'd failed No address for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days to weeks and weeks turned to months an' Time would and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not even somethin' happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can now please help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?